Wednesday, October 28, 2009
And Yes.
If you guys wanna divorce.
I have no say in it.
I dont even bloody care if this will be th ending.
Did you ever spare a thought for us?
Saying all those meaningless hurting words infront of us.
Words that can hurt people so DAMN badly.
And deciding t divorce after everthing.
FREAK IT.
Do you even know that this period of time,
I need t face alot of prob in studies.
Especially when 'O's levels has just started.
You think qurrelling/fighting will help me??
Please lah,For goodness's sake.
I FEEL DAMN STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!
When you guys thought that I'll be fine.
But actually Im not.
I may look as if i dont care,
But I DO CARE!
I only want t have ur wishings,
before I entered th examination hall.
Not thinking of what will happen if you guys divorce.
Can???!!
Stop being so insenstive to me feelings.
It hurts so badly t see this.
I just couldnt take it anymore.
And I wont show it t you.
(:
And supeR thanks t Noelle,
For hearing me talk and encouraging me.
To someone:
(I dont need ur sympathy or whatever shit. You disappoint me AGAIN. Talking abt being there for me always. Bull shit I wont entertain ur msg or even want t hear ur voice. You'll eased from my life. And stop appearing after all th problems had been solved. FAKER! =.= )
Maths paper two later on.
I will clear my mind and just focus.
Even if nobody's gonna support me.
I will do it for myself.
Meeting Noelle and WanYi later on.
SupeR thanks t Noelle for making me smile(:
Love you!(:
Goodluck everyone.
JIAYOU. (:
♥Ily(:
10:30 AM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Ohyes.
'O' levels Sci practical today.
Damn nervous alrights!(:
Anyway,I DID my best in this practical.
So ya, No regrets!(:
Today definitely not a good day alrights.
Grandma was admitted t th hospital today.
Sent in by ambulance.
After exams,Received a call from Mum.
Said that Grandma vomitted blood and faint.
I Scared dao cry.
And Mr Koh called me and asked me what happen,
When he saw me crying in sch.
And Yea.
Second time this year round.
Still waiting for report,
Ohyes, Im going t pray supeR hard.
You're going t be alright de.
Im sure.
And thanks for Val & Noelle,
For coming over t my house,
and giving me all th encouragement I needed badly.
Thanks guys!(:
Will Visit her tomorrow.
And hope th result will b good.
(:
Gonna study AND DO MY BEST FOR HER!
JIAYOU~!(:
If this is th ending that i wanted,
Then why am i feeling so sad.
Why do I still miss you so badly?
After Months of separation.
Why do i still cry when smth reminds me of you?
Why do you still matters so much t me.
And guess,Im just being too stubborn.
I will forget you soon.
Iim sure!(:
♥Ily(:
8:37 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Roarrrr~~
Blogger dont allow me t upload pics.
Damn it!
=/
Another time perhaps,
Or maybe switching t onsugar soon.
Roarrr~
♥Ily(:
11:19 PM
Even if I gets a chance t repeat my life again.
I will still choose t experience the same thing again.
Even if It's painful.
I will still make th same choice,
Still choose t love the same person,
Still choose t say the same word,
And do the same thing.
But one thing I will definitely not do is,
To hurt the person I loved deeply.
As I know how bad it feels.
(:
♥Ily(:
4:21 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Yes, Right now Im aiming for a Casio Keyboard,
Or even Yamaha keyboard.
Actually that's what I have been wanting it so badly.
& I swear that I will work hard for it.
(:
I want,Oh yes.
Keyboardddd~
Currently throat DAMN pain.
Flu for Weeks already.
Shitt~
And somemore 'O' levels is like 14days more.
Im SCAREDDDD~~~
Okays,Takecare everyone.
Gonna go back t chiong studies le.
你不在，当我最需要爱。
我受了伤才慢慢好起来。
♥Ily(:
4:02 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sometimes what we see might not be real.
And what we heard might not be true either.
But Im just surprise at how good your actings are.
Saying one thing and doing another at th same time.
Well, Just one sentence t end it off.
I wont fall for your trick.
You can hide everything but I wont believe it.
Im not a substitute. Get that straight.
I wont entertain you anymore.
(:
And Yea.
Pics will be uploaded once Kor's Girlf send me th Pics.
(:
Saturday's outing was FUN.
Seriously I mean it.
Trained t Outram Park t meet Ziqin from SGH with kor.
Then Bused t CWP.
Super Duper LONG journey.
(:
Then Reached le.
Suddenly Changed of plan.
And eat Seoul Garden.
LOL
3 Person for $90 +
Damn Expensive alrights(:
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Afterthat went t slack around while waiting for show t start.
Then watched "The deadly tsunami".
DAMN niceee.
Really, Its like so damn touching.
=DDDDDDDDDD
Then around 11Plus trained back home wit Kor.
Reached home around 12.30+.
Whatever It's, Thanks kor for your treat! (:
And Ziqin for all those motivation.
Last long uhs! (:
* Pics will be uploaded soon!*
And Yea.
This week will be th last week of school life.
Should I sound happy?
Whatever.
But I just know that exams are drawing near.
OMGOMGOMGOMG.
Im NOT PREPARE yet.
I will just do my very best.
Currently trying t store as much content as possible in my brain.
But the feeling sucks.
Well,gonna get back t studies and stop COMPLAINING.
JIAYOUS everyone!(:
Why must gv me hope and taking it away now?
Is it fun to you,
Or do I look stupid t you.
Ohyes,Maybe I do.
But you dont look anywhere better than me.
& I mean it.
Asshole.
♥Ily(:
3:59 PM
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Oh yes.
I love you Liping♥ .
(:
Seriously love you t the MAX! ♥ ♥ ♥
=DDDDDD
No matter what happen,
I promise I'll always be there for you.♥
And Vanessa toos! ♥
JIAYOU for ur 'N' levels ohh.
I'll always be there t gv my support t you de.
Just do your very best! ♥
GANBATTE!
Loves(: ♥
And Yea.
Cant wait for sch life t end.
& I've been repeating myself for lots of time.
Gastric strikes again.
But what worsen it is YOU!
You and YOUR hurtful words AGAIN.
Is it a MUST for you t send those msg?
Fine,tonight will be our last time talking abt it,
Since you want it this way.
I will let you have it then.
Be happy uhs.
(:
Ohhhh, Cant wait for this Sat.♥
Out with Kor and Gf~
YesYes,FoodFood!
♥ Sssaakkkaaeeeessuusssshhhiiii~♥
=DDDDDDDD
Gonna go out with Val this friday.
=DDDDDD
& the thought of going for lesson tomorrow tires me.
After school, 2.5 hrs of Mock exam.
LOL
The school got such a good plan uhs.
Fine,I shall stop complaining uhs.
(:
TATAS!~(:♥
I care.
Do you care too?
I tried.
Did you tried too?
Why must it be others who will listen to me.
But not you.
WHYWHYWHY?
Tonight will be th last.
Im tired enough.
{BakaJia} to you!♥
♥Ily(:
3:54 PM
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Everything changed.
So do people around me.
And Im totally left speechless.
Fine,You will it your way then.
I have no comments!
(:
♥Ily(:
4:36 PM
Sunday, October 4, 2009
God grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change,
The courage to do things I can,
And the wisdom to know the differences.
:)
And Yea.
Ganbatte everyone!
Do th best you CAN and never regret uhs.
Last but not Least.
GOODLUCK to those taking 'N' levels tmr.
& Of course those taking mock paper tmr.
JIAYOU!
(:
♥Ily(:
10:49 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
Oh, Today SUCH a fun day.
(:
Didnt really want t come school at first,
As I received Val's msg early in th morning,
Saying tt she wont be there.
But anyways,I still went t school! (:
Maths throughout!
Time flies during Maths lesson!(:
And I loved it!=DDDDDDDDDDDD
Gonna chiong for it,
and improve my Paper 2,
To improve my Maths t a distinction.
=DDD
Loved talking t Idah in class.
As we've the same thinking and TASTE uhs.
(:
That's why my life seems more easier that it should be.
=DDDDDDD
After school, Went t LJS with Noelle,Wanyi, Kaiwen and Mar.
Loads of fun!(:
Make lots of jokes!(:
HAHA! And it definitely make my day AGAIN!
*Smiles*
Gonna have celebration later on,
Steamboat~(:
Mum and Dad's wedding anniversary.
Woooots~
How nice it is.
To spend 21 Years with someone you love.
And who say that love will fade as days passed.
It just depends on who that person is.
Right?(:
Although we're NOT super rich like others.
But our life are simple and peaceful~=DD
And we get what we aims for through hardwork.
And we get contented easily!~
And Im waiting,
For the RIGHT one(:
=DDDDDDDDD
Ohh,Crapping AGAIN.
I kept telling Idah this today.
And she's sick of hearing all this crap!
HAHAHAHA!
Then I want JoshuaLuXueRui!~
CanCan?
=DDD
And hope that my parents,familes,Friends and whoever you are.
Stay SupeR