Love's gone

2010-05-23T20:44:00.002+08:00

OmGoMG!
Stress start t build in me le.
Common test coming le.
GOSH!
Im going to start my revision
& Start mugging hard le.
Going for my clinical attachment this June.
Ohyes!
Im so excited about it.
HOHOHO!
Im so glad I've chosen Nursing as my course.
Although its tough and damn lots of things t study.
But i believe my hard work will pay off de.
Ohyes It will.
Definitely.
But right now.
I must really really really WORK HARDDDDD.
That's simple t say but hard t act it out.
Inner part of me keep asking t slack.
GoshGosh!
AAP sucks.
Dont know what language th lecturer is talking about.
Damn itt~!
Project not done yet.
Haish.
Its okay lurhs.
Even though there're so much things that i need to work on.
But im still very contented wit my current life!(:
Although some part of me is still healing,very slowly.
But i believe time heals th pain lurhs.
Eventually I will start t become more mature and grow up.
Now i'll just wait for that day t come.
HOHOHOHO!~
& I still have time t type crappy things down.
ALRIGHTS!~
Now im going t get back t serious stuff again.
Takecare peeps.
JIAYOU PEOPLE!!!
(:
Post again when Im free.

Let go of something that you really love,
If it comes back to you,
It's yours forever.
And if it dont comes back,
It was never yours at th start.
So will you come back?

2010-05-10T17:08:00.002+08:00

HOHO!
Finally Im here t post again.
(:
Im going to start everything afresh.
New school, New environment, new friends and new EVERYTHING!
Although it'll be hard for me t switch t a totally new environment.
But somehow or rather, I'll get used to it.
I guess that's how life should be.
And somehow Im studying th course that i want t get into.
& Now i've got into Nursing Course.
I have no reasons to give up just because of my fear.
Right!(:
But I still hate waking up in th morning!
Not used t it bahs.
(:
Im looking forward t my clinical attachment and BREAK!
Tired!
So much to study!
Wohoooo~
JIAYOU!
-------------------------------------
Im back to single again.
HAHAHAHA!
It's a tough decision to make.
But i won't regret after i made this decision.
I guess we'll be happier after we've separate.
I'm not a good girlfriend.
Im tired of trying again and again.
And disappointing myself again and again.
I guess you're not th one Im looking for.
However i still hope that you can live wel without me.
All the best Simon!
Thanks for all th effort you've put in.
Hope you'll meet a better girl that cherish you.
But sad enough,Im not good enough t deserve you.
I dont have that confidence yet.
(:
Thanks LJX noob for cheering me up,
And making an effort t meet me today just t pei me talk.
Appreciate it leii.
Hoho.
You're th best kor ah.
(:
Thanks for advicing me.
(:
& all my time will goes t my studies le.
Im not going to be stuck in the same old thing again.
Smiles!
That's all for today's post.
Better get back t studying again.
JIAYOU!

Letting you go is hard,
But keeping you by my side is even harder.
I want you to be happy.
Real happiness.
I failed to give you that kind of happiness.
We've too much differences le.
I will remember all the good stuff about you,
And delete away all the bad stuff about you.
I won't mention anything bad about you,
Cause Im not even perfect in th first place.
Good memories will always be kept with me de.
GBY!

2010-03-23T12:06:00.002+08:00

YesYes!
Im back t th normal me le.
HOHOHOHO!
Super looking forward t th start of my Poly life.
Not because of making new friends and stuff.
Its because i can finally get one step closer t my dream le.
&& Of course t go sch wit my usual clings again!
HOHOHO!
Cant wait Cant wait!!!
Roarrr!
Hahah!
Nothing much t post abt le.
That's it.
Sayonara!=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-21T13:48:00.010+08:00

Today's gonna be an emo AGAIN!
Paiseh.
If u came across my blog,
And u dont wish t read smth negative.
Then PLEASE
kindly press the red
cross on th top right hand corner.
TYVM!
I do not want t force anyone t read this.
(:
No offence!=DD
Dont know what went wrong le.
PS: It've got nth t do with r/s stuff.

Please DONT start saying anything.
Seriously,I've got no one that i can actually confides to.
MAYBE there's is.
But actually can't help out much toos.
Cause I REALLY
needs someone there.
&& Anyway THANKS mushroom & S. (:
Am i really such a irritance t this family?
VIOLENCE AFTER VIOLENCE AND IT'LL JUST LEAD TO MORE VIOLENCE.

Y cant adults just sit down and sort things out.
Bloody hell.
Violence can solve problems.
&& Pls,
Being violent is just destroying th lil respect i had for you.

Or maybe even making me hate
you more.
You dont have any rights t be violent t anyone tt comes ur way.
&& From young,what example u had set for me???
& Pls lahs.
STOP
comparing me with her anymore la.
If u really wish that she was ur daughter,
Then go acknowledge her as ur daughter la.
YES!
Im not even quarter of her cleverness,
Not even 1% of her everything.
She came from topped schools,

ME?
Neighbourhood school.
She receives scholarship
t studied overseas,
Me?
Not even a shit.
She got bright future.

Me?
Just can be a small useless Nurse that earns lil each mth.
So why should u still regards me as ur daughter.
Yes,I always ended up doing th wrong stuff.
Being wit guys that u dont like.
Hangin wit friends that u dont approve.
Have u ever supported what I've decided?
Have u ever asked me what i want t achieve in th future.
Just because Nurse earns lil,
That doesnt means u can insults that job.
& Pls STOP
using sch fee t threaten me.
Cause i wont stop my dream even though u disapprove.
&& PLEASE!
Stop acting like those gangsters outside.
U can do what u want,
But please set a good example for my sis.
I wont provoke you or even appear infront of you unnecessarily.
& Dont ever let me see you violent toward her,
Or else I'll make sure I wont even regard u as my D.
Dont force me t doing that.
Cause you're just being way too unreasonable.
& That's why Im following ur steps.
GET IT?
*****************
Damn it la.
Sorry for my ranting.
CAN god please
send someone who can really be there for me?
I dont know why?
I dont need fake concern,I dont need encouragement.
I dont need ppl t keep asking me what's wrong wit my family.
I need SOMEONE who can tell me what t do.
& Guess the only ppl is MYSELF.

HAHAHHAHAAS~
&& Maybe from long time ago,
Im already all by myself alrdy.
Nobody actually cares what Im doing and how well Im living.
They merely asked just t pretend that they're concerned.
HAHAHAHS!
That's it.
I dont need anything,anyone,anymore.

2010-03-19T13:31:00.002+08:00

Hellosss~~
Im fine le!=DDD
Thanks for th tags peeps!
I guess it's just me who is thinking so much.
Ah Soon arh.
I'll make u believe that HE's NOTHING t me.
And i dare t write down here that he's NOTHING t me.
Not even worth remembering a person like him.
& It'll be even more not worth for you t mind abt him.
Cause you're MILLIONS TIMES better than him.
You make me understand things tt i failed t understand in th past.
Seriously,I was way too dumb in th past.
But now,I've got you by my side.
Im fear of nothing.
I just want you t believe this- ILOVEYOU AH SOON!~
& I understand ur fears too.
I promise u i'll take away all ur fears.
I'll filled you up with LOVE.
I'll make u smile every single day.
Just like how u make my day.
& I can tell you straight that this blog is for YOU to see.
And of course for my friends WHO are rly my friends.
I dont need extra people t come and see.
I know you know who im referring to.
I just want to tell YOU.
Im living well with my boyf taking care of me.
No need your concern or whatsoever.
You're just way too fake t hangout with.
& Too bad more girls are going into th trap tt u set up.
LOL.
I've no rights t say any further.
Firstly- Im not interested in your life.
Secondly- My boyf will be unhappy.
& I definitely wont let him unhappy even for a second.
I dont care you red/yellow/black OR GREEN!!!
Get th f*** out of my life.
U asked me how my life is doing.
& I will answer you right here.
Im doing very fine(:
That's it.
You won't appear in my life anymore.
************************
Ah soon ah.
JTJX love you t th max lahhhhhs~
There're more thing tt i want t prove t you.
HOHOHOHO~!
Muackzz~
Always 25.12.09
You're my best christmas gift=DD
& Lastly,I need extra people's comment.
TYVM!=DDDDDDDDDD

2010-03-12T13:39:00.002+08:00

- Damn disappointed.
- Bo mood t carry on anymore.
- Cant pretend that everything's alrights.
- Cant fake a smile on my face anymore.
- Want t tell someone how bad I feel deep in my heart.
- Dont wish t hear any FAKE word from u.
- Start t ponder th real meaning of love.
- Wants t forget those unhappy stuff.
- Angry with what u said.
- Clueless of what t do.
- Wondering if what u said is true or not.
- Emo-ing abt th same old shit again.
- Dont know how t carry on with it le.
- Want t be alone.
- Not t be serious le.
- Dont care/think so much.
- Think more abt things that r more worth it.
- Thinking y guys cn be so ____.
- Losing faith and trust.
- Dont wish t know anything more le.

&&& Lastly, IM TIRED!!

2010-03-02T13:19:00.002+08:00

HoHoHo.
Just a quick update.
(:
Hasn't been using blogger for so long le.
Lost the mood t post perhaps.
But anyway,Im looking forward t th start of poly.
Must settle th enrolment stuff first.
Super complicated alrights(:
Anyway,Im a happy person now.
No more negative's feeling.
(:
& Im so glad that I've YOU.
& I dont need t name down what U've done for me.
Cause its recorded in my mind.
I believe everything'll be okay.
I dont need t show t everyone how much i feel for you.
Cause I only need you t know.
& That's enough le.
Going out with kor & his girl tmr.
HAPPINESS!=)
Shall post again next time.
Takecare peeps.

2010-02-18T12:20:00.002+08:00

Oh, HAHA!
Just realise that my blogging is dying.
(:
HOHO.
Wont be blogging for a LONGGGG period.
And i guess it wont makes any difference toos.
(:
I'll perservere in th things that i believe.
I wont give upp.
NEVER!(:
& For those who think that they're going t chg my mindset.
Two words for you-
F*** OFF.
Tyvm.
TATAS.
I'll prove to you what i mean.

2010-02-02T12:41:00.003+08:00

FuCk lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
Kns.
Seriously one simple word FUCK.
Damn moodless le lurhs.
Its my life alrights.
Dont try t control my life.
Dont ask me to do this do that.
& Try t control my way of thinking
SO WHAT?
You're just those bitchy busybody BITCH outside,
Who likes t gossip behind people's back.
& Try t act as if you're concern.
But actually you dont.
You just wanna let me know that you're older than me,
So you've more experience than me.
FUCK OFF LAHS.
You think i freaking care.
When i've probs, do you fucking care,
Dont try t influence ppl ard me,
t think that Im doing bad things.
Ya,First is my mum.
Next is my Dad.
Then who else?
& Pls larhs. Shut your ass up larhs.
You can go ahead and say for all you want.
& Dont try t talk logic with me.
Cause it just doesnt makes sense.
If you've SO MUCH free time,
I think u should go and check out ur own temper first bahs.
Fighting over money issues,
and have no respect for your own parents,
And now you're tellling me abt what i shd nt do?
KNS LAHS.
Dont force me t say things that are worse than this straight on ur face.
& Please.
Dont come my hse as and when u like.
& Dont come my room w/o my permission t talk t me.
I dont wanna see your fuck up face,
And hear your damn fucking voice.
Just shut upp larhs.
Dont forget how u used t demoralized me in th past,
When im sitting for my Os.
I wont forget it ever in my life.
I remember every single shitty words you ssaid right infront of me.
You said that ___ can get into Uni lawyer course,
And for me Nursing is a good course,
cause its easier t study &
I dont need t get into Uni and struggle.
Shit you larhs bitch.
Looking down at your own niece doesnt make you look anywhere better.
Oohkays,Done with my ranting(: ♡
Felt so much better.
& Sorry for my language used.
I dont mean it alrights(:
HAHAHAHAS!
Lastly,I dont need your consent,
whether which guy Im hanging out with.
Ohyes,I just wanna be with HIM♡
♡Simon Soon Kok Keong.♡
So what if he's older than me.
LOLOLOLOL.
Get it Bitch?
HAHAHAHAHAS(:♡

i just wanna spend my life with you.
I wanna ignore all th voices out there.
Who are telling me t leave you.
& Yes.
Im stubborn.
& Im fighting for my rights.
T be with someone I truely love.
This time round,Im not going t make way.
NEVER!

2010-02-01T13:49:00.006+08:00

ILOVEYOU(: 25.12.09

Didnt give a proper post on our first month anni,
So here t say out everything that i longed t say.
(:
Only dedicated to you.
SIMON SOON KOK KEONG(:

Today is our 39th day together.
Although its not long.
Cause we're still getting t understand each other better.
But thanks for everything that you've done for me.
&& your gift to me on our anni.
(:
I really like it,Cause its from you.
=DD

&&& Now you're in JB.
Come back soon ahhhh~
Miss you!=DD

Intended t watch My ex today with U~
But due t some reason,you need t go back JB.
Haha,I'll understand de lurhs.
Friday we'll watch it tgt alrights(:

&&& Take good care of your hand.
And really next time be more careful okay?
& I'm sorry for not able t do much.
Except t do crap things t make you smile(:
Sorry dear:(

In this period of time that we'te tgt.
I can see the effort you'r putting in,
Its beyond words t describe here.
It takes time t fully understand someone.
And that's what im doing now.
And beside understanding you,
I want t know how t be a better girlf.
I'll learn t control my temper,
And the words I said when Im angry that hurts you.
I will change even thou you dont mind.
I MIND Alrights(:

& I really mean it when I said I dont love/miss him anymore.
Not even abit.
I took ten months t get him off from my mind.
& Its more than enough,
for this kind of person t stay in my mind for so long.
Its not worth it at all.
Now its your turn,
To occupy my mind(:

& Its a longggg post le.
That's all about YOU.
I bet you're the only one who will feel happy after reading it.
& That's enough le.
Cause i dont need other's comment.

Whether this r/s is good or bad, I'll accept it.
Cause its my decision,Not yours.
I know who Im referring to.
& I dont need your comment or whatever shyt.
(:
Okays,gonna go back to my show le.
TATAS!
Lastly,dear i miss you. Muackzz=DD

2010-01-29T12:34:00.002+08:00

Currently so into this freaking cool show.
Hai pai tian xin~
Woots.
Okays,I know Im abit slow.
But th storyline is cool uhs.
& Both the actor and actress are so COOL.
Just one word; COOL!~(:
Hmm,haha!
But drama are still drama.
It'll not happen in real life.
TATAS!
Going t work ltr(:
Going out wit Mushroom this Sat.
Buying clothes!~~~
Woooooooots~!
Enjoyenjoy.
That's all.

2010-01-26T12:27:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAS.
Im BEING so boreddddd~~
Whatever!(:
Anyway,HAPPY one monthsary dear!(:
Hope you like my surprise!
Muackzz.

2010-01-22T16:36:00.005+08:00

Having trust in a r/s is crucial.
I mean its like duh.
If both person failed t give their trust t th other party.
Its pointless t continue.
Im not implying anything.
Just want t say out my view here.
Misunderstanding are scary.
It can destroy every lil hopes that is building up.
Every word that you want t explain.
It just went off like that,
& U dont feel like explaining any longer.
Even thou you might say:" I trust you,really."
Its like SO?
Your main intention in saying that is nt you trust me.
Is because you dont want th matter t blow up.
Isnt that pathetic.
Every expression that you shown on ur face.
It hurts.
Im speechless le.
& To ___, Shut your ass up lahs.
Does it ever bother you whether who Im hanging up with?
Does it kills t shut up and f off.
Did you ever use your bloody brainless brain,
t even think before saying things out.
Hell la.
You might not realise and think its gonna be funny.
But i dont think so.
It really just show so much abt you.
& I mean YOU.
Somethings can be joke abt and somethings CANT.
Gets th fact right man!
You dont look anywhere better.
Dont think too highly of your own appearance,
Cause if looks are what you're looking for.
That shows how shallow a person you are.
DAMN YOU MAN.
& PLEASE dont comment abt who Im tgt with.
Its NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
F off lahs.
When Im quiet,
It doesnt mean Im agreeing wit what u say,
But im just trying t endure th shitty words of you.
Bear that in mind.
I've said this very nicely le,
since I used t treat you as a friend.
But now I DONT.
(:
Sorry for my ranting.
Just couldnt take it any longer le.
I just couldnt understand what's wrong wit those ppl,
Who likes t gossip behind ppl's back,
And trying t hide everything when things came t light.
Just SICK of facing those ppl.
Trying t put on a fake smile.
Smiling when deep inside my heart,
I felt so shit.
Get it.
Neverminds.
Time heals.
Idontcareanymore.
& Maybe its my fault t have so much hopes.

2010-01-21T12:34:00.002+08:00

Hmm,
Replying tags here!

Liping; Ohya. HAHA! Didnt get t meet you at all, Roar. Soon kays dearr!(:

Brenda; Hahaha. Thanks lurhs. Sweet ah. (: Hmm,you toos. JIAYOU!!

Green; Hmm,thanks uhs. Just wonder if you're..? Nvm then. Thanks anyway,No matter who you're (: You takecare toos.

Done!
Going out in another 2HOURS.
Meeting kor at CWP.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Bored to death le lurhs.
Ineedanentertainer.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
S finally start work le after 3days off.
HOHO.
So sadd ahh.
& Its now my turn t be resting for three days le.
Sad uhs.
Cant get t see you.
Hopefully friday you will show ur face when I come down.
HOR??
(:
Done with my crapping le.
Imissyoulikehowimissmydblcheezebur(:
TATAS!(:

2010-01-19T12:02:00.003+08:00

Hmm.
It've been long since I lasted post.
HAHAHA!
Anyway,got back 'O's result le.
Yupp, I know.
It've been OVER for so long le & Im still telling this.
WHATEVER!(:
Not reaching my expectation.
I mean like seriously.
I aimed for something like 12?
Ya I know.
Think too highly of myself le.
=.=
But gotten back 15pt.
HAHAHAHA.
Well,It okay lurhs.
And I've applied for Nursing course at Ngee Ann poly.
Just t shot that Im nt someone who gives up easily.
Or talk big without actions t pusue my dream.
Actually in fact,
People around me tells me to think carefully.
As it's nvr a easy job, Or a easy course to study,
It's a life long commitment.
And seriously I've thought for very long.
Should I or should I not.
But im clear that if I never choose that,
I'll end up regretting if I entered into a course
that probably has a good future
but will never be my passion.
So therefore,Im NOT going to give up.
No matter how hard it is.
Thanks for th support S.
(:
Thurs going out wit Kor and Gf,
Treating them sakae.
Will be getting my pay TOMORROW.
And its like TOMORROWWWWW~~
Wooooots.
Going to be broke le lurhs.
I mean if my pay still doesnt come,
I'll be seriously CASHLESS le.
Ya, Looking forward to Thurs.
& I'll nvr mind spending $On ppl who treats me well.
Including WY and even S etcetc.
(:
I want to watch MY EX.
Its like so DAMN nice.
*HINTS*
Better get my hint ahh.(:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!
Working later on.
But Im meeting S before Im off for work.
HAPPINESS.
You can always make me smile when Im down.
& Never fails to do those actions that melt my heart.
Muackzz la.
Although those past memories/fear still lingers in my heart,
& I've told you that its nt easy for me t forget him easily.
I mean those memories.
But Im still thankful that U never plan t give me up,
Or walk away.
HOHOHOHO.
Im just purely lucky,
To have met you in my life.
(:

2010-01-10T11:28:00.003+08:00

Oh.
HAHAHAH.
Result out tomorrow.
Im not going to worry too much.
Just let it be.
I DID try my very best in it.
And I believe its more than enough le.
(:
Goodluck t friends ard me too.
=DDD
And my dearest 4E4.
I really hope that we can graduate tgt.
I mean nobody will be left behind.
JIAYOUUUUUUUU!!!!
Tomorrow will be the day that we cn witness the result of our hardwork.
(:
HAHAHAHA.
Enough of it le.
Dont wanna stress myself le lurhs.
Working later!(:
&& Im happy.
HOHOHOHOHO!
TATATAS.
Takecare peeps.
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUU~

Im happy enough to have you by my side now.
Seriously the feeling is like never before.
It seems real.
For the first time.
Cause i know that you'll never abandon me like how he did.
Some feelings are beyond words t describe,
So i'll show you by my actions.
And I know that we're willing t contibute to this r/s.
Thanks dear(:
For making me smile every single day.
Iloveyou!(:

2010-01-08T13:03:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA!
Decided to make my blog alive again.
(:
HAHAHAHA!
And put a complete stop to all my shitty emo shyt stuff.
=DDDD
Im realy grateful and thankful that I've got you by my side now.
Althou there might be gaos in between us.
But I believe what's impt is that we're happy when we're tgt.
And that's enuf right?
=D
And super thanks for all ur surprises that nvr fails t make me SMILE.
Ahem~
HAHAHA!
MUACKZZ.
I promise you,I'll do my best.
Very best t make you happy.
& Thanks for giving in to me all the times.
Being able to be with you is the luckiest thing I get for this christmas.
& I'll cherish it.
Thanks for accepting my past behaviour.
Thanks for your dinner/lunch/green tea and ALOT ALOT MORE.
(:
You gave me alot of support and protection that I longed for.
And of course time toos.
This time round,Its gonna be different.
MUACKZ.
(:
I dont care what problems we might faced in th future.
What I know is to cherish the very moment we have now.
25.12.09 =D
TATAS.
Hope you see this soon. (:
Going to meet noelle & WanYi soon.
And off for work at night.
Super happy cause I can get t see him.
Woooots~
You make my day AGAIN.
Okay,that's all for today.
Stay tuned bahs.
And thanks noelle & WanYi for being there.
I mean giving me encouragement.
MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

2009-12-29T12:06:00.002+08:00

I dont trust anyone anymore.
Those bullshitting promises.
Keep it for yourself.
I meant it.
(:
Takecare peeps.

You asked me why I disagree with you,
For nt letting ppl know.
Its simple,
And guess you've guess it right.
Everytime it happens,i dont know what else I can say.
I dont want t have any hopes,
Cause im afraid of disappointment.
I can only let you stay in that position.
Take it or leave it.
Im fine with it.
Cause I dont need anyone anymore.
(:

2009-12-21T11:50:00.007+08:00

Yes.
My blog is rotting.
Ahaa~!
But who cares.
LOL
Yupp, Looking forward to Wed.
HAHA!
My off day!~
And also meeting someone that I longed t meet.
(:
Okay,end here.
TAKECARE PEOPLES!

Ps: Liping dear, I will support you all th way de.
When u're sad,
I'll make sure I'll make you smile again!(:

2009-12-12T12:11:00.002+08:00

Going out for gathering soon.
And off for work at night.
Roll eyes.
Finally work after a week leave.
(:
SIANNNNN~
Anyway,nothing much to post.
Lost the mood to post.
BYEEEE~

2009-12-01T18:38:00.005+08:00

Yes, C1 outing!(:

With Miss Wu.
And I super not happy.
Cause the picture smth wrong wit the size.
Ass laa.
Anyway, we Caught Christmas Carol.
Not bad uhs.
Quite meaningful uhs.
Worth watching.(:
Anyway,Thanks Miss wu for your treat!=DD
Aand afterward ate Pasta Mania.
The spicy chicken pasta super not nicee!~
Cause super spicyyyy!~~
Aahahaaaa.
Anyway,I plan t quit my job at Cafe Cartel.
Unpleasant working experience for me.
Dont know why.
But I made up my mind.
That's it! (:
Haaaa, Now waiting for th shoe shop t call me.
And Yes,That's my plan.
Okkayys,Dont feel like typing anymore crap le.
Takecares.

And sometimes what you said can turn out differently in other's ear.
Shittyy assholeee!

2009-11-26T13:33:00.002+08:00

Hey all.
Just a short post before meeting Noelle for work.
And Yes.
Today working with Noelle.
(:
Working night time this week.
Okay,Yesterday I work alone.
Superr tireddd,But fun.
As I get t know alot of ppl.
(:

Anyway,Just went t see doc just now.
Had blood test and some heart checkup.
Doctor say my heartbeat is very fast,
And thus its causing some problems in my body.
So must take blood test.
LOL.
So currently waiting for results.
Hope nothing goes wrong bahs.
And total $74.
LOL, Money flyy awayy le lurhs.
Damnit.
But health is more impt of course.
Okay,Bye.

2009-11-22T12:25:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA!
(:
Pics will be uploaded ASAP
Takecare peeps.
And PLEASE if you do not like me.
SIAMMMM AHHHHH!
I dont need ur attention nor ur concern.
AND please use more of ur BRAIN.
My life doesnt change BECAUSE OF SOME ASSHOLE.
=DDDD
HAHAHAHAHAS!(:
Takecare guys.
=DDDDDD

2009-11-20T11:29:00.003+08:00

OhYea.
Starting work soon.
Most likely Monday bahs.
Still waiting for th person t inform me th schedule this Sun.
At Cafe Cartel.
Together wit Noelle N Wy.
HOHO.
And SOON my $$ will come.
(:
Andyes, very soon.
Super sadddd, Brenda went Taiwan,
Wini going Msia this Sunday
and Val going Taiwan next wed.
ROARRRR~~
Wonder when they will come backk.
Meet upp soon alrights(:
Okays, Lost th mood t post.
Anyway, Celebration going on this Sat.
My most idiotic kor's 19th birthday.
And hope you enjoy urself today wit Ziqin alrights(:
And thanks for being th best listener!=DDD
(:
TATAS!
Wont be blogging that much le.
BUSYYYY!
Takecare everyone.
=DDDD

U told me that ur current girlfriend is two timing you.
And you feel bad,Super bad.
Cause you dont like this feeling.
So WHY?
Why still do this t others when u know it's pain.
And you still dare say many girls hurt you before.
BULLSHITT!
Anyway,Just tc bahs.
Even there're people out there who likes t gossip around,
Spreading rumours of me.
I dont give a DAMN.
Not anymore.
Cause I know I dont it's not going t affect me anymore
like how it affects me in th past.
i dont live for them.
So whatever SHIT you said about me.
IDC.
And pls go check th definition of flirt before saying anything.
FLIRT = Talking t guys ?????
BULLSHITTT.
Im not affected anyway!(:

2009-11-16T11:20:00.002+08:00

Ohyes, I seriously hate THOMAS!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHA!
He's such a idiot.
And WY thought so too.
He bomb us with all his shitty lies.
And Yea.
Please DONT let me see him again.
Roarr~~
HAHAHAHA!
And he's just a small lil MANAGER.
HAHAHAHHAHA!
Happy le! (:

And Yupp.
Heading out soon.
I just CAN'T stay at home! (:
Nah, NEVER!
Later staying over at Grandma's place.
And with my supeR cute cousin's accompany.
It's enough.
(:
And Yes,
Loads of pics haven upload.
Stupid dumb kor haven send t me.
(:

And Im waiting for THEM t call me.
Ohplease just call me.
Then I can buy what I wanted t buy so much.
(:
KEYBOARDDDDDD~~ =DDD

Alrights(:
And WY is such a nice friend t talk to.
And yes,
Thanks for hearing me complaint for so longggg.
TYVM.

Shall end here already!(:
No mood t post any further.
And lastly THOMAS YOU SUCKSSSSSS!!!!
HAHAHHAHAHA!

2009-11-11T11:50:00.002+08:00

Ohkay, Just a short post before heading t sch for Sci Mcq.
Which is the LAST paper for O levels.
Haaaa~
Meeting Noelle & Wy for breakfast wooots~
Yesterday went out wit Noelle & Wy.
Damn fun.
Especially when we went for interview at several places.
COOL~!
But it was FREAKING scary.
Arrr, Cant wait t start work.
I want MONEY AHHH!~ (:
Probably they will call me soon.
Ohyes, Please call me ah!~ (:
Overall, Had fun yesterday.
Heading t grandma house after exams today,
As what I had told myself,
That I would spend some time with her.
And I would keep up this promise.
=DDDD
Friday going out with Brenda.
Wooooots~! (:
Happiness!~ =DDD
Cause I like freaking long never go out with her le.
And I missed her jokes that brighten up my day.
(:
Hope everyone can enjoy their life after Os.
And seriously I think I'll miss Fajar Sec.
A place that have many fond memories.
=DDD
Tatas.
And HAPPY BITHDAY BAKAWINI!~
Stay happy always uhs.
(:
And seriously Im freaking desperate now.
Roarr~!
CRAPPP~! (:

2009-11-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

I think Im getting used t your absence.

Yea, Had two papers in a row today!
Sci(Phy) and P.Geo p1.
Erm, Didnt really pin any high hopes in Physics le lurhs.
I could say that It was HARD.
But not that hard lurhs,But it was NOT easy.
Must think till my head going t BURST!!
Then, Pure Geo.
Although I managed t finish up th whole paper,
without leaving any single question blank.
But th time given was really short.
Must rush and try my best t write down every single fact I know.
And Yupp.
I believe I have try my best le,
And I dont think I'll let Mr Eddy down this time round.
(:

Ohya, No papers tomorrow.
FINALLY!~
Can slack at home and try t memorise all th F&N/ Bio stuff.
(:
Poor WY.
Still must wake up so early for your POA.
Roar!~(:

And today was FUN.
Spending it with Noelle,Wy and Idah.
Make lots of jokes that never fails t make me LAUGH.
(:
Glad t have them around.
Loveyouguys!(:
And remember that we're going out next Tues.
(:
Happy days ahead.
=DDD
Goodluck t those taking POA paper tmr.
Including Wy.
Must JIAYOU okays?
(:

TATAS!(:

2009-11-03T12:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Sweet 16 BRENDA PRO(:
Just wanna let you know that,
I've always cherish my friendship wit you.
No matter what happen,
You'll always remain as my close friend.
Thinking abt how we endure thr those TOUGH period,
And all those jokes that we share,
just t cheer each other up.
And also, talking on th phone for HOURS without noticing.
We've so much in common,
And I believe nobody can share th same chemistry I had with you.
Must stay happy and remember must go out wit me soon uhs.
(:
I strongly believe that you can make it t where you want t be.
-Specially dedicated t Brenda Toh.

2009-11-02T16:03:00.004+08:00

Still enduring,though its hurting..

Ahaa.
I finally know why I couldnt upload my photos.
Damn it.
Cause I never accept the terms.
And I've been thinking what causes all th problems in blogger.
LOL.
Im so DUMBBBB.~~

Woooots!
Idah's Dad send me t sch today.
SupeR thanks.
(:
Appreciated it. =DDD
Gastric strikes today.
Roarr!
Damn it.
=/
Sat for Social Studies paper today.
Everything was FINE.
Except time was very short for me t write out everything that I had on my mind.
But however,Thankfully Venice topics was NOT TESTED!
( No offence t those who studied Venice)
Haaaa.
But what I studied yesterday night didnt came out too.
Shit it.
Waste my time revising on 3 chapter that didnt came out at all.
Haaaaa.

Now concentrating on History paper,
Which is tmr.
Hopefully,What I had studied over the past few days will come out.
Praying hard!
Please GOD.

And Ya.
Went t Plaza wit Noelle,WanYi and Marcus,
and slack for hours today.
Ate LJS.
Then went library for some self-revision.
But ended up talking.
Stood outside Laserflair for 25 mins just t watch a LAME show.
Andyes, I love how crazy we are when we're tgt.
And Yes,
Next wednesday,EVERYTHING will end.
All my notes/books/worksheet/tys will be put aside.
As for now, I will endure through.

And I believe we got our plans too right?
I will used our plans as a form of motivation.
I'll work extremely hard like never before,
And fulfil all the promises we had for each other.
Never leaving each other when anyone of us are in need.
I will be there like how you're there for me.
Make you smile like how you make me smile when I was down.
Hear you talk like how you hear me talk for hours.
Accompany you thr ur down moments,
like how you cheer me up when I was crying so badly.
Give you my FULLEST support,
like how you gave me strength t persevere when I gave up.
"Without you,there'll be NO ME, With you,there will be ME."
This is what you said. Remember?!(:
8 More days t go before th start of everything.
JIAYOU!!!

And definitely goodluck t all.
SupeR looking forward t th coming Sunday.
Ohyes,Liping.
Im super jealous of you.
Roarr!
To make up to me,
Treat me eat after you get your pay uhs.
PROMISE=X
Loveyou!(:

Old photos will be uploading once my kor upload it for me.
TATAS!(:

2009-11-01T11:11:00.002+08:00

And Yea.
Finally, the conflict between them had been solved.
HAPPINESS!~ (:
Ohya, Please dont start it again alrights!
=DD

More papers coming up this week.
ENDURE!~
Seriously need t put my whole mind into it.
No more daydreaming,
No more thinking of STUPID stuff.
And ONLY studies.
And I believe its possible for me.
Have been going out and study wit friends.
TireDD but enjoying.
To see everyone working hard wit me.
JIAYOU everyone!~(:

Chalet next sunday.
Although O levels is still going on.
But I dont care.
Im going to enjoy to my FULLEST.
Without thinking abt anything related t studies.
And yes.
Im good at this.
(:

Okay,will get back t my revision on humans.
SUCKS!
I hate it so much!!
Hitlerstalintreatyofversailesveniceiraqkuwait.
Roarrr~
Okay,stop complaining.

Goodluck t all.
Tatas~
Takecare!(:

2009-10-28T10:30:00.002+08:00

And Yes.
If you guys wanna divorce.
I have no say in it.
I dont even bloody care if this will be th ending.
Did you ever spare a thought for us?
Saying all those meaningless hurting words infront of us.
Words that can hurt people so DAMN badly.
And deciding t divorce after everthing.
FREAK IT.
Do you even know that this period of time,
I need t face alot of prob in studies.
Especially when 'O's levels has just started.
You think qurrelling/fighting will help me??
Please lah,For goodness's sake.
I FEEL DAMN STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!
When you guys thought that I'll be fine.
But actually Im not.
I may look as if i dont care,
But I DO CARE!
I only want t have ur wishings,
before I entered th examination hall.
Not thinking of what will happen if you guys divorce.
Can???!!
Stop being so insenstive to me feelings.
It hurts so badly t see this.
I just couldnt take it anymore.
And I wont show it t you.
(:
And supeR thanks t Noelle,
For hearing me talk and encouraging me.
To someone:
(I dont need ur sympathy or whatever shit. You disappoint me AGAIN. Talking abt being there for me always. Bull shit I wont entertain ur msg or even want t hear ur voice. You'll eased from my life. And stop appearing after all th problems had been solved. FAKER! =.= )

Maths paper two later on.
I will clear my mind and just focus.
Even if nobody's gonna support me.
I will do it for myself.
Meeting Noelle and WanYi later on.
SupeR thanks t Noelle for making me smile(:
Love you!(:
Goodluck everyone.
JIAYOU. (:

2009-10-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

Ohyes.
'O' levels Sci practical today.
Damn nervous alrights!(:
Anyway,I DID my best in this practical.
So ya, No regrets!(:

Today definitely not a good day alrights.
Grandma was admitted t th hospital today.
Sent in by ambulance.
After exams,Received a call from Mum.
Said that Grandma vomitted blood and faint.
I Scared dao cry.
And Mr Koh called me and asked me what happen,
When he saw me crying in sch.
And Yea.
Second time this year round.
Still waiting for report,
Ohyes, Im going t pray supeR hard.
You're going t be alright de.
Im sure.
And thanks for Val & Noelle,
For coming over t my house,
and giving me all th encouragement I needed badly.
Thanks guys!(:
Will Visit her tomorrow.
And hope th result will b good.
(:
Gonna study AND DO MY BEST FOR HER!
JIAYOU~!(:

If this is th ending that i wanted,
Then why am i feeling so sad.
Why do I still miss you so badly?
After Months of separation.
Why do i still cry when smth reminds me of you?
Why do you still matters so much t me.
And guess,Im just being too stubborn.
I will forget you soon.
Iim sure!(:

2009-10-14T23:19:00.001+08:00

Roarrrr~~
Blogger dont allow me t upload pics.
Damn it!
=/
Another time perhaps,
Or maybe switching t onsugar soon.
Roarrr~

2009-10-14T16:21:00.002+08:00

Even if I gets a chance t repeat my life again.
I will still choose t experience the same thing again.
Even if It's painful.
I will still make th same choice,
Still choose t love the same person,
Still choose t say the same word,
And do the same thing.
But one thing I will definitely not do is,
To hurt the person I loved deeply.
As I know how bad it feels.
(:

2009-10-13T16:02:00.004+08:00

Yes, Right now Im aiming for a Casio Keyboard,
Or even Yamaha keyboard.
Actually that's what I have been wanting it so badly.
& I swear that I will work hard for it.
(:
I want,Oh yes.
Keyboardddd~

Currently throat DAMN pain.
Flu for Weeks already.
Shitt~
And somemore 'O' levels is like 14days more.
Im SCAREDDDD~~~
Okays,Takecare everyone.
Gonna go back t chiong studies le.

你不在，当我最需要爱。
我受了伤才慢慢好起来。

2009-10-12T15:59:00.002+08:00

Sometimes what we see might not be real.
And what we heard might not be true either.
But Im just surprise at how good your actings are.
Saying one thing and doing another at th same time.
Well, Just one sentence t end it off.
I wont fall for your trick.
You can hide everything but I wont believe it.
Im not a substitute. Get that straight.
I wont entertain you anymore.
(:

And Yea.
Pics will be uploaded once Kor's Girlf send me th Pics.
(:
Saturday's outing was FUN.
Seriously I mean it.
Trained t Outram Park t meet Ziqin from SGH with kor.
Then Bused t CWP.
Super Duper LONG journey.
(:
Then Reached le.
Suddenly Changed of plan.
And eat Seoul Garden.
LOL
3 Person for $90 +
Damn Expensive alrights(:
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Afterthat went t slack around while waiting for show t start.
Then watched "The deadly tsunami".
DAMN niceee.
Really, Its like so damn touching.
=DDDDDDDDDD
Then around 11Plus trained back home wit Kor.
Reached home around 12.30+.
Whatever It's, Thanks kor for your treat! (:
And Ziqin for all those motivation.
Last long uhs! (:
* Pics will be uploaded soon!*

And Yea.
This week will be th last week of school life.
Should I sound happy?
Whatever.
But I just know that exams are drawing near.
OMGOMGOMGOMG.
Im NOT PREPARE yet.
I will just do my very best.
Currently trying t store as much content as possible in my brain.
But the feeling sucks.
Well,gonna get back t studies and stop COMPLAINING.
JIAYOUS everyone!(:

Why must gv me hope and taking it away now?
Is it fun to you,
Or do I look stupid t you.
Ohyes,Maybe I do.
But you dont look anywhere better than me.
& I mean it.
Asshole.

2009-10-07T15:54:00.002+08:00

Oh yes.
I love you Liping♥ .
(:
Seriously love you t the MAX! ♥ ♥ ♥
=DDDDDD
No matter what happen,
I promise I'll always be there for you.♥
And Vanessa toos! ♥
JIAYOU for ur 'N' levels ohh.
I'll always be there t gv my support t you de.
Just do your very best! ♥
GANBATTE!
Loves(: ♥

And Yea.
Cant wait for sch life t end.
& I've been repeating myself for lots of time.
Gastric strikes again.
But what worsen it is YOU!
You and YOUR hurtful words AGAIN.
Is it a MUST for you t send those msg?
Fine,tonight will be our last time talking abt it,
Since you want it this way.
I will let you have it then.
Be happy uhs.
(:

Ohhhh, Cant wait for this Sat.♥
Out with Kor and Gf~
YesYes,FoodFood!
♥ Sssaakkkaaeeeessuusssshhhiiii~♥
=DDDDDDDD
Gonna go out with Val this friday.
=DDDDDD
& the thought of going for lesson tomorrow tires me.
After school, 2.5 hrs of Mock exam.
LOL
The school got such a good plan uhs.
Fine,I shall stop complaining uhs.
(:

TATAS!~(:♥

I care.
Do you care too?
I tried.
Did you tried too?
Why must it be others who will listen to me.
But not you.
WHYWHYWHY?
Tonight will be th last.
Im tired enough.
{BakaJia} to you!♥

2009-10-06T16:36:00.003+08:00

Everything changed.
So do people around me.
And Im totally left speechless.
Fine,You will it your way then.
I have no comments!
(:

2009-10-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change,
The courage to do things I can,
And the wisdom to know the differences.
:)
And Yea.
Ganbatte everyone!
Do th best you CAN and never regret uhs.
Last but not Least.
GOODLUCK to those taking 'N' levels tmr.
& Of course those taking mock paper tmr.
JIAYOU!
(:

2009-10-02T15:42:00.003+08:00

Oh, Today SUCH a fun day.
(:
Didnt really want t come school at first,
As I received Val's msg early in th morning,
Saying tt she wont be there.
But anyways,I still went t school! (:
Maths throughout!
Time flies during Maths lesson!(:
And I loved it!=DDDDDDDDDDDD
Gonna chiong for it,
and improve my Paper 2,
To improve my Maths t a distinction.
=DDD

Loved talking t Idah in class.
As we've the same thinking and TASTE uhs.
(:
That's why my life seems more easier that it should be.
=DDDDDDD

After school, Went t LJS with Noelle,Wanyi, Kaiwen and Mar.
Loads of fun!(:
Make lots of jokes!(:
HAHA! And it definitely make my day AGAIN!
*Smiles*

Gonna have celebration later on,
Steamboat~(:
Mum and Dad's wedding anniversary.
Woooots~
How nice it is.
To spend 21 Years with someone you love.
And who say that love will fade as days passed.
It just depends on who that person is.
Right?(:
Although we're NOT super rich like others.
But our life are simple and peaceful~=DD
And we get what we aims for through hardwork.
And we get contented easily!~
And Im waiting,
For the RIGHT one(:
=DDDDDDDDD
Ohh,Crapping AGAIN.
I kept telling Idah this today.
And she's sick of hearing all this crap!
HAHAHAHA!
Then I want JoshuaLuXueRui!~
CanCan?
=DDD
And hope that my parents,familes,Friends and whoever you are.
Stay SupeR happy everyday!
Iloveyouguys!(:

Dont wanna type too much nonsense down.
But Yea.
JIAYOU everyone!=DD
Will post when Im free de~
And I cant wait for NEXT SATURDAY.
=DDD

Takecare Peeps!
(:

When i receive your msg.
I dont know what t reply.
Should i BE HAPPY?
But why am I feeling so dishearted?
You said everything so clearly.
I understood them all.
Thank you for th very last time.
But that should be the end.
I've enough le.
I need my life back.
=DDDDD

"也许是多虑了，你离开我，会过得跟快乐."
分开以后-Danson Tang

2009-09-30T13:06:00.002+08:00

HiHi~
Just a post before I get back t my studies.
(:
Wanna say GL t all those ppl taking 'O' and 'N' lvls.
JIAYOU!
You can do it once you believe in it.
Dont stop beliving alrights(:

And yea.
Freaking pissed off ytd.
By one DAMN idiot.
A freaking idiot guy who dont think before saying things out.
And after causing someone t be hurt then wanna apologise.
What's the use?
Another insensitive freak AGAIN.
Whatever It's, Im never gonna bother abt ur stuff anymore.
IT'S YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM!

(:
Serious tired of school life.
Tired of Exams after exams.
Tired of meeting up th expectation of people.
If u get marks slightly below ur standard.
People will come after you and asked:"Why you never get that marks?"
And " Oh,I only study abit then get higher than you le leii"
Then they will say all those shitty sacastism that spoils my mood.
And they're NOT even my friend.
So please, You get whatever marks is ur prob,
Dont compare it with me or whatsoever.
Cause I know that I DID put in my effort and that's OKAY le.
I dont need ur freaking comment.
Keep it to yourself IDIOTS.
Sorry for it.
Just really hope that those people can see this post.
Let this thing get in their mind.
And stop their immature thinking.
Cause at this point of time,
If what they want is t pull others down,
Then it shows so much of what kind of perosn they are.
I've been tolerating this kind of person around me.
And pls dont push my limits.
Thank you!(:

Yupp,Have been complaining through out this post.
Sorry for it.
Ohkayss, drop th topic of unhappy stuff.
Kor's working and he will be treating me and his Gf,
once he gets his pay in few days time.
HAPPINESS!
Im going t make full use of this opportunity.
=DDDDD
And this make me happy!~
LOLOLOLOLOLOL

Want t get out of Secondary life ASAP.
And i know i will.
(:
Ohhkaysss.
Takecare Peeps.
And sorry t write so many shits down here.
I'll be fine once I typed everything down.
JIAYOU everyone!(:
TATAS!

I've been waiting for you t call me.
Waiting for you t smile t me whenever you walked past me.
Waiting for you t give me a sms.
But why you didnt?
Im still waiting.

2009-09-25T14:46:00.002+08:00

Life isnt always perfect.
And sometimes It's BEST to let go of stuff,
That hinder your way.
& Dont think much of it.
(:
And becuase of this,
Im going t lose a very good friend of mine.
And I'll stick t my decision w/o changing it anymore.
Takecare(:
& Thanks Liping for ur touching words & Ur Sms(:

Yea~~
Ytd went out with Noelle,WanYi, Angie
and her church friend EtcEtc.
Nice t hang out with friends.
Then went t Eat PizzaHut
and afterthat watch them play basketball.
Too bad I was not in for the game.
As basketball are my WORST ENEMY!
LOLOLOLOL.
Then 9 go back home.
Just in time t watch show.
YesYes, Alfred is DEAD!
*Clap*Clap*
Have been waiting and waiting for him t die.
Hate him so much.
As his action resemble SOMEBODY.
FLIRT =.=
Just that Alfred is So much better in another way.
Ohwhatever,He is dead.
(:

Got back My Maths result.
Not very contented.
Should have done much better than this.
Just like what Mrs Yap said.
Got a B3 for Maths.
Although there's an improvement this time round.
But Im not contented till i get at least a A2.
Can I?
LOL~
Ganbatte!(:

And Yes.
My dearest Ain's birthday today.
Later gonna phone her up and wish her.
Love her t th max.
My Pri sch besties(:

&& Thankd Idah.
For Listening t my prob today.
I've been like keeping things t myself for so DAMN long
But GREAT t have Idah with me(:
Love her t the Max.
And I sincerely hope that u can get promoted WITH ME!(:
Alrights?=DD

TaTas!
Way too tired t elaborate further le.
Sayonara!
(:

Guess Im not falling too hard now.
At least I've gt somebody with me.
Hope that there will also be a friend,
beside you t takecare of you.
=DDDDDD

2009-09-24T15:18:00.004+08:00

Alot of things t say today.
& I will say it here.
So bear with me for awhile alrights?
TyTy!(:

Had th Graduation ceremony this morning.
It was simple but lack of something.
But I like the part when They show the faces of us when We were In sec1.
Those time when all of us are innocent and not much of problem.
How great life is at that point of time.
It was overall fun.
But compared with others school.
It's ABIT =/
(:
But Nvm,It's still Fun!(:
& I could say that Mr Koh Kc is th best CC I ever had in my Sec life.
Not much like a teacher but more like a father to us.
=DDDDDDDDDDDD

Prelims Result SUCKS T THE EXTREME COREE.
Freak it!
Not for all, But for His & Geo.
History, I failed by one mark.
DAMNIT!
Fine,since I wasnt really good at Humanities.
But For Geo,I put in at least 80% Of my effort.
& I almost faint when I see th mark.
Damn it.
Freak that damn paper 1.
Disappointed is what I can say.
Totally Spoiled my entire day.
DAMN Prelims,Damn 'O' levels, DAMN MOE.
Freakk ittt!
& Better Pray hard that My maths wont disappoint me tmr.
(:

Going Out later at night for PizzaHut with Angie they all.
(:
Hope that It can at least make me feel better than NOW.
And Yesyes,It can!!

And Im very disappointed with YOU.
Very.
Cannot describe it with words.
Feel so bad.
Damn bad.
I just wanna do my part t concern for you.
Or at least make you smile.
But ended up,Im doing it for nothing.
Im such a fool.
You only cares for your own emotions and problems.
What about me?
My problems? My emotions?
Did you ever stop and think of me?
How hurtful it is to say everything out w/o thinking.
You just care about YOU AND YOU AND YOU!!!
What about ME?
You just shrugged it off and say I'll be fine.
But whenever you needs someone,
I'll always make myself present.
So is it how practical life is or how dumb I am?
& I dont hope for more.
I'll let you go.
If you'll be happier that way.
All I could say is.
You've hurt me t the bottom.
Right till the end.
& that's enough le.
I dont need more of this le.
3 Year 9 months.
And yet it's so fragile.
Worth nothing.
Im sorry to say this but all this while Im putting my effort.
But seems like it's just BULLSHYT.
Well,I wont disturb you any longer.
Takecare.
And calling you just now is another mistake of mine.
I shouldnt have called you cause It brings me more disappointment.
Best wishes!=D

2009-09-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

Heys!
Finally here t reply tags(:

To liping: Heyy Darlinggg!! Love you so much and thanks for wishing me on my birthday. Super touched I tell you. You'll always stay as my darling forever and miss me everyday okay? &&& Go out soon. Me will miss you de! MuackzzMuackzzz♥ And thanks for ur post. *Smiles* Iloveyou(:

To shihui: Yo! Hahaha! Thanks for wishing me. Gan dong leiix! And remember stay happy always and you can count on me no matter what happen!(: GANBATTE!

To passer-by: Thanks!(: To whoever you are. JIAYOU and stay happy toos. Super thankful t you. GANBATTE!

Qian's: Yo. Hey! Hahaha! Thanks you! (: You too. Stay happy toos! Keep smiling.!

To Royston: Oh,YuppYupp!(: TyTy! You takecare of urself and HERR ohh!~(:

To Brenda: Ohmy Dearest pro. Miss you lots! TyTy for wishing me! You toos. Keep smiling and stay PRO forever. Go out soon okays? (: GANBATTE!

To Huilin: Ohya, I've enjoyed my b'day. Thanks for wishing me. Well,Goodluck t you toos and all the best. GANBATTE!(:

To Vanessa: Heyyo! Hahaha! Yupp,Ty for ur tag!(: Erm. Well,takecare of urself and keep on smiling toos and goodluck t you for that thing ohh. AHEMMMM~~(: *SMILES*

Yea! Finally done with th tags.(:
Takecare everyone!
Not in th mood of blogging.
TATAS!(:♥

2009-09-17T16:02:00.003+08:00

Pictures from ytd celebration(:

And Yes, I love my family deeply. (:

And not forgetting my kor and sis(:
Lovethem(:

Outside look nice but NOT NICE AT ALL!

Woooots~~

TATAS! (:

Done with the uploading of pics(:
Had so much FUN yesterday with family.
The fun that I can get t have,
but never bother t cherish last time.
And Yupp, I'll NEVER take it for granted anymore.
(:
*Smiles*Smiles*
I'll keep this part of memories in my hearrttt(:
-------------------------------------------------

And do you know how childish it is t prank others.
Ohhh, comee onn lahh.
Uses anoymous number t send nonsensical stuff.
Is it that fun t you?
& You think I'll actually bother t ask you who are you?
I dont care actually.
But just what U send t me that pisses me off.
As that prove how childish ur metality is.
Yupp,Even thou I dont know who you are.
But dont go overboard uhs.
Thanks(:
----------------------------------------------

Today almost died in th classroom.
Sat for 4 hours of exams.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrr~~
Maths- 2.5 hr and P.Geo 1.5 hr
Brain cells all DIED.
(:
Hope My maths wont disaapoint me.
Ohh, What crapp.
(:

Tomorrow going for Bio exams.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
The paper that I studied hard for.
Pray hard!!(:
Yes, I can do it.
(:
Delifrance or Pizzahut tmr?
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
I can go bang the wall and die sia
I wanntt gooo dieeetttttttttt~~
Roarrrrrrrrrrrr~!

Hmm, I SHOULD really stop blogging so much le.
(:

And thanks Liping for loving me.
And the post that touches my heartt.
Love you.
(:
I'll always stay as ur shorttyyyy~~! (:
MuackzzMmuackkzzz

Okay, Ganbatte everyone!(:
TATAS!

Yes,You're my best friend.
But you've disappoint me.
I dont wish t say much,
But the effort that I put in only brings me back disappointment.
You thought that I'll be fine.

Just after a few days and I'll be back t normal.
Ur wrong choice of words have hurt my heart.
Your actions made me feel dishearted.
I trusted you.
But is it worth?
Why cant u just use 5 min of ur life t xplain it?
Why must you thought tt Im brave enough t handle it.
Im happy on th outside doesnt mean Im okay.
I smile doesnt represent me being happy.
I could sense the gap between us.
Is it us or just me.
Im sorry.

2009-09-16T17:07:00.007+08:00

Pictures(: Enjoy bahs!! (: ♥

Not very clear But still niceeee~~♥♥

And seriously I need t slim down ASAP! :(

My fav cousin (:

Card from Nen Que (: Thanks lot to her (:♥

Most GAN DONG card from Noelle(: With my most UGLY pic.
Roarrrrrrrrr~~~

Thanks(: ♥

Joeslyn DeaR who bought for me. ♥
Omg she knows me the best. (: CHOCCCCOLATTTE~

Yea!
(:
Finally done with the uploading of pics(:
SupeRRR Satisfied with blogger now(:
AHahahahha.♥♥
And not fogetting
Liping deaR♥
Noelle Dar♥
Nen Que♥
Vanessa♥
Mayshuan dear♥
Joeslyn Dear♥
Royston Kor♥
LJX KOR♥
Val meii♥
Joscelin♥
ZiBin♥
Zahidah♥
Minghui♥
Cynthia♥
BakaAra♥
Shihui ♥
Weilin ♥
Dad♥
Chanel♥
Dhuranii ♥
Grace♥
and Marcus Sis!!! (:♥

SuPER touched by THEM.♥♥
& SupeR to Liping dear and Noelle Dar who wishes me on 12Am.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Noelle's msg made me wanna laugh sia(:♥
Alrights(:
Noelle's card make me wan t faint can.
Why?
Why out of so many Pics and you chose that Pic.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
But still very thankful.♥
&&& Joeslyn Dear.
You really understand me.
Muackzz, Lots of kisses and huggsss~~
Hope you read my surprise letter ASAP.
*Smiles*Smiles*
(:
After F&N exams.
Marcus Sis treat me.♥
Woooooots~
Delifrance AGAIN.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
Damn sweet and nice of him.♥
& BakaVal joined us afterward.
Dont worry my Dearest Marcus SIS.♥
(:
Even thou th whole world abandon you.
I'll be there.
*PROMISE*

Will upload Picturess tomorrow.
Gonna take tons of pictures today during celebration.
And upload it tomorrow.
*PROMISE*

Ohyes, Im disappointed in you,
Just like how J is disappointed in you.
Damn you.
LIARS.
You really dont deserve t have anyone with you.
Ought t be ashame of urself.
Lies after lies.
Waste my effort and time t just talk t you.
Wonder how you can still think that you're INNOCENT
Ohplease use your damn brain and think.
Still dare to fake how faithful you are to me few days ago.
& How u rejected all the girls.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!
You think I will believe you DUMBASS.
Better GET LOST can.
Dont want t have anything t do with you le.
F*** OFF LA.
I'll stay strong and stronger and STRONGER.
To prove that you're nothing at all.

Sorry for the language.
Im sorry.
Dont mean to.
But somehow someone just wanna ruin my mood.
And I've to say it down here.
(:

Chuu~~
Wont affect my happy mood de.
Takecares!(:
Will update my blog again.
Loved lots by me(:

You have no rights at all.
Shitttyyyycrappyyyyassssholeeeeeee.

2009-09-15T15:50:00.007+08:00

Yoga Lin you Jia(:

Eddie(:

JOSHUAAAA! Look at his smile(:

Of course My Jay Chou(:

Currently very satisfied with Blogger
(:
For letting me upload all those photos that i longed to post.
AHAHAHAHAH!
Contented! (:
& Changed my blogskin again.
(:

Done with my comb Humanities le and Phy today(:
Happi-NESS!
Tomorrow F&N.
In deep shit le.
Cause I dont know anything.
Yes,ANYTHING.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
But however I'll still make it a point t study later de.
Wont disappoint Mr Sng.
Yupp(:

Went t Delifrance(Whatever th name is)
With Noelle & WanYi.
Ate so much(:
The cheese OMGGGG(:
Damn fun.
Will go AGAIN!!(:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
&&& Cant imagine that My sec2 hairstyle,
is Centre parking(Whatever th name is).
LOLOLOL~
I cant even remember got such thing sia.
&& I HATE CENTRE PARKING guys.
Cause of AHEMMMMM.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
& WanYi still got th evidence.
(:

HAHAHAHAHA!
oKAYoKAY,I know I self high here.
Cause nobody wanna know about this.
But neverminds.
Let me continue...
(:

Yea,Kor working (:
Actually has been days le.
&&& He can treat go eat le.
Woooots~~
Will upload loads of Pictures tomorrow.
Gonna celebrate my B'day with Family.
(:
&&& Finally Im going t be 16 in another......
Fine, lazy to count (:
In Few hours time!(:
Stay tuned bahs(:

& Thanks God, Cousin will be discharge from hospital today.
Has been so worried for him.
May god bless him(:

I live my life like never before.
It's filled with happiness and sadness too.
However,im contented.
To stay strong for myself and family.
Even though the worst thing Occur to me.
I know that I still have my families and friends to count on.
Therefore, You can rest assured that Yyou're no longer important to me.
&& From 6 months ago.
You've already eased from my life.
From the moment you have her.
So dont bother t turn back.
Walk towards ur future.
& like what Royston says.
Put down the hatred I had for you,
And to move on.
I have done that already.
Your life is yours to live.
I have no rights to interfere.
So right now,
You live your life while I live mine.
Like two parallel line that will never touches each other.
Takecares darius yer hwee long. (:

2009-09-14T17:23:00.002+08:00

Pictures(:

My love(:

My cutest love(:

Me (:

Yo everyone! (:
Waking up in th morning are good enough t kill me.
Damn freaking tired.
Sshoooo~~
Then went t sch for Prelims.
Maths and SS.
Maths paper was okay for me,
Not too tough for me.
& SS I had already did my best le.
So fine with that!(:

Tmr gonna proceed with History and Physics.
Gonna study later.
Gonna give my best shot in it!(:
Yea.
Gastric strikes today.
Damn it!
Pain like hell.
LOL.

After school, went t plaza for lunch wit Cyn & Val.
However, they suddenly bought a cake and surprise me.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

YEA, DAMN touched!
Even thou my B'day is at this wed,
And they give me a simple celebration today.
(:

Im happy enough le!
Thanks Guys!(:
Will rmb it de!! (:
Love you guys much much!!(:
Anyway, JIAYOU everyone!!
GANBATTE!!(:

2009-09-11T17:00:00.001+08:00

Yes, Back from school.
Currently at Uncle's house.
(:
Should really start t study instead of blogging.
Roarr~~!
&&& Kids are really CUTE(:
They can do all sorts of actions t make ppl smile.
They forget things real fast.
One moment they're angry with you,
But next moment smiling at you wanting you to hug them.
OmgoMGoMGoMG.
AND.....

Why must adult's mind be so complicated?

Why cant everything t be simple.

Why must have so much rules and Dont's?

Why I say 1 sentence but can have so many other meanings?

Why must smile t this person,
at one moment and talk bad abt that person at the next moment?

Why must money be so important in life?

Why is it that I can never meet up to your expectation?

Why must I make others happy,
But me being the one who is unhappy?

Why is everyone being so practical?

Why did I get back nothing after putting in so much effort?

Why cant guys be faithful and just stick t their partner?

Why must looks be so important?

Why must people gossip behind people's back and find it fun?

Why must people come and go in my life?

Why must some people only learn their mistake
after a painful experience?

Why must some people only treasure their loved ones after they had leave them?

What's the point of saying sorry after hurting people?

Yes WHY!!

& You can treat that everything is alright.
& Nothing had happened.
Ohhyea.
That's the way it should be isn't it?
Here wishing you all the best.
(:
Selfish peeps.
Get out of my life.
& Dont ever let me see you or hear ur voice anymore.
PUIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~~
F***

2009-09-11T11:48:00.000+08:00

Ohh, Waking up early in the morning,
To do coursework really SUCKS.
& Going t sch later,
to hand in my coursework sucks MORE.
& I've less than 1 hour,
t complete the corrections in my coursework.
& i still have th mood t blog and view other's blog.
All due to the laziness within me.
Keep procrastinating.
Roarrrr~~
Going over t Aunt's house later.
Wooooots~
(:
Will be chion-ing my Maths and Ss later.
OMGG!
I dont even understand a thing abt Ss.
& Mon I've t sit for SS prelims.
(:
HAHAHAHA!
-------------------------------
The BEST way t deal wit a person,
who keep thinking of revenge,
is t ignore him/her totally.
& Im going t do that.
-------------------------------
Ohhhh, time is really running up le.
Takecare peeps (:
Goodluck for all Prelims & 'N' levels Taker (:
GANBATTE!!!!
Chuuu~~~
(:
---------------------------------
& Laslty Jaychoulinyoujialuxuerui
ILOVE YOU(:

2009-09-10T17:23:00.000+08:00

YoYoYo!
Currently enjoying my life to the fullest.
(:
This moment Im freed from BOOKS AND NOTES.
Like Real. =.=
Hahaha!
Not back home yet.
Not that soon bahs.
Ohhh,Going back sch tomorrow.
Wth!!
I dont want.
Sickening Yea?
Just for 1 stupid coursework.
Ohhhmyyygodddddddd.
& I've done nothing currently.
Sucks.
Bakas!!
----------------------------------
Will this go away?
I could see thr you.
Very clearly.
You couldnt even speak ur mind.
You sound more like wanting to make me happy.
But the fact is I am not.
I dont need anyone.
That's for sure.
(:
I dont come just because U need me.
& I dont go because U've finished using me.
I DONT.
If this is ur motive.
So be it.
I got important things t do.
& that doesnt concern you.
Dont ruin my mood.
Ty!
Ohh,how selfish you are.
& i dont need a friend like you.....
------------------------------------------
After this short break.
Im NOT going t post anymore le.
OmGoMGoMG.
*WONDER WHO READ MY POST ALSO.*
MAYBE iM THE ONLY ONE READING.
Ohhhhhh~! (:
Yupp, preparing for 'O'.
Will ganbatte with bakas.
JIayous!!!
-------------------------------------------
Lastly,Ineedsomeone.
& That person MUST be linyoujia.
Ohhhplease shut uPPP LJX.
He look nicer than you plsss

Dont push me away anymore,it hurts..

2009-09-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

" Love isnt about giving up neither is it about tolearting. It's about accepting.."

Stupid blogger is going crazy again.
Such a small box when I cant even change my font col.
SHITT!
Neverminds.

Currently having a GREAT time with those bunch of kids.
Yes, My adorable cousins.
OMG..
Sooo CUTEEEE alrights(:
& The small one who refuses t let me carry.
HAHAHA! (:
Love them to the max.
Muackkzzz (:

Currently at uncles's house.
Not planning t go back anyway.
(:

& Today F&N lesson sucks totally.
Really.
Nah,blame it on myself bahs.
Fri still need t go back.
Roarrr~
Holiday ruined by F&N
&&& I really HATE doing F&N coursework.
Sucks!
Okay,too much of complaining.

'N' levels is going on RIGHT NOW!
Wish them all the best!!!
You guys can do it! (:
& Yupp, going to go back t study later.
Brain will be full of Physics/bio AND Maths.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~
PRELIMSSSS~~~

&&& Lastly Iloveyou.
Linyoujia(:
*Roll*Eyes*
Sayonara (:

2009-09-08T20:56:00.003+08:00

Photos awaiting(:

Oh, FINALLY.
Blogger is back to normal again.
Love my BAKAS!!
Takecare everyone(:

2009-09-04T15:58:00.002+08:00

Ohh~
Im in love with Lin You Jia 林宥嘉.
OMGGGGG~~~
He so DAMN handsome....to me lah.
Ohhhhhhh~~~
I almost watched all his videos on youtube.
Plus his SupeRRRR nice voice，
And supeRRR handsome look(:
Ohhh,Hope t meet a guy like him in the future.
I HOPE SO!!!
Nah, day dreaming again. (:
Okay chuuuu~~
Will upload loads of his pics after blogger crazy finish le.
:)
&Yes,Ilovehim(:
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Later going out at night(:
Meeting Noelle,WanYi,Val & Angie.
Mrs Yam wanna treat us to eat!
Yupp,At Bankit for dinner.
Well,Im grateful enough le.
(:
Will enjoy myself de.
-------------------------------------------------

Today went t school for Sci practical.
Well,not as difficult as I thought.
(:
Neverminds,at least I didnt screwed up the whole experiment.
And that's gd enough.
(:
------------------------------------

After Sci practical went for Phy Mock exam.
Shittt~~!
Speechless.
Wrote loads of nonsense down.
Confirm failed till jialat de.
Suan!
Then waited for Mr Sng for hours.
Waste my time only.
Then just say few sentence can go le.
Wth!
Holiday still got extra lesson for F&N.
& I had already planned out my holiday.
Screwed out again.
Then went t Mac wit Noelle,Wanyi & Val.
Damn funny.
The Jokes made me laugh till wanna die can.
(:
---------------------------------------------

Currently Aunt and Grandma came over.
(:
Nice seeing them(:
---------------------------------------------

Ytd supposed post A supeRR emo post.
But deleted it just now.
I thought for quite some time,
and decide that it's better not to post it.
& I'll always remind myself that,
Im never going t write emo shyt things down.
& Ruined my own mood again.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------

Okay, Prelims have started le.
Will GANBATTE de.
(:
JIAYOU!!
'N' levels students jiayou!!
Takecare!(:

2009-09-02T18:16:00.002+08:00

Takecare Guys(:
GANBATTE!!!!!
(:
All the best for those who is taking 'N' levels.
& Those who are taking having their prelims.
Especially my Liping.
(:
JIAYOU OKAY??
Love you(:
Me will support you all th way de (:
Baka toos!!
JIAYOUUU!
(:
Loved.

Will this get better?♥

2009-08-31T15:57:00.000+08:00

DamnDamnDamn unwell now:(
Well,Blame it on myself then.
Just a short post alrights(:
Had fun today!!
T'cher Day celebration.
(: ♥

The games was FUN althou some was really LAME t the core.
But however,It was FUN.
It've been such a long time our class had fun tgt(:
It do helps in class bonding!(: ♥

Then continued for the class cheering thingy.♥
GREAT!!
4E2 got into the first placing.
CONGRATSSSS~~~!!
Bakas & Cyn!(:
Proud of you Man!
Other class performed well toos.
*Clap*Clap*
(:

Then went for T'cher moment.♥
Where we gather in th class and talk wit the T'cher.
Managed t share our view and the atmoshere was COOL.♥
Most of them teared and even Mr Koh.
It was clear that the feeling we had for each other are strong.
Even thou we didnt show it.
But It doesnt mean that it's not there.
Im grateful to be part of E4.
Lets Chiong for the final lap even thogh its gonna be extremely tough.
55 days t go.
No matter what,we're going t finish the last and only lap tgt.
No one will be lagged behind.
*PROMISE*! (:

Yupp,after school Waited for Miss Wu & Mrs Yap.♥
Passed them the present and Card.
(:
Damn appreciate to them.
Especially Mrs Yap.
Even though I didnt really hv a good impression of her at first.
(:

Its great t see Ex-fajarian coming back.♥
Many of them change ALOT!
(:

YesYes(:♥
Did went out last sunday.
Even thoug I told myself that Im never going t go out.
LOL
Out t IMM with family&Aunt's family.
Saw Noelle at Daikso.
Such a small world.
LOL
*SKIPPED*SKIPPED*

Felt bad deep within my heart.
Shitty~!
Im such a @#@#@#@#@#@#!!!
I fil really really damn damn damn Weird now.
I got such a NO-LIFE life.
Im such a Idiot.
I dont want t keep telling myself that Im going t be alright.
SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT~~~!!!!!
Wth Im talking now.
~~~~~~~~~
FULL-STOPP!

Okay head spinning like HELL now.
Takecare everyone!
Loves. ♥

Will U ever sense my presence?

2009-08-28T16:35:00.001+08:00

OH~~~
Finally blogger managed to let me change my font col.
However,uploading Pics is still a Prob.
Whatever Its, Im contented enough.
(:

Yes,changed blogskin again.
Oh~~
Cause supeR not contented with the previous one.
&&& DieDie must change to smth I love.
Settle with this one.
(:
& Wont change again.

Ohyes, will upload Pics once blogger allows me.
Cause reading blog that's filled with words seems so dull.
I know I know.
However,will be restricting myself from using com.
Prelims is drawing near.
Next week~~
OMG!!!
I wanna do well this time round.
But,Im not fully prepared for any papers yet.
Just give me another few months to prepare for it will be good
But ya, Dream on!!
Alrights,I'll do my very best and study like mad this weekend.
Im going t make full use of EACH AND EVERY SECOND to study.
Possible?
Will try de.

However,going to drop the plan of going out this Sunday.
It's a MUST!
Have been going out frequently.
Suppossed to go gathering at CCK.
Well,goodbye to my dearest FOOD! (:

Today went t school unreluctantly.
However,Still managed to report on time.
*CLAP*CLAP*
After school went Plaza wit Val.
Ate lunch wit her.
Talk t her and managed t find certain things t be simple,
And I make it complicated.
SORRY!!!(:
I'll try t be less sensitive.
(:

OHH~~
Kor not working today.
(:
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL~~
Finally got ppl pei me TALK le!!! (:
LOLOL

&&& JIAYOU everyone(:
I miss BAKA!
I miss Liping,
I miss mayshuan.
I miss Joeslyn dearRRRRRRR
I miss baakara!
I miss brenda!
I miss so many of you!!!
Roarrrrrr~~~

Gonna start studying soon(:
GANBATTE!!!!
Tags will be replied.
Loves. (:

2009-08-27T16:05:00.000+08:00

Changed blogskin(:
Not satisified with this blogskin.
Roarr~
Had been looking for my ideal blogskin but failed.
*ROLL*EYES*

&&& For my com,
Blogger seems to be the same.
So Im going to try other alternatives.
(:
Not going to wait for it t recover le.

Didnt managed to get rod of my Nokia phone.
$60 only.
Roarrrrrrrrrr~
So currently saving up.
(:

Talked to Bakawini on the phone ytd night for hours.
She was so BAkAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
Love her!! (:
Her nonsense never fails to brighten up my days!(:
&& STOP saying that ur maths win me.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
Watch out!(:

& Ytd night I nearly fall for the same trap again.
Luckily I didnt.
Or else,I'll be ended up walking the same path twice.
& I've promised that I wont repeat it twice!
*Smile*Smile*

YesYes!
Kor going work later,
Which means that the whole house will be mine!!!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Anyway,pity him.
Working overnight.
& Kor's Gf came over last night.
Had fun.
(:

&&& I screwed up my Eng oral.
Damn it!!!
Mind went blank and COULD NOT TALK PROPERLY.
WTH!
What's wrong with me???
I know that its gonna be my worst oral ever.
LOLOLOL
Over le anyway!(:

Have been feeling sad deep in my heart.
I cant say it out.
As I find it hard to express out.
To you, I may be sensitive.
But for me,Its more than what U actually felt.
I tried to hide it,pretending that Im fine.
But did u ever care for my feelings?
Well,Everything that I said are just pure crap.
Call me sensitive or whatsoever.
I just hated it.
Full-stop!

Thanks LJX kor for ur consolation(:
Even thou I didnt tell you a thing.
Im fine.
Hope tt u're fine too.
GANBATTE!

Takecare peeps!(:

2009-08-24T16:03:00.000+08:00

Wooots~~
Gonna sell my phone today!!!
Happy~
But sad indeed.
Cause too much memories Ii had with this Nokia phone.
But NVM.
As u let me down first.
Wooooots~~~
Anyway,Iits a good thing.
Cause I can get a new phone.
Hope so bahs~~
(:
Takecare everyone!!
&&& For everyone taking prelims next week.
JIAYOU!!!
& Those taking oral tmr or wed.
Including me.
GANBATTE!!!(:
Waiting for Blogger to recover ASAP.
Yupp(:

2009-08-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

Ohhh~~
Blogger become like that le.
=/
Font cant change & Pics cant upload.
*CLAP*CLAP*
LOL.
Dots.
Sucks alrights.
(:

Yupp,today get back my MT results.
(:
Happy!(:
DAMN DAMN DAMN scary alrights(:
Plus the Mr Lim talk crap for so long.
&&& Nt forgetting the principal.
Its good enough t kill le.
LOL.
YesYes.
My wish came true~~
A1.

Woooooooooots~~
Thanks god.
Hope my beloved Mayshuan,
will call me tonight,
to tell me th good news toos.
Hope so bahs.
& To cynthia,bakawini,bakaara,bakaVal,Joes etc.
JIAYOU!!!
Dont gv up,I'll support you guys all th way de.
(:
GANBATTE! :)

YuppYupp,After school went plaza slack awhile.
Pei Val buy her stuff then went home le.
Nth much.
(:

Takecare everyone
&& Hope my phone wont gv me any prob le.
Pls. =/
TyTy! (:
AWaiting more good news.
&&& Bakas, Dont be sad okay?
Same goes to Joes deaRR.
Love you (:

&&& Sent a ty msg to Miss wu.
So damn thankful towards HER.
If not for her,I think i couldnt even get this grade.
So would like to say a BIG THANK YOU to you!!!
(:

Yupp,takecare everyone(:
Loved(:

2009-08-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

Roarrr~~
Blogger going gila again.
Damn it!~
Really stupid.
FINE~!
Waste my time.
Roarrr~~
So today's post will all be in words but no pics.
BORING RIGHT??????
Sorry then.
Blame it on BLOGGER. =/
lololololol~~~

FRIDAY:
Went out with Joes,Noelle,Val,kaiwen(Sec3 guy)& WanYi.
Went CWP to repair my phone.
Then went for Seoul garden.
Roarrr~
So many people.
Waited for 1hour30++
LOLOLOLOLOLOL.
$15++.
Had fun!~ (:
Ate so damn much.
Roarr~
Go next time alrights(:
But not Seoul Garden.
(:
At night went Pasar Malam with family.
(:
Had fun also.
But spend lots of money on Games.
Not worth it.
Nah,nevermind(:

Saturday:
Went out at 12.30 to CWP again.
Meet Joes at CCK.
Thanks JOES for acc me t Cwp.
Ty BARI BARI BARI much alrights.

Love you My dear.(:
Collect my phone le den went t Mos burger.
Slack slack~~~
Afterward went t seeseelooklook.
Got so much things t buy(:
Savesavesave.(:

& Ps: My memory card corrupted.
Damn it (:
No wonder all my data FLY AWAY lurhs.

Waiting for blogger t allow me t upload pics.
So stupid can.
Anyone encountered th same prob as me???
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
&&& waiting for Val to send me pics.
(:
&&&& Dont know what happen t blogger.
So many problem. =/

Currently researchin for my F&N.
Gonna cook on Tues.
*Roll*Eyes*
I hate cooking.
Damndamndamndamn ititititit~~~
Nah,nvm.
Mum will help me(: (: (:

Currently addict-ed to watching show
Roarrrrrrrrr~~~
NONONONONONO~!
Once I start watching,it will be HOURS.
Today 1-5pm watch non-stop.
(:

Okays,better get back t my researching le.
Takecares.
(:
Loved lots(:
Tags will be replied so DO tag me(:

2009-08-05T12:44:00.003+08:00

Just find out that blogger is back to normal le.
(:
Tonight gonna post pics.
Maybe uhs.
Waited and waited to post.
(:
YuppYupp.
School life is :(
Tiring day everday.
Wth! (:
But Im contented.
That's good enough.
Gonna fold star.
As many as possible.
& Mum and dad is so DAMN good,
to help me fold hundreds of it w/o complaining.
Unlike me=/
Gonna bring back more for them to do again tonight.
GG!~(:
Thanks mum & Dad (:
Got a small misunderstanding with Baka.
GOSH! (:
Dont worry,im nt angry with you.
NEVER! :)
Still planning to repair my DAMN phone or not.
THINKTHINKTHINK.~~
& whether to go seoul garden,
with JOES Dar this Fri or not.
THINKTHINKTHINIK.~~
Woooots~~
Breakfast with class this Fri (:
LOL
Gonna save and save and save.
CASH/MONEY come to me pls.
Well,it will only come to me,
if I stop spending money on FOOD.
Damn it :/
Yes, everything I see,I wanna buy.
CHANGE!!!!!!!
&& My phone can really throw down the building le.
All sis's fault.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
Deleted all my images/msges/part of songs.
Luckily I got backup.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
DAMNDAMNDAMN angry with HER.
Suan...
Its too late to say all this le.
(:
&&& My damn freaking irritating Kor.
Im nvr gonna care abt him le.
HATEHIMTOTHEMAX.
Gonna chop him to pieces and throw to the sea and feed the fish ah.
LOL, JkJk.
But Im really angry wit him.
FORGET IT.
So random today(:
I wan posttt pics.
Tonight alrights (:
Takecares.
Loved lots by me (:
JIAYOU AND GANBATTE! (:

I'll never fall for the same trick twice.
Get it? (:
Thanks!:)
Ilovemylifenow.
Simple yet nice.
Shooooooooooooo~~

2009-07-30T20:47:00.000+08:00

Damn it .
Blogger dont allow me to upload pics.
think many of them are also having the same prob.
suan le.
post next time ba.
take care everybody.
love lot by me.

2009-07-29T12:07:00.002+08:00

Im fine(:
Getting better(:
Looking forward to fri and sat.
Going out for sakae and buffet~~!!
Happy~~
Will reply tags next time.
Busy days ahead.
(:
JIAYOU EVERYONE
Ganbatte.
:)

2009-07-24T15:00:00.003+08:00

Quick post (:
Even thou I said that Im nt going t post.
LOL!~
Headache all th way.
This week sucks.
2 Day of Mcs.
Damn it!
Feeling DAMN unwell now.
WTH!
Seriously need a BREAK.
Too stressed out le.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~
Let me talk crap here.
PLS!!
YeSyESyES!!
Recover from this then get that illness,
afterthat get the same illness back.
*CLAP*CLAP*CLAP*
Damn happy~! (:
Hell. :(
Dont want care le lurhs.
=/
Yes,soon done with this shit post.
Hate it.

Y cnt everything be perfect?
Y must hv illness??
YaYaYa.
Time t come back t th reality le.
YES, JIAXIN wakee uppppppppppp~!
=/
Trying my best t carry on.
If eating med wont improve,
I'll just dump everything into e rubbish bin.
IDC.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~
..

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...........................

......................................

..............................................

Done.
Seriously pissed sia.
Not because of anyone but MYSELF.
Okay,full-stop to this topic.
Im perfectly fine(:
Sakae with aunt next fri.
(:
Going out with Mum and aunt next sat
(:
Looking forward t it.
But for now.
let me endure thr it plz.
Whatever! =/

Takecare,
(:

Tell me how to carry on,
Its damn tough.
I dont look normal or act normal.
I feel so weak.
As days passed,
its deterioriating.
GOSH.
Hell.
=/

2009-07-17T15:11:00.005+08:00

YoYoYo~!
Finally done with my blogskin.
SupeRR satisfied with this blog skin. =)
Happy~! Hmmm.
Joes ask me do quiz but dont know which quiz she wanna me t do.
So yupp,will do both of her quiz.
Enjoy~~!
But dont get bored uhs. :)

Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head , then answer the questions .
1) Bakawini
2) Bakaara
3) Bakaval
4) Cynthia:)
5) Liping
6) Noelle
7) Joeslyn Ng:)
8) LJX kor
9) Roy
10) Mike
11) Grace
12) Cheng yi
13) Royston
14) PeiQi :)

How did you get to meet 7? ( Joeslyn Ng)
Sec 3 :) Same class! ~
What would you do if you and 13 never meet ? (Royston)
Erm,Maybe I wont be that happy today. *Roll*Eyes* Like real!~
What would you do if 1 and 12 date? ( Bakaara & Chengyi )
Why not? LOL
Have you ever seen 14 cry? (Peiqi)
Yes.
Would 4 and 11 be a good couple ? (Cynthia and Grace )
They are cousins :)
What's 2 favourite colour? (Bakaara)
White:)
What language does 8 speak? ( LJX)
Alien language
Who is 13 going out with? (ROYSTON)
Secret =.=
What grade is 12 in?( Cheng yi )
idk
Would you ever date with 10? (Mike )
Why not? We're friends :)
What's the best thing about 3? ( Bakaval)
Straightforward.
What would you want to tell 10 now ? (Mike)
Drink more herbal tea pls. :)
the best thing about 8?(LJX kor)
Nothing lehx. :) JKJK. His faithfulness bah :)
Have you ever kissed 5?( Liping )
If she allows. :)
What was the best memory you have with 7? (Joeslyn)
Everyday:)
When was the last time you're going to see 6?(Noelle)
Im going t see her everyday minus Sat & Sun:)
Is 6 pretty?
Nobody in this world is ugly :)
How did you meet 5? (Liping)
From pri sch till now:) She is my dear for LIFE!~
Is 1 your best friend? (Bakawini)
Definitely YES! I regard her as my family members le:)
Do you hate 12? (Cheng Yi)
Why should I? Nah,wont happen de. :)
Have you seen 4 on the last month? (Cynthia)
Deh. I see her every single day :)
HAve you been to 5's house? (Liping)
Sort of. Cant rmb le :)
When's the next time you gonna see 10?( Mike)
When school starts lols. :)
Are you close to 13?( Royston)
Yes. :)
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?( LJX kor)
Nope. :)
Would you give 2 a hug?(Bakaara)
YES!!!!
When have you lied to 3?(Bakaval)
When there's a need t do so.
Is 1 good with socializing?(Bakawini)
Yes,but only in certain circumstances.
Do you know secret about 9?(Roy)
Definitely YES. :)
Describe the relationship between 12 and 14 (ChengYi and Peiqi)
They dont know each other. :)
The Best thing about your relationship with 9? (Roy)
FRIENDS.:)
What's the worst thing about 6?(Noelle)
Too crazy over lolipop. =.=
Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Royston)
Hmm,nt that LUCKY yet.
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? (Peiqi)
Nope,haven met with the right guy.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? (Bakawini)
Hell NO!
Has 2 met your mother?(Bakaara)
Yes. :)
How did you get to meet 3? ( Bakaval)
Sec 1 :)
Did you ever physically hurt 3?( Bakaval)
Yes! :) And Im proud of it :) LOL.
Do you stay close to 7?(Joeslyn Ng)
Nope.
What's 8 favourite food? (LJX )
Hmm, he eats EVERYTHING!!

Quiz 2 :)

1. Real name: TANJIAXIN :)
2. Nickname: Bakajia
3. Star sign: Virgo
4. male or female: Female
5. Primary school: Bukit View and Teck wkye :)
6. Secondary school: FSS
7)jc or poly: pOLY
8) Hair Colour: Black
9. Long or short: Long
10. Loud or Quiet: Depends
11. Sweats or Jeans: HUH?!
12. Phone or Camera: Phone:)
13. Health Freak: HAHA! Hell NO!
14. Drink or Smoke: Hell NO!
15. Do you have a crush on someone: In the past yes. But now not that easy le. =)
16. Eat or drink: We need both t survive
17. Piercings: In the past.
18. Tattoos: NEVER! Im scared of PAIN!~
19. Been in an airplane: Yes! :)
20. Been in a relationship: Yes,in the past.
21. Been in a car accident: Thank god NO!
22. Been in a first fight: Never~!
23. First piercing: When I was young
24.First best friend: Pri Sch, Ain:)
25. First award : YesYes! But pri sch de. Think is neatest award. *ROLL eyes*
26. First crush: FABIAN TOH! Still can rmb v. clearly :)
27. First vacation: Hhmm.
28. Last person you talked to: Cynthia. On the phone :)
29. Last person you texted to: JIAHUI my beloved :)
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: BakaVal & LJX.
32. Last food you ate: Chipsters:)
33. Last movie you watched: Seriously cnt rmb liao.
34. Last song you listen to: Jay chou's song.
35. Last thing you bought: Prepaid Card :)
36. Last person you hugged: BAKAWINI!!~~

Favourites:

37. Food:
Tidbits & Junk food :) ALL FREAKING UNHEALTHY DE. LOL
38. Drinks:
Iced Milo :)
39. Clothing:
Must see design :)
40. Books:
Yes! But in chinese :)
41. Song:
Be with you :)
42. Flower:
Sunflower :)
43. Colour:
Pink
44. Movies:
Kingkong & marriage with a fool :)
45. Phrase:
The greatest enemy of all is ur inner fears that pull you away from sucess :)
46. Subject:
Maths:)
47. Kissed in the snow:
Let me dream about it :)
48. Celebrated Halloween:
Nah. I dont even know why must celebrate halloween sia. LOL
49. Had your heart broken:
YES~! Not worth to be be remembered.
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone:
Dont understand. Too chim for me le :) LOL
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation:
WTH?!
52. Come out of the closet:
Why should I go in in the first place?
53. Gotten pregnant:
NOPE!~
54. Had an abortion:
Hell no! Its DAMN freaking cruel t do so.
55. Done something that you've regretted:
Yea and ALOT!
56. Broke a promise:
Yes.
57. Hide a secret:
Yes, but dont like to do so.
58. Pretended to be happy:
Yes
59. Met someone who changes your life:
yes
60. Pretended to be sick:
YES
61. Left the country:
Yes
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it:
Play Viking ship :)
63. Cried over the silliest thing:
Yes
64. Ran a mile:
?
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s):
Yes for Mega camp :)
67. Eating:
Specific pls.
68. Drinking:
Specific pls.
69. I'm about to:
Study!~
70. Listening to:
放了爱
71. Plans for tomorrow:
Family gathering Plus studying!! :)
72. Waiting for :
Alot of things
73. Want kids:
YES! I love kids :)
74. Want to get married:
No!
75. Careers in mind:
To be a nurse:)
76. Girl/boy:
Girl
77. Lips or eyes:
Eyes cause it wont lie. :)
78. Shorter or taller:
Average
79. Romantic or spontaneous:
Romantic:)
80. Nice stomach or nice arms:
Both are equal important:)
81. Sensitive or loud:
Sensitive:)
82. Hook-up or relationship:
Depends:)
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant:
Neither
84. Lost glasses/contacts:
Nope,I dont wear glasses:)
85. Ran away from home:
No
86. Killed somebody:
In my dream. LOL
87. Broken someone's heart:
Not that sure,maybe yes bah.
88. Been arrested:
NO!~
89. Cried when someone's die:
Nope. Thank god.

Do you believe in:

90. Yourself:
YES. Definitely.
91. Miracles:
Yes.
92. Love at first sight:
NO! That's called CRUSH.
93. Heaven:
Yes.:)
94. Santa Claus:
No. :)
95. Sex on the first date:
Hell no. LOL
96. Kiss on the first date:
Nope. Cause I believe love needs communicate :)
97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now:
Yes! Jay chou. Other than him all NO! Or afaleanluxuerui:)
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life:
Yes,I got great friends around me and my families member that nvr fails t b there,Im grateful enough.

Yes! Finally done with the quiz.
Okay,hand DAMN pain.
LOL Hmm.
Sorry for nt posting Pics.
Will upload pics next time.

Yo,Tomorrow going family gathering.
Grandpa's b'day:)
Super Duper HAPPY can.
Cause got FOOD:)
LOL time to on go diet le.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

&&& bakawini wanna watch Ice age/Harry potter.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
IDWIDWIDWIDWIDWIDWIDW~~~
I wanna watch obessed.
Kor say damn freaking nice.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Still long anyway.

Yupp,have been stating in school to study.
Well,damn freaking tiring.
but its okay then.
Cause I can get t improve my maths by asking Mrs Yap qn.
Well,all thanks to her.
:)

She talked to me ytd after I stayed back and asked her qn.
She told me that I can score A2~B3 in maths
but I must work extremely hard without slacking.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
I can sense that expectation she had in me.

& i know this time Im nt going t disappoint her,
Like how I disappointed her in Mid-Yr.
Trust me. :)

SkipSkip~~
Wont be using com till after Prelims.
My blog wont die de :)
That's a promise I made to Mrs Yap and myself. :)
Anything just tag me.
:)
Or even Msg me :)
Takecares,

放了爱。。

2009-07-15T16:07:00.002+08:00

Damn it.
My post cant be posted.
Roarrrrrrrrrr~
Not this post.
Another one.
LOL
DAMN freaking angry.
WASTE MY TIME!!!!!!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~
Suan le.
Somemore I did two freaking long quiz.
LOL
Hahhaha!
It's okay anyway. :)
Post another time bah.
Takecares,

2009-07-10T15:59:00.006+08:00

Finally here after disappearing for so long.
LOL
Wanna wish someone happy birthday.
...

.........

.................

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CYNTHIA TAN SI XIAN,
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYY

Gou sincere le bah.
Just wanna say that U're forever so adorable de.
ADORABLE!!!(:
Hope u stay cute foreveRRRRRRRR.
Love you DAMN much(:

Hmm. Yupp(:
So much things t blog abt but dont know whr t start.
LOL
Roarrrrrrrr~
So much things needs t b done and hv yet t be done.
LOL

& Ya.
The new schhol rules and watsoever.
OMG.
Its like so DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN stupid okay.
Sorry, No offence.
But its like so -.-
Recess/lunch must sit with class.
No physical contact. =/
Seating arrangement for every single lesson. =/
No gathering.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Speechless.
Might as well close the school suan le.
=.=

Or ya, done with Oral.
Shooooooooo~
Happy*happy*
Now awaiting Prelims.
Gosh!
JIAYOU everyone.
Especially my Bakas.
(:

Still deciding where t go next fri.
LOL
Not sure wanna go wit class t seoul garden or out with bakas.
Roarrrrrrrrrrr~
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Still longgggggggg.
(:

& Yea, We must start saving up le hor?
For our Plan*(:
U know who u're, YEa?

& Ya, health getting better.
Mayb due t nt able t drink cold drinks bah.
Roarrrrrrrrrr~
Torturing. =.=
But no choice.

I miss so many people now.
Gosh, Bakwini left me all alone and enjoy herself out there with her friends.
Roarrrrrrrrrr~
Nah.
Me have Tadase*(: So its okay Yea?
Miss bakavalcynthialipingjoeslynainmardhiah and MANY MORE..

Ohyes.
Now being very random le.
Got back my phone like days ago.
Damn happy can?
But went all the way t jurong HQ t take it back.
& somemore disgraced ourself.
Wth!
Dhuranii hor??
(:
Nah, phone back safe and sound is Gd enough le.

Okay,wanna go sleeppppppppppp le.
Ytd night lack of sleep due t my kor's nonsense.
Made me laugh till stomack ache yea?
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
Damn you.(:
Takecare everyone:)
Loves.

Cant you see how happy I am?:)

2009-07-03T16:57:00.002+08:00

Hey all,
Not in the best of health.
Damn it.
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
After this illness,down with another.
Now down with breathing issue.
DAMN IT.
Thanks bakaval & cyn for everything(:
I wont gv up de.
Roarrrrrrrr~
Going see doc soon.
But Im afraid.
Well,what if ?
Okays,Life is way too tiring for me le.
I've enough le.
=.=
Sorry.
Wont be posting anymore.
Well that soon bahs.
(:

2009-06-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

Okay!
Just a quick post before I go uhs.
First day of school~
Damn cool to see many of THEM.
WOOOOOTS~~
Okay,skipped that part.
Ya,I miss Bakas.
(:
HoHo.
Actually nth much to type also.
But wont be blogging le.
And ya.
'O' lvls oral coming.
Damn stress!!
Roarrrrrrrrr~
& I really hate my hair now.
Look so so so so UGLY!
Chuuuuuuuuuuuuu~
Ahhh,No choice.
Think Im the only one noticing it.
LOL~
Okay, going off here le.
Muackzz everyone.
Iloveafaleanluxuerui! :)
Muackzzzzzzzzzzz=))))
Your smile~
Wooooooooooots.
(:
I wanna be with you. (:

2009-06-25T13:25:00.002+08:00

Feeling sick all over.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
Okay,going out in 30 min to meet Bakaval.
Hahaha!
Confirm be late de but nvm lurhs.
Not first time already.
:)
Takecare everyone.
=)
ILOVEEVETYHINGTHATISHAPPENINGTOMENOW :)

You taught me how to judge people
& Nt to blv in ppl.
Thanks :)

2009-06-24T14:42:00.002+08:00

Heys & yOyOyO.
:)
Today is great Bcos I get t chat with my many great friends.
Stella Etc.
They're great :)
Wooooooooots.
& Yea.
S'pore many confirmed case of H1N1 le.
Sad case. =.=
& somemore our school gt ppl tio H1N1.
GOSH =/
Our lvl de.
Hope tt he cn reover soon bahs.
I'll pray for you de alrights?=)
------------------------------------
Have been chiong-ing maths all this while.
Begin to fall in love with it le.
:)
4e4, Let's work hard tgt okay?
Our class motto rmb?
:)
-----------------------------------
& Yea.Fall in love with kids.
DAMN cute can?
Never failed to bring a smile on my face.
Cant help but to miss my childhood days.
Sadd-ed.
Whateva~
Love them! :)
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To those spammer in Joes dar's blog.
All I can say is U guys hv nth better to do.
No life =.=
Joes wont be affected by those nonsensical stuff de.
Get it?
JOES DEAR, Stay strong. Me love you foreveRR.
Hack care those lamer.
Well,nowadays people hv nth better t do.
Stupid bunch of IDIOTS, BAKA!!!
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&&& My blog are so freaking boring.
No pics.
HaishHaish.
Suan le, next time no pics jiu wont blog le.
Wonder who will read thos boring chunks of words.
HOR??
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Congrats to LJX kor for patching up with HER.
Feel happy for you.
=)
Its good that U guys go a BIG circle and went back tgt again.
Its tough and never easy.
But for now,cherish her & never let her go anymore.
:)
I'll gv u my blessing.
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Okays,that's all for today.
Tired! :/
Sleepless night for many days le.
DAMN it.
Random: Sony ericsson's ear piece SUCKS to the max.
Going to be the fourth earpierce in 6 months.
DAMN IT.
Takecare everyone.
Love lots by me.

You're absence in every part of my life.
So why should I be there when u need me.
Make sense?

2009-06-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

YoYoYo!
Just came back from Escape.
Damn Damn FUN and Tiring.
GodGodGod!!
Went with Kor & His Gf Plus his Gf''s sis and cousin and BakaVal.
FUN!
Made friends with zi ai & Nelsea.
Damn friendly :)
&&& Today outing was damn scary.
I scream like HELL!!
Okay,skip that part.
&&& No pictures is capture cos Din bring Camera.
Damn it!
Suan le~
Okay,feeling very tired now.
Wanna go sleepppppppppppppppppppppppp.... :)
Wont be blogging anymore till ??.
Goodnight everyone :)
Loved lots by me :)

2009-06-15T12:34:00.002+08:00

Ohh, Currently Sickkkk~~
Damn it !
Almost fainted on Sat.
Scary worhx.
Out for gathering on Sat for father's day.
I Was feeling really damn damn damn UNWELL.
But thought that I'll be alright.
But NO!
After eating, Walk till halfway then went weak and collapse.
ARGHHHHHHH~~
IHATEGASTRIC.
IHATEMYHEALTH.
Okay,the feeling sucks totally.
Alot of thing went thr my mind that moment.
What If ?
Idon'twant.....!!
& Somemore not the first time alrdy.
What went wrong???
WTH!
& Ya, Now everything also cnt do.
SIANZ.
Thanks Bakawini for EVERYTHING:)
Love you,
You're always there when I need you.
:)
Guess I'll be fine de.
Wooooots~~
Dont worry my dearest Bakawini.
Yes,I'm going to takecare of my body le.
Or else don't know what will happen next time it happens again.
:)

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Currently at Uncle's hse.
SO many kids!! :)
*Smiles*Smile*
DAMN happy can.
--------------------------------
I can see how much My Dad work to support the family,
& How much he tried to give us what we want.
Even if he had to work double to give us that.
I'm sorry.
For being so insensitive and not understanding.
The times when I failed to see ur suffering.
I'm not a gd daughter. I admit it.
I just sat down there and complaint,why I don't have this and that.
Why others can have that and I can't.
I neglected ur effort.
I may not be the best daughter but U're the best Dad on earth.
& Ya, My r/s with my Dad in the past sucks.
But this morning when He showed me concern and gv me the med and asked me to eat regularly.
My heart melted.
Sorry.
I won't let you down or disappoint you again.
I promise you. :)
------------------------------
This world is too complicated for me.
I want smth more simple.
Simple friendship, smiple Love, simple kinship, simple EVERYTHING.
Guess I'm just being naive.
Don't know why My heart still hurt alot whenever I think of you.
Guess I sink in too deeply le ba.
But It's not worth.
Bakawini. *Promise*
I'll fulfil it.
I don't want know anything related to you.
I don't care anymore.
This world is selfish,You're selfish and so do I.
I won't gv u any chance to hurt me anymore.
I got alot more people that are worth remmebering and cherishing.
---------------------------------------
Takecare peeps,
Won't be posting that often.
Loved lots by ME :)

I'm just trying to act strong.
Act like nobody's hurting me.
Act like I've never been in love.
Act like nothing has happen.
Act like everything's alright.
But tell me,Why my heart hurt so much?

2009-06-10T16:18:00.002+08:00

Not in the best of mood.
Damn you.
Don't let me see ur damn face i tell you
SupeRRR Pissed off.
Fine then.
Won't let my mood affected by you.
RELAX JiaXin! .
Today went to school late.
End of Geo lesson den reach.
OMFG.
LOLOLOLOLOL
Still dare to say.
Kays, life in school really kills me.
Kind of hate it.
Too systematic :)
Okays,stop complaining le.
Gonna chiong studies later le.
Woooooooooots~~
But I'm damn damn tired now.
Too much prob to cope with.
Whatever
Takecares.
:)
"I'm not that strong as you think I am."

2009-06-08T14:17:00.009+08:00

As Promised, Pictures are uploaded.
& It took me so longg to just upload it.
Anyways,Happy Scrolling down Ba.
:)

Pictures♥

Me :)

Again :) [ I know it's not nice,Thank you :) ]

Me and sis :)

Sis!! :)

Me and beloved cousin :) I love her!!♥

Aagaaaiinn :)

I love kids :)

It happens that I am always in the pic :)

Just focus on her! :) Cute hor?

I look damn NOOB.

Ahhh,I look so damn old beside my Kor.

Addicted to zi lian. ♥

NOOB! =.=

Cute! But the price is not CUTE.

See how happy they are. =.= [Aunt,uncle and Mum.]

Engross!

=)

HE's my beloved cutest cousin. I love him :)

Another beloved cousin of mine. He's cute :)

Ohh,Me again:) Bear with me kays?

Hahaha! :)

My cutest joker Grandma. Love her. She's the BEST!

LOL~! :)

See that guy over there? [Right] He is such a noob. Always bully me. =.=

Setting up the pit. :)

Woooots~~~

Again :)

I love fireworks :)

Damn cute :)

:)

Yes, I am done with all the pictures.
Conclusion is: I loved this chalet.♥
Cause I really enjoyed myself to the fullest.
:)
Yupp,Now I am back to the reality.

'O' levels.
Hahahah!
I don't wanttttt~~~
Sucks! :)
Going back to school during the holidays really sucks.
Shall not elaborate further more.
Mood not good today.
Everything went wrong.
Nvm then.
After this thursday.
I am not going to stay at home anymore.
Going to find my beloved grandma & Cousins :)
& I am going to stay with them untill school start.
I hate to be controlled.
:)
Yes.
I don't understand what's wrong between us.
Seriously, I am really speechless.
No quarrels, No fightings & we just kept quiet as if we're strangers.
I hate it.
At least tell me what you're not happy with.
Maybe it's just me being sensitive ba.
If U think That I am happy to see you out there alone with not much friends.
Then I could say that all this years of friendship we had is wasted.
I will go and figure out myself.
:)

Kays,currently talking to someone in msn,
who keep telling me that he/she crave for love.
LOL
Noob. =.=
Take your time to find the right person ba.
Hor??? !!
Oopps~! :)
Bakawini is nt here today.
Felt lost.
Don't know why.
I miss her.
:)
That's all for today :)
Going to study now le.
Omg,I don't wantttttt.
Well just shut up :)
LOL
Takecare peeps =)
Loved by me :)

I know the only way I could revenge on you,
is to forget you completely,
And live happily ever after. :)
♥Love♥

2009-06-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

YoYo,Currently at Chalet.
Damn freaking cool here.
Wanna stay here forever.
Woooots~~
Going for Bowling in 30Min time.
Cool isn't it?
Time now is 11.34pm.
COOL!! :)
Hahahas.
Will upload Pics when I come back.
Took lots of pics.
Happy!!~~
Will definitely enjoy myself to the fullest before fighting the war with O.
Ohhh,scared!
But I won't give upp.
Mrs Yap,I won't disappoint you.
:)
Kays,don't wish to talk about studies now.
Now SupeRRR HypeRRRR.
Ohya,I hate mrt-ing.
Sucks.
Those SupeRR inconsiderate peeps out there.
They Sucks.
They may look DAMN pretty but their inner reflects so much about them.
UGLY,that's all.
HOHOHO.
Let them sit for all they want!
IDIOTS! =.=
*Roll eyes*
OHyes,ytd I had a great time with Joes deardear & BakaVal.
Bought so much things,and enjoyed myself so much.
:)
Love Joes so DAMN much.
YTd went home at 8.40pm++.
House empty.
HaishHaish.
&&& Mum was superr nice to left my dinner on the table.
A bread with a note saying---YOUR DINNER.
LMAO!
Heartless her again.
*Roll eyes*
The connection here sucks.
SupeRR sucks.
& Yea,looking at Han(Dhuranii)'s post cn make me go crazy.
Insane is all that I cn say.
Hahahaha,Totally fits her character.
:)

Ohh,supeRR Random here.
I loved it.
:)
"I once dream to hold ur hand and walked down this lonely road.
Hand to Hand...
but now I have to complete this road alone while you continue urs by holding on to another girl's hand......"
Yes!
Best descibe my feeling.
HAHAHA!
Nothing last isn't it?
Come and go, as and when you like.
LMAO.
Don't come and bug my life.
IDIOT! =.=
Okays,better stop le.
Or not my emo shyt will haunt me down.
HOHOHO!!
Going out le.
Pics will be uploaded SOON.
PROMISE!!!!!

I wish,I hope,I dream,I want,I like,I love....
But Is there a difference?
I wonder....
I doubt so.

2009-06-03T12:29:00.003+08:00

Ohhh~
Damn active now.
:)
Going out with Joes Dar & Val Tomorrow to Bugis.
Woooooooooots~
HAPPY!=)
I'm going to buy Many Many Many things as possible.
:)
Friday going chalet.
=)
FINALLY!!
I've waited and waited.
:)
Pictures will be uploaded once I come back.
PROMISE okays?
I hope that all the happy days will stays.
& will not be gone.
Hope so ba.
Erm,going out soon.
:)
Gonna go look for shuting at her workplace.
=)
Hope she's working today ba.
Or not I go there wasted Sia.
Roarrrr~~
Takecare everyone.
Love lots by me.
I miss mei shan Jie! =(

"Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you.
Over again,don't make me change my mind."

I love this GUY!=)
DAMN CUTE!=)

2009-06-02T10:23:00.001+08:00

I believe.
Really.
But don't made me look like a fool.
Will edit this later.

2009-06-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

Feeling DAMN hyper now! :)
Done with my Mt 'O' levels.
Happy! :)
Cause I really detest going to the Mt class.
& for the rest of the year,I am done with that.
No more Mother Tongue classes!=)
Hahaha!
That's not the point.
The point is I will have 1 less subject for 'O' levels.
HAHAHAHA!
:)
Erm,Taking a break when It's needed is really a good way to relieve stress.
=)
Now,I am all ready!=D
Yesss,READY! :)
Hahaha,don't feel like going school tomorrow.
The thought of wearing uniform and walking to school tires me.
&& Somemore the rest of the school is happily in holiday mood.
AND us? Hahaha!
No complaints.
:)
Just four more days and I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest.
Yes,chalet!!! :)
Can't wait AT ALL =)
Thursday going Bugis with ♥Joes and Val :)
Happy~ :)
Gonna buy many many clothes as possible.
I don't care,I MUST! :)
Ohhh,Need to save as much money as possible.
& I am going to be as good as possible to my dad for this few days.
:)
Money!!!!! :)
HAHAHAHA!
Thanks to those who wishes me luck ytd night & this morning.
Gan dong~~!
&&& To my dumb bro.
I am going to prove your words wrong.
Just you wait ahh. :)
But thanks anyway.
Ohhh,I am in love with so many things and ppl.
AGAIN! :)
So many great ppl around me.
Perhaps I am too sensitive in the past.
:)
Yupp,Think too much as usual.
I am easily contented now.
I just want............To be loved.
By my great friends and families.
Feel wanted and not neglected.
Simple♥
Sometimes ppl tends to make it complicated.
For some things,I give up hope.
I have to agree,I am disappointed and upset.
But I don't have a choice either.
I can only give up totally and moved on with my life.
:)
If I never made the first move to get out of your life.
I will never came to realise how beautiful my life is,without you.
:)
No regrets! :)
Hope you can takecare ba.
That's the words that I can only say.
All those beautiful words and touching words have disappeared.
Not abit left.
Life is not always a straight road,Isn't it?
You are just the imperfect part of my life.
:)
Ohhh.
Finally have my own timetable.
Ahhhhh.
I will, I will, I will ...... follow it.
Yes I can!
Hahahahaha! :)
Like real :)
Being so random here.
&&& Val just told me a shocking news here.
One male ex T'cher Just went to pierce his ear.
&&& That's so freaking COOL can.
:)
Although he left us last year.
But that's a shocking news.
He looks so stern and strict.
&&& YuppYupp.
Guys with piercing ear looks so DAMN cool.
Hahaha!
Just another random topic.
I'm being so crapped here.
That's the usual me.
=)
Okay,Going out now.
Damn it.
Don't feel like going out at all.
Ahhhhh.
No choice since I've promised Mum.
LOL
Takecare everyone.
JIAYOU! :)
Bye~
Love lots by me :)

“面对你的时候我不会舍不得。”

2009-05-27T13:25:00.002+08:00

When will that feeling go away?
That feeling of emptiness and restlessness?
I seriously hate it DAMN much.
It's not what I want.
The things that I wanted so badly in the past.
& now I no longer crave for it.
The things that I fight for .
&& I want to give up for it.
I tried hard not to.
But my heart failed to do so.
I detest myself.
Well,what's wrong with me?
Am I going to fail my 'O' levels in order for me to wake up totally?
Do I need to go through those painful experience in order to learn my mistake?
I doubt so.
I will never forgive myself If I give up right now.
No pains no gains isn't it?
I don't wanna let my Dad down.
I know how badly he wanted to see me pass my 'O'
I will do it for Him,For myself and for my dreams.
They're ppl that I can't pleased.
I admit it,I can't.
I am not that Pro to do what you tink I could.
But the things that I wanna get,I'll strive hard to get it.
But for now,I need just abit of time.
Bakawini,I know You don't like to read this.
I will remember the promise I made to you.
I won't give up before you give up.
I won't stop untill you stop.
& We'll reach the destination together.
That's what you told me.
=)
I need just abit of time.

2009-05-26T16:17:00.004+08:00

Woooots~
Pon school today!
=)
Don't feel like returning to that school at all.
Ahyaya,whateva!
=)
Went out with Mum just now!=)
Happy~
Really don't know how to continue le.
No mood for anything.
That's so WRONG.
When will I get back that feeling again?
Whateva.
LOL
Kays?
Still planning for something.
=)
&&& I Just open 1 email that made me scream like mad.
Roarrrr~~
It's so bloody & So damn damn damn cruel can?
Arghhhhh~~
Didn't expect that at all.
Hahahaha!
Mum was so relaxed while seeing it.
Yes,It's about abortion.
Those stupid/cruel act of ppl.
DAMN IT!
Somemore still got Pics for the various Months of abortion.
DAMN it.
If don't want abortion then why go have S__ ?
Idiot.
Kays,i am getting abit agitated le.
But they are really damn selfish.
Kays,I still feel damn scared now!
Roarrr~
Kays,no mood to post or anything le.
Going to rot le.
Byeee~~
I hate my damn freaking life now!
Sucks!=(
Stressed!!=/

"给你的爱一直很安静."

2009-05-23T14:57:00.004+08:00

“我还能说什么，你已经不爱我。
我一直都爱着你，难道这还不够？”

Ohh,meaningful lyrics are LOVED.
Haha,No other meaning.
=)
Currently not back home yet.
Still at my Aunt's house,Not yet home.
=)
Wake up at 12 plus close to 1 this morning.
Contented!
So long since I've wake up that late.
HOHO!
Now msn-ing with someONE.
Totally pissed me off.
Is looks that important?
Yupp,It's important to a certain extent.
But not to the extent when u keep asking me.
Makes no sense to me.
Cause if u're only interested in the outer looks
And not the inner character.
You look so DAMN stupid to me.
You choose girls because they're pretty and stuff.
LOL
It's because you don't know what is love.
Well,I don't know too.
But At least I'm not like you.
If you wanna ask me about looks.
I'm not interested at all.
=/
Or cared to listen to you about what looks you like.
LOL
Guys nowadays CARE so much about looks.
I don't mean all but some of them.
So what if they have the most prettiest Gf?
Show off infront of their friends?
Or to show to the world that they're capable enough to jio dao that girl.
LMAO!=/
&& Somemore go take a look at ur face fst ba.
Ppl haven choose you and U wan go choose ppl.
DAMN funny.
If U look damn handsome den say la.
If not then shut up.
=.=
Complicated feeling now.
Not abit of sad or whateva.
Just feeling restless and tired of everything.
Friends,studies,families and everything.
Kays,no mood to continue le.
I need time to think of how to carry on.
I'm just acting everyday.
That fake me.
SO FAKE!
Byeee~~
I'm fine!=)
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2009-05-22T23:16:00.002+08:00

Woooooots~
DAMN hyper now!
YAY!
School today sucks alot.
Paper after paper,exams after exams.
Damn freaking tired.
DAMN it.
Tired=.=
Sick of it,but no choice.
School's decision............. for our sake.
LOL~
Well,I am good at complaining.
=.=
&&& Few more papers to go.
JIAYOU!
Endure~!=D
Just skip the schooling part.
Nothing much xcept sitting in hall and went through the exams.
Boring isn't it?
Yupp!
Afterthat went home.
Reached home,nobody at home!
LOL~
Everyone went out left me alone at home.
Roarrrrr~~
Then called mum and meet her up at Lot 1 with aunt etc.
Then yupp.
Slack around=)
Went to my uncle's hse.
Afterward Cabbed to Bankit.
=)
I'm going to stay thereeee~~~!
Woooooooooooots!
Damn tired!=.=
Hahah! But it's okay lurhs.
Ohya,I wanna watch night at the muesum.
=)
&& Mike promised me to pei me watch next week.
Damn touched!=)
Haha!
Supposed to meet him up just now.
But I didn't.
LOL!
PsPs!=)
Finally put down the hatred.
Feel so relieved.
I make it!
Yes,I longer feel angry or depressed.
Instead I feel great.
My decision was right!=)
&&& I feel proud about myself.
=)
I don't care what others gonna say.
Say i flirting aroung with guys or whateva.
I DUN CARE.
Or give u the attention/reaction that U think I would.
I won't.
Cause I dun sees my friends as guy or girl.
I only classified them as best/close friend and hi-bye friend.
Just say it straight before some lamer say that I am flirt.
Ohya!
JOESLYN Dearrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
Gan dong le bah?
Mai cry kays?
Hahahahahha!
16 years old le.
Yes! Can watch Nc16 show le.
But it's okay cos mine will be in few more months time.
=)
Stay happy and pretty wor.
I'll always be ur Dear.
Muackzzz~~~!!=DDD
I want my phone back!!!
Roarrrrr~~
Dhuranii say soon.
SOON???
I cnt wait le... ............ PHONE!!!
Suan le!~=)
Managed to trick Bakawini.
Woooots!
My poor third victim of the day!=)
HAHAHA!
She must be feeling happy at that moment.
FINALLY got ppl confessed.
LOL
But too bad It's me!=D
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
*Winks*
Revenge done!!=DDDDDDDDDDD
Well,my dearest Bakawini.
Even no guys want you.
Ahem,I will still love you and want you in my life.
You're DAMN important.
OUR plans!
Rmb? Don't gv urself too much stress.
Trust yourself.
You're the Amu in my heart.
I'm ur tadase. NONONO is Kukai.
Kukai, i LOVE YOU!!!
Hahaha!
Kays,Gonna end here and play my game le.
TC everyone!=)

"I am not as strong as you think I am.
I've my limits too.Once you over it.
I'll do certain things to protect myself from getting hurt"

“能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。
我痛的快死了，却不能把你忘了。”

2009-05-21T14:48:00.004+08:00

♥"Nobody can predict when feeling will start to FADE,
And when It does. NOBODY can stop it.
It brings away all those HAPPY memories and PROMISES.
& Left you with only SADNESS. This is how CRUEL love is all about.♥ "

Currently Msn-ing with my Dumb Bro.
He's such a slacker.
HOHO!
YupYup.
Got back my freaking result.
No words can describe how "WELL" I did.
HAHAHA!
I wanna go KILL myself le.
XOXOXOXOXO
Disappointed till no feeling le.
So scroll down to see my result.
..
.....
........
.............
....................

English: B4 ( Happy enough )
Chinese: A1
Maths: C6 (Damn it!)
P.Geo: A2 (Thanks God!)
Com.his: C5~C6 (Dropping grades!)
Comb sci: Not cfm(Probably c5~c6?)
Food & Nutrition: 37/100 F9? (LMAO!)

Yupp.
That's the result I get.
Ohh,totally no face to face my Dad le.
Don't know what he will say to me le.
Seriously,This isn't what I want.
I'm NOT CONTENTED!
I told my mum this and she was like =/
Hahaha!
Maths disappoint me ALOT!
I thought I'll get __ .
But in the end get one freaking c6 back.
&& From Ca1 till now.
Drop damn lot!
Imagine A2 to c6.
Speechless.
But neverthless,Mrs Yap motivate us.
She told us that We're able to passed our 'O' levels de.
She's a GREAT teacher!
=)
She made me see the hope in maths.
=)
Thanks Mrs Yap & ur gift!=D
Okays,I'm going to stop complaining about my results.
Cause It's not going to change the situation.
Or change my grades to As.
& Actions do much more than just complaining.
I will work hard.
Ahhh~~
Say so many times till sian le.
But this time round I'm going to prove it in Prelims.
&&& Of cos for 'O' levels.
Not going to disappoint myself again.
PROMISE TO MYSELF!
I'm going to put down everything.
All those freaking issues that bothers me.
All those stupid person who affected me.
YES!
I will only think about studies/bakas and family.
Now,I know what is MOST important for me.
&& It'll never gonna be YOU.
I say it,I meant it!=D
♥----------Full-stop-------------♥

Sec Aunt from Dad's side is going for operation.
In june probably?
Don't wanna anything to happen to her.
She'll have a risk of dying if she went for this heart operation.
She's a kind person so May God bless her.
I'll pray for you!=D Don't worry.
Everything is gonna be fine!!!
I hate life in school.
Sucks totally!
Exams after Exams.
Can't we have a break??
Ohh,Preparing us for chinese 'O' lvls.
LOL
Fine then,whatever you want!=/
HOHOHO!~
Gonna end here to watch my show.
& After that back to my revison.
Chuuuuu~~
Sayonara!

“♥傻瓜我们都一样，
被爱情伤了又伤。
相信这个他不一样。
却又再一次受伤。♥“

2009-05-20T12:31:00.005+08:00

Gonna stay at home today
Roarrrrr~~
Bakawini could not make it.
*Sob*Sob*
HAHA!
It's okays :)
I'll tidy up my room then.
Hoho,before that just a quick post.
Yupp,Reply all the tags already.
=)
Ohya.
I am so in love with that show=D
Chinese paladin!=)
Best Best show!=)
Made me cry for countless time:)
HAHAHA!
YuppYupp!
MT 'O' levels coming.
Roarrr~
Jiayou everyone.
:)
I'm waiting for that day=)
HOHO~!
I'll work extremely hard for it.
&&& So do everyone=)
Takecare everyone.
TATAS~!=DDD
Before ending........

Love him DAMN lots!=D
*Smile*Smile*
DAMN handsome=)

2009-05-19T12:31:00.003+08:00

Ahhh~~
Ignore the previous post.
=)
HAHAHA~
I have split personality worhx.
Currently msn-ing with my beloved brenda and bakawini.
Love them to the fullest.
Erm,going out with BAKAS tomorrow.
=)
Those are ppl who heals me when I am sad.
I can't live w/o them in my life.
=)
Love♥=D

2009-05-19T11:33:00.003+08:00

Disappointed is what I can say.
Totally diappointed.
Don't know how to carry on this path le.
Confused,Lost,disappointment,sadness etc..
Really tires me alot.
I am so disappointed in myself.
DAMN disappointed.
Hate the sight of myself.
Whenever I tries to do something for ppl.
It will ended up in a pathetic state.
As days goes by,I thought I will be able to stay strong.
But I failed to do so.
Faking a smile on my face can be so tiring.
If U dun feel like reading this post den get out of this blog.
Nobody force you to read.
Thanks.
Who will cares if U're happy or not?
They will just act as if they're concern
& when they turn away from u.
They will say;"Who cares!"
Pathetic isn't it?
That's human nature.
Selfish,self-centred and cruel.
When they don't need you.
They will tries all means to make u disappear infront of them.
But they got think of how you're gonna stand after u fall?
They don't care.
After U managed to stand up again after U fall down.
They will say:"Oohh,you're so brave. "
and whatever shit!
There're times when I walked home alone.
Feeling so damn alone.
Alone not because No one was with me.
But because I felt so empty.
I don't like the feeling.
Direction-less.
Sucks totally.
=(
I know this post sucks.
I know.
Sorry!~
Just let me type kays?
Ppl Make used of you.
Make used finish le den say BYE.
Wth!~
Yupp,I am supeRR sensitive.
I bottled it up for so long.
DAMN longgg.
Act normal,talk normal.
But inside my heart?
Ytd night was bad for me.
Think and think and think and over and over again.
Yupp,Can't help but to cry.
Cry not because of You but my own cowardly actions.
I'm so not proud of myself.
I failed in my character and EVERYTHING.
Guess,I am trying to attract more attention
But I am not.
I don't need anyone there for me.
Don't need fakers and suckers around me.
Ohhhh~~
Roarrrrr~~
I wanttt my baka!!!!
I don't know that missing someone can be so scary.
Damn scary.
Those promises.
When feeling fade & couples break.
Those promises disappeared into thin air.
What left is only hate,hurt,pain etc..
Time MAY heals.
But how long will it takes?
It isn't easy.
That's the BIGGEST mistake I've ever done.
That'll be the last time I am doing all those shit.
The last time I put in so much effort.
Last time I am being so stupid.
Last time that I trust in things that are wrong.
Last time that I allowed myself to get hurt.
LAST TIME!
Kays,Really no mood to blog le.
=.=
I am fine.=)
Just talking crap here to let myself feel better.
=D
Byee~~
I felt so much better now.
Crazy me again.
Erm.Sorry for this post.

放弃了。
我明白这不是爱。

2009-05-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

Oh,My money fly away le.
All gone.
& I knew it.
I knew that I will spent everything without any money left.
Regretted =.=
Haha! But I enjoyed myself.
So IT'S OKAY!=DDD
Skip the exam part.
It was tiring tiring and tiring.
Ahhh~~
But luckily tomorrow will be the LAST paper of MYE.
Thanks god~!
Going back home at 9 tomorrow.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS~~~
Happy like HELL.
Hahaha!
Kays,today after exams went to plaza.
Told myself that I am not going to spend more than $5.
Ohh,that's like so impossible.
=)
Hahaha!
Val and me walk past cafe cartel {?}
Den decided to walk in.
That's when my money fly away.
=)
HAHAHAHAHAHHHHA!!
Ate alot. Damn lot!
&&& I am proud of it!=)
Chat alot toos=D
Ohhh,looking forward to my days after 'O' levels.
=DDDD
Ohya,Spent more than 3 hours talking and eating.
HAHA!~=DDD
Total:$19.
Hahahaha!!
But it's worth it.=)
Although it's expensive.
Too bad bakawini is not with me.
HOHO! Jealous my dearest Baka???
*Smile*Smile*
Ohhhh, & I swear I am going to buy that Vcd.
I waited long enough for that.
&&& That guy is so HANDSOME!!!
WOOOOOOTS~
50% off!
Yes ,I am going to get that this week.
=)
Promise!=DDD
Okay,I am so random today.
Happy!=DDDD
Finally kicked off that emo me le.
&&& I saw someone whom I really dun wanna see.
&&& I run like so damn fast can.
Faster than my 2.4 run sia.
=.=
But Yupp,Just hate the sight of you and Your Friend.
Sickening like Hell.
=/
I am waiting for my phone to come back.
Ahhhhhh~~
Damn it sia,Damn freaking slow.
I miss you,My phone.
=(
Come back to me kays?
Ohya,So lame.
&&& Baka is going crazy le.
Wooooots~~
Congrats her!=))
Tadase,I love you=D
My love for you is never ending.
& I love you so deeply.
{ wO aI nI }
And my mind is JUST full of you.
=)
My Tadase=D
Baka,saw that?
*Winks*
HOHO!
Kays,wanna go sleep le.
Tadase,I am coming!!!!!!!!
Takecare everyone.
Love lots!=DDDDD

Tadase,I'm missing you.
Kukai~ You're so DAMN Cute!=D
Kays,talking crap now.
I heart YOU TADASE ! =D

2009-05-17T17:29:00.002+08:00

YO everyone!=DD
Super HYPER now..
Woooooots~~~
Tell me how to continue my revison for Geo.
{?}
Hahaha!
Gonna chiong later for Tmr's paper.
Hmm,nt going to slack le since I've been enjoying myself ytd.
DID nothing at all!
Seriously nothing and I'm so guilty of it.
The only I did is to EAT and EAT ytd.
Wth!~
Hahahah!!!
Ohya,Looking forward to chalet in Two week's time.
=)
But before that I nid to clear my MYE first.
Roarrr~~~
Haha!
I'm tired BUT I am contented with my life.
=)
That's good for me.
Ohh~~ Kkaysss.
Going to end here le.
Just a supeRRR short post.
Takecare everyone!
Loved lots by me!
=DDD

2009-05-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

Ohh. DAMN tired now.
HOHO.
Going back to sleep soon.
Just a quick post alrights?=DD
Erm,Today exams.~~
AHHHH~~
F&N,I really anyhow write de.
Hack care for that subject.
Bio was okay for me.
Studied de all came out.
And that was GOOD for me.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL~
Yupp.
Just few more papers and Mye will be over.
Ohh,What's so great about that?
Still got Prelim & 'O' Levels worhx.
But I pray I pray I pray that I can do well for Mye.
Yupp=DD
Tomorrow will be out for CELEBRATION.
Wooooots~~~
Happy!=DDDD
Don't need to stay at home and rot!=DDD
*Smile*Smile*
Kaysss,Chuuuuu~~~
Ending post here!=DD
Byeee~~~

I gv up.
Happy?

2009-05-13T16:00:00.003+08:00

Just end my call with ♥ just now=)
Woooots,One hour+ talk.
&&& My throat is in pain now.
Not because of me talking too long but those junk.
Hahahas,Ohya!♥
Talked lots of thing with Bakawini ♥
From one topic jump to another and back again.
Cool right?
Endless topic with her.
And I loved it.=D
I hate silence-.-
Got phobia of silence because of ___.
Cause if you hv nothing to say over the phone den dun call la.
CALL le den diam diam.
Sibei Bo liao -.-
WINI!~
She's happily in her dreamland now.
Zzzz~~~
Gonna wake her up NOW!
LOLOLOLOLOLOL
I wanna sleeppppppp~~~
Damn freaking tired.
Exams! Exams!
Had Eng p2 and maths p2 today.
Brain cells totally died.
All killed by those paper.
Woooots~~
I really really hope that I can do well.
Well,who don't?
Hahahas.
Trying hard not to think too much.
=DDDD
I am really pissed off by some ppl.
Oh,you should take a look at that attitude of yours.
Ownself wan to hear ppl talk den hear le say;"Is it my prob?"
You think U cute ah?
If U've no interest in what I am saying.
Den DON'T hear la.
Ur leg wan to walk over,ur ear want to hear den blame me.
U may think it's a joke but I dun think it is.
=(
Somemore I am alrdy pissed off le
Chuuuuuuuu~~~
I know recently I am getting too easily agitated.
Ahhhhh~~
But sometimes really can't stand it lols.
Kkayss,Oh I am looking forward to june holiday.
=)
Chalet coming up!=DD
Mum's side de.
DAMN happy!!
It've been so long SINCE we hv it LAST TIME.
Hmm,kays.
This type of thing makes me happy.
Not that thing or THAT thing.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
So see it yourself.
Contented{?}
Now get lost from my blog.
Ohhh,I am getting crazy le.
Hmm.
Everyday is like a routine to me.
Wake up at 6.25 go school,come back sleep at 10+
And again and again and again.
Weekdays finish jiu weekend.
ZZzzzz....SIANZ!
Kay,I am going to stop complaining.
=DDD
Kayys,I am going to stop here and sleep le.
Later gonna chiong.~~~
Ohya,got one funny thing.
Yesterday I was sleeping and blogging the whole afternoon.
Then afterthat I went to sleep.
When My dad came back.
He thought I was studying so hard that I am tired.
And he told me:"study so much till you look so pale and tired,do ur best can le ma."
HAHAHAS.
I looked pale because of my chipsmore.
Everyday 1 packet won't pale also will pale.
The funny thing is I am not even studying.
I was blogging the whole afternoon.
Woooooot~~~
Happy!!!
Cause it's rare that he see my hard-working side.
=DDDDD
Kayss.
Chuuuuu~~
Takecare everyone=D
MUACKZZZ to you,you and *YOU!
Love lots Yo?
=DDDD

I am out of ur stupid game.
And I am gonna tell you that it's not fun at all.
It's painful.
Damn painful.
And U may be enjoying it,But please use ur brain to think.
You're Not handsome nor kind.
Gosh,Please look at urself in the mirror.
Now,Get it?

2009-05-12T16:58:00.005+08:00

Can I rest till.... like forever?
So many things to be done.
And I've yet touched them.
Ahhhh~
Exams coming up.
STRESS!!
Damn stress out.
I'm gonna study later till crazy again.
And When I am so tired now.
How am i gonna finish all those revison?
Maths Paper 2 tomorrow.
ARghhhh~~
I wanna do well,But.....
Haiyo!
And I still have time to blog here.
SHIT!
I really don't know how to manage time.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
My heart tells me to study,
but my leg walked over to the Com's table.
=.=
Whateva It's, Guys out there who is going to chiong in their revision.
JIAYOU!!!!!
You reap what U sow isn't it?
Hope that all of you will get good grades.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
I am so good at encouraging people but NOT to myself.
HOHOHO!
I am NOT going to talk about studies in my entire post.
I have got ENOUGH of it.
Time to talk about other stuff.
Oh ya,My Bakawini!!
Hahahas,She's ignoring me.
HOHO,Cause I snatch her tadase away.
=)
Happy! Revenge DONE!
Erm,I am eyeing for that shirt.
HOOOO~ SO random.
Yupp.
This sat got family gathering.
HOOOHOOO~~
Happy,cause got FOOD!
Food is always my friend.
=))

Yupp,belated Mother's day celebration.
Last sunday was my dad's side.
Ate KFC.
&&& I tell you,It's the WORST of all.
Cause there's so much FOOD.
It's like SO MANY.
And My Dad is forcing me to eat.
Cause he can't eat already.
=.=
Wooot,Joker him again.
=.=
Felt like vomiting after the "torture"
I guess I will never gonna eat KFC for the rest of my life.
Hahahahas
So Yupp I am looking forward to the celebration this sat.
=)
But NOW,101% into studies.
Roarrr~~
Hmm.
Not going to blog that often.
=)))
" Sometimes in life,the person who hurt you most if your friend"
I find it so true.
Cause it's like you trust them whole-heartedly but ended up...
Dishearted isn't it?
But Wini etc will always be my love=))
Muack Muackz Muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Oohya,I saw shaun and michelle's programme Ytd.
They were so SWEET.
Hahhahas,But Yupp,they're happy and lucky to have each other.
=D
I am being so random here.
But Yupp,I am just purely jealous of them.
HAHAS,i will have mine in the future.
WAITING IN PROCESS.
Chuuuu~Kkyaaa~
Gonna go back to revision le.
TAKECARE EVERYONE!=D
I love you guys.
Byeee

"Do you believe in it?"

I feels bad,very bad.
Why did it turns out this way.
I don't want to lose you.
I miss youbadly.
I cried to myself so stupidly.
My heart ache like hell.
When those memories flash in my mind.
I felt like telling you I love you.
But when I recall that u abandon me first.
I told myself it's time to let go.
I won't love you.
DYHL,,You're nothing to me.
I dun care a hoot about you,
Get it?

2009-05-10T16:54:00.002+08:00

Wooots~~~
Ytd was a GREAT day.
=D
HOHO.
Went out with Angie,Noelle,Grace,Yew Chin,Swee seng,Roy and mike.
Meet them in e morning for breakfast At Bankit.
Den went to slack ard.
Den we decided 2 go study.
Den Yew Chin went off for tutition.
We went to Angie's house.
Erm,Fst time going her hse wor.
=D
Afterward decided to go study.
Den took bus to my house.
Wooo,went to my house.
=DDDD
Den I pack my things le den went out le.
=)
Erm,went to FSC mac.
Tried hard to study but It was so Noisy.
Roarrr~~
Den afterward went to slack around.
Sit and talk at the playground till 8plus den went home.
=DDD
It's great to go out with them.
Erm,Hope that each and everyone of them will be able to pas their 'O' lvl
Work hard Guys.
=DD
I really love Those group of ppl.
They're the BEST!=D
Hope to have more outing next time.
After Exams alrights?=DD
&&& I am going to flood angie's blog.
=DDD
Blame it on her.
Who ask her to flood mine's.
Erm,Gonna work hard for Mye.
JIAYOU everyone
Chuuuuuu~~~

If You think That U're impossible/possible to reach out to ur dream.
You're right.
=DDDD
Never look down on urself.
=)

2009-05-08T15:01:00.010+08:00

OldPhotos are always loved=D
LOL~
Erm,Today's post will be nothing but just pictures
Looking at these photos brings me fond memories
Enjoy~!=D

My family yo?[ Taken long time ago]

Grandma's b'day[[ Dad's side]]

Ohh,My joker dad.

Smile~=DDD

HAHAHAHA

Kor and his Gf~~

So sweet~~

=D

Do they look alike??

BAKAARA~!

Don't attract attention leiix

Love you=D

So damn cute sia![[ Cousin ]]

Muackzzz~

NOW It's MY TURN

I noe it's DAMN ugly
But This is ME!
Like it or not.

Retarted face=.=

Ahem~!

See my face? OMG! I wan go diet le

Fav pose!=D

Acting innocent?

What am I doing??

Favourite Pic of the day=)

Baka saw that??

Now It's my Bf's turn.
Wooooots~~

CUTE?

Handsome???

Cool???

Okays.
I took nearly 1 hour to finish uploading all this pics
Arghh~
Damn tired sia.
But nvm,cos I am contented and happy.
Will upload more photos once I am free
And pics are available.
=DDD

Woots~
Grandma's report was out just now.
She was FINE.
Thanks god...=DDDDDD
Feel so relieved.
HAPPY~
Thanks for those who show me concern.
=DDDD

I am so TireDDD now.
I wanna go sleep.
Roarr~~

"If there's another chance to start again,Would U still take the same path?"
I would still say yes.
Cause I have grown up alot.
Mentally lurhs=))

I love what I am doing now.
Some time in life,It's good to slow ur pace
And look around You.

U will find ur meaning in life.
U will realise that some complicated issues can be simple also.
U will realise that some important things are not that important actually.
U will realise that letting go is not always a bad thing.
U will realise that U have not cherish things.
N U regretted,But Isit too late?
Well,start now.
Don't leave regrets yo?
Some things in life can't wait de.
=D

Ohh,I am being so CHIM here.
LOLOLOLOLOL
I dun even know what the hell am I talking about.
HAHAHAH!
That sound more like me.
=DD

I am being so lame here.
Kays,Eyes closing and It's only 4.28pm.
GOSH!
Erm,wanna go sleep and study later le.
=DD
Jiayou everyone!

Would You walk with me till the very end?

2009-05-07T16:21:00.003+08:00

Oh,Those dumb people. ♥
And My tagboard is in a MESS!♥
Anyhow use my name to write nonsense.
LOLOLOLOLOL.♥
And they post idiotic thing for me.
LUCKILY,I deleted that away.
WOOOOTS~
But overall I love my class.♥
=D
They are the best bunch of people that i will nvr forget.
4E4 yea?
My beloved F&N group.♥
=)
AND please guys,U hor very jialat lei.
Spam my blog like nobody's business leiix.♥
Arghhhh~~
Watch out guys.
YOOOO,So my days in school was GREAT!♥
All because of THEM.
&&& Stupid dhuranii is such a pervert.
Watch out girl.♥
=)
Hmm,Can't imagine my days without them.
HOHO
Erm,promoting this super cute blog here♥
http://www.angie-eee.blogspot.com/
WOOOTS
One and only blog wor~
NOOBIE
Soon,i will spam her blog..♥
*smile*smile*
&&& Missed my Bakas.♥
Woooots!
Didn't managed to meet you this morning.
SORRY!
Blame it on the Lrt.
=)
Yupp,Had oral today.
And my examiner was Miss Tan.
That Miss TAN.♥
Yes,It's her.
And Seriously I got Miss Tan's phobia.
Cause of my hair LOLS.
Erm,and the topic for the oral was Related to nursing.
HAHAHHAHAHAS!
Said many crap.
Hahahahas.♥
And talking to Miss Tan was FUN.
Can make people listen to me for FREE.
How nice can that be.
=))
Haha,That's my day for today.♥
Ermm,tomorrow will be the day.
GOOD ♥ OR BAD?
I will pray.♥
=)
Kays,Gonna have my dinner and watch my beloved Tv show le.
CHUUUUU~
Love everyone and takecare.♥
JIAYOU EVERYONE.♥

How nice is it,
to continue my life without you.♥
How nice is it,
To do things that I wanna do.♥
How nice is it,
to realise that My life is getting better.♥
How nice is it,
To find that I am getting stronger as days passed.♥
How nice is it,
To stand up when i fall damn hard to the ground.♥
How nice is it,
To prove to you that,
♥I am no longer stuck with you. ♥
I ~~LOVE~~ Don't love you anymore.

2009-05-05T16:12:00.002+08:00

Why must there be illness in this world?
Why can't the world be just more simple?
Currently now havin Swine flu.

What the hell?
After this flu,that flu.
After this flu, WHAT ELSE?
& May I know how will U feel if ur kin is down with illness.
How will YOU feel?
Yupp,I can't tolerate this any longer
I have to admit.

I am scared,DAMN freaking scared.
I dun want You to leave me.
You're my most respected kin.
You took care of me since young.
& No words can be used to describe how much U matter to me.

You're EVERYTHING to me.
If U're gone,I will lose the strength to carry on living.
I can give up EVERYTHING for you.
My studies and EVEN my life.
I will go through those pain for you if I can.
& Friday the report will be out.
Is CANCER you know!

Damn it.
Want me to wait for days to pass.
Wait for the result to be good or bad.
I can't take it.
AHHHHHH~!!!
Didn't tell any of my friends.
I kept it in my heart.
Cause I believe that miracles will happen.
But It hurts so much.

I will PRAY.
God bless you Grandma.
Yupp, what do adults know?
They will just ignore how we feel.
They happy,they treat us good.
They unhappy,they vent their anger on us.

What am I to you?
Did U care for that report?
Or U all just care for MONEY?
I am just a 15 yr old kid nia.
Just see her go through operation den now stuck with this.

I wish I can pei her now.
Like how she took care of me,
when I was sick during my childhood times.
Now what did I do??
NOTHING!=(
That's why,I told myself.

No matter how many people tell me that nursing is a lan choice.
I will just tell them to diam.
Cause they don't even noe about much I feel abt nurse.
How much it matters to me.
&&& I hope that the result is good.
PLEASE!

Kays,I am going to stop with this topic le.
Don't want to start tearing le.
And I really hate those selfish jerk out there.
Who only take advantage of you.
Being sacastic in every words they said.
They got brain or not?
Yupp,YOU got prob I dun have la?
N urs is only R/s prob.
Some more is You deserve de.
Den talk as if end of the world le.
LOL

To ___, Please Just stop telling me how pathetic ur life is.
I dun wan msg you to say this.
Just read it urself and get lost.
I dun care if U're kick out of ur house or not.
Or how lonely ur life is.
That's Your prob.
If I have to think of a Solution for you,
Den I will be damn busy le lols.

So Yupp,You settle ur own prob.
U break ur promise and betrayed me first.
SO what else more can U say?
Did U think of this ending when U hang out with HER?
Just blame it on retribution.
This is the best ending.
=)

Woots.
STUDYING is the best solution to forget everything.
I dun care what YOU feel.
I know what I am doing.
&&& My conscience is clear.
Unlike someone~
=)
I am tired le.
Takecare everyone.
=)

Once again,Tadase is MINE!

You're just a selfish guy.
Promise breaker.
What shyt U said in the past is just nothing but lies.
Say untill so nice but just fake nia.
LOL.
Faker~

2009-05-04T16:19:00.004+08:00

Oh exams~~
Stressed out!!=DD
Had two paper today...
Eng P1 & SS paper...
DAMN IT sia...

Write till not time.
Somemore hand VERY VERY pain.
But good enough,I managed to finish everything.
*Wink*

Don't know how well did i do.
But I TRIED my very best le.
So yupp,No regrets.
Had two temperature taking today.
LOLOLOLOLOL.♥

Erm &&& Night study is suspended.
AHHHHHHHHHH~
Why? Why? Why?
I am disappointed with that.
Nvm den,I will study at home den.
With my beloved chipsmore.
I am crazy over chipsmore.=DDDD

Woots~~
Current mood:=/
Don't know exactly what I am feeling now.
But one thing I am sure.
I am contented with my life.

Hahahas,so for those peeps out there,
Who wish that I will never gonna stand up after U left.
I can only say FAT HOPE!
Dream on bah.

I am not as weak as U think I am.
Idc if Ur life is good or NOT.
Wateva.

Ohh,Missed my Baka now.=)
=)
Yes,It's YOU!♥
My dearest Bakawini.
Lemme tel you,Those idiot who criticise you are nobody but just fools.
You're my BEST BEST BEST friend.
I dun wanna see U cry bcos they hurt you.
I will never let you be affected by them.

Remember our plan,Must fulfil it tgt kays?
I may not be there for you all the time.
But I DO CARE.=DDD
Ermm,later still need to study for physics.

Arghhhh~~
And I still don't understand any thing about electricity etc.
I SWEAR,i will understand that at e end of the day.
=)

Hmm,Oh ya...Outing with Mum was fun.
Damn fun.
Went to plaza.
Ate Lots of food;Sushi,ice-cream etc etc
Arghh,Seriously needed to go on diet le.
Hahhahas,But it is memorable for me.

Can I have more of that?

We just keep walking and walking like nobody's business.
Roarrr~!=)
Rushed back home ytd ard 4 plus plaaning to watch my Tv show.
But tuned on the tv,It was star award.
Damn diappointed,Cause I rushed home to watch that show.
But In the end don't have.
Diaoz~!=/

Studied all the way ytd.
Tired but happy.
Aunt came ytd night.
Din talk much to her cos I was too engrossed studying.

Oh really???!!
Hmm,Talked to Kor for so long.
Hahahahs,have a great time talking to him.
See him happily attached with his gf is good.

Although I always get suan by him that every guy that I met is LAN.
Opps,No offence But it's the fact.
=D
If U think I am referring to YOU den so be it.
LOL~

Ohya,This sunday is mother's day.
Ahh,what should I buy??
Gonna have mother's day celebration.

But Both kor and Me don't know what to buy.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Suan le...
Just leave it.
My mind is too occupied now to think.=)

Oh yes,Ytd night receive a unpleasant msg.
Totally pissed me off.
Damn it.
Trying to act friendly N say sacastic stuff to anger me.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
But I don't give a damn.
Yes! I am going to stop saying all those stuff.
I am getting tired of saying that.
You know,I know jiu okay le.
=)

For those who deserve me to be kind to them.
I will.
For those who are not,why should I put on a fake smile.
That look so freaking fake.
By telling that I have forgive you but actually I did not.
Fake isn't it?

Actually IDM.
But I just don't like you to used me for some unknown reason.
And lied to me.
Woooots.
S-T-O-P
I dun like to elaborate on that topic.

Oh ya.
I need a break.
I am so tired of studies.
Books,notes and worksheet.
Ccountless of that.
When will I stop?
When will i end the war with 'O' levels.

Soon??!
Hmm,I am waiting for friday.
I dun wanna know the answer.
It've got nothing to do with r/s.
So yupp,STOP saying that I've got someone new.
&&& I will wait till I've gt e answer.

I will pray and I will pray hard.
Don't leave me alone kays?
Kays,time to study.
JiaYou!!!!=DDDD

((Tadase)) Is mine.
&&& I love kukai.
He's damn cute.
I will love him with all my heart.=DD
BYEE~~~

2009-04-29T09:31:00.003+08:00

Oh staying back in school for night study isn't fun AT ALL.
Damn freaking tired...
LOL
Dun even have time to sleep.
Damn it!

But for the sake of exams.
ENDURE! =.=
But i Enjoyed staying in school with Baka,
Wooooots~!
HAHAHA!

Won't be posting anymore till after exams.
Two more days!
My beloved weekends!=D
I wanna sleep NOW!
Right nowww...

Hahaha,currently in school
LOL
Erm,tags/relink will be done next time.
Anything just tag me alrights?
Hope that everyone will jiayou for exams.
Let's get good result tgt kkays?
& CONQUER 'O'"levels TGT=D

Lastly,HAPPY SIXTH MONTH ANNI to my beloved Mayshuan and ur beau=D
lAST LONG hor...
I'll gv u two my blessing.
=D
Ohhh,DAMN jealous now..

HAHAHHAHAS!
Good to see my best fren happily attached.
Ahhhhh~
Hahhaa,just wanna attract attention here.
=D

I have my bakas with me,And I am happy about it.
=D
Erm,didn't really have time to spend with my family.
Everyday go home jiu sleep.
But I am really happy when they care for me.
And my mum waking up in the morning just to cook for me.
Never did that in the past.

TOUCHED!
Never feel this in the past.
Sorry that I treat them harshly,
For some unknown reason.
Ermm,But now I love them deeply.

Just wanna show my gratitude here.
THANKS!=D
Oh,I see the change in me.
And I love it.=D
Hahhahas,takecare everyone.
Won't be posting le.=D
*SOB*SOB*
I miss my phone.
Dearrrrr!!!=(
Siao.!
Byeee~~

If I were a boy,
I think I could understand.
How it feels to love a girl.
I swear I will be a better man.

2009-04-24T15:15:00.005+08:00

Oh Damn Damn tired today!
LOL
Didn't feel like coming to school in the first place.
All kor's fault.
Aarghhh~~

Make me study till so late.♥
HAHAHA,Only till 11pm nia.
But It's late for me kays?♥
I need my sleep!=)♥
Hmm,Den I have difficulties waking up.
=.=

And he's happily in his dreamland when I woke up this morning.
UNFAIR!=(
Just u wait kays?♥
Till I finish my 'O' levels.♥
HAHHAHHAHAHS!
Sometimes I rly hate Poly student.
YES! I mean it.
Cause My bro seems so DAMN free.
LOL
Go school at 8,come back at 10.
WTH?!
2 Hours study what wor.
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR.
Hahaha,Fine!

Just U wait and see,GET IT?♥
But I am happy that I have a wonderful brother like HIM.
Ahem~~
Someone who will guide me when I am lost.♥
And tell me what's right and wrong.♥
And never failed to listens to my prob.♥
AND AND AND force me to study like hell.♥
Always scared me de lols.♥
LOL=X
Kays,dun want use my whole post to compliment you.
NEVER!

Okay,today wake up late.
Arghhhh~~~
Wake up at 6.30(LATE??!)

AHEM,den leave house at 7am.
BUT......,The damn lrt got prob.
WTH?!
WE(Students & ppl going work) need to wait for 10 MINTUES.
I was like wth...
As if we got alot of time lyk tat lols.
And I am already running late le lols.
FINE.=X
Den I go over to another platform.♥
BUT......,Damn damn damn crownded.
And got this stupid guy keep pushing me.
WTH?!
And somemore I already no space liao.
He no eyes isit???!
Somemore he still got space wor.
Nvm,WO REN~~~
Arghh,I rly hate taking lrt to school.
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzz........

Den reach school le.
Mood become very bad.
Dun noe why also.
Sit alone and EMO.
I rly hate emo and I hate emo ppl.
But why I am always stuck there?
[[?]]

Oh,den Maths lesson.
Some T'cher rly dun hv e heart to teach us de lols.
Haish,Teach dun wan teach. Do all sorts of stupid ting jiu pro la.
No offence.!

I am just staing the fact,But I still RESPECT You.
As U're still my Cher.=)
And I am so DAMN DAMN stress.
Stress over lots of ting.
One fine day,I may just go crazy and break down.
So STOP pushing ur limits.
I mean it.
I dun like what U're doing.SORRY!
Is disappointment why ur attitude is like that?
But if that's so,I should be THE ONE who should talk abt disappointment.
NOT YOU! Get It?

Yupp,You may be disappointed with ME.
But lemme tell you,I am disappointed in myself too.
Why Can't I just go back to the past?
And I swear I will never get involved in any of those relationship.♥
I will never let myself get hurt.♥
I will protect myself cos Noone else will do that,♥
But I choose to let ppl hurt me.
Dumb right?
Yes,I am so dumb.....
But I am trying to hang on there.♥

I am trying very hard to forget THOSE THING,♥
And move on with my life.♥
And put my heart and soul in my studies.♥
And complete my 'O' levels.♥
And pursue my dream to be a nurse.♥
And to be the person I desire to be.
Not one who is lost in the crowd.
Not one who will cry easily.
Not one who will get confused in the night.
Not one will be gets defeated easily.
I want to STAND UP and prove to ppl that I CAN DO IT!♥

I dun wan ppl to control my life.
Tell me to do this,to do that.
That sucks you know.
It's my life isn't it?
Why can't I do the thing that I like?
Why can't I like the thing that I love?
Why must I do the thing that U wanna me to do?
Why must I like the thing that U love.
Get it?

Yupp,I am such a naive person.
I thought that Once I believed,
I will be able to achieve the thing that I wanna achieve.
But it's never so easy.=)

And I hate those suckers out there trying to influence ppl's mind.
or trying to affect ppl's mood.
To ____, Even how I look U also wanna care.
YOU!
Wooooots~
I am not angry just dun like it.
It's not like U're anybody to me.♥
U are not even closed to me in e first place.♥
Get it?
LOL
Dun worry,it's not you.
Ahem....=)

And next week I am gonna study till mad.♥
Yup,Maybe someone is right.
I am trying to numb myself by doing that.
But What else can I do?
I have no choice isn't?

And I am so in love with Bakawini.♥
Omg,She's the BEST fren on earth.♥
Not one who willl control you,
Not one who will try to take advantage of you.
Not one who will comes to you only when she needs help.
But one who is understanding and never fails to stay beside me.
MUACKZZ to her,♥
A friend like her is enough for me.♥
=)

I know she won't be seeing this.
Cause she's busy mugging.
=)
And cynthia as well.=))♥
&&& Most importantly My beloved family members.
I used to vent my anger on you guys.
Used to turn a deaf ear to your advices.
Used to be a stubborn girl who insist things to be done in my way.
But I realise that I am wrong.=)
You guys are the reason why I hang on there.
Honestly speaking,Sometime I am lost.
When i can't differentiate who's MY true fren and who's NOT.
Well,just see who's beside you when U need someone.
When U're at ur worst.
=)

And sorry for typing so many crap.
HAHAHA,got so much thing to say.
Just bear with me kays?♥
HAPPY!=)♥
Cause of WEEKEND!♥
=)

& I've decided not to depend on that T'cher to help me le.
Useless anyway,If U dun like the heart to help me.
I got my way.=D
Oh so RANDOM.
=D
♥You can never imagined how beautiful my life is without you around.♥
I am not going to say it,But I am going to show it.

Well,to you.
Just bear some thing in mind.
Dun be such a jerk to made use of ppl.
And tried to shift the responsibility.
And made the fault goes to another person.
Cause that show so much about you.
=)
FAKE!♥
LOL=X
I am NOT going to start that topic.
And I seriously dun like the idea of T'cher readin student's post.
It's so NO PRIVACY.♥
LOL
I am being so random here.♥
Erm,gonna end off here le.
=)

♥I am never gonna force myself to forgive you.
IF i have a chance I will hurt you deeply.
DAMN DEEP.
Not giving u any chance to stand up again.
I dun care.
I am going to stay strong and prove to you that.
You're NOTHING AT ALL.♥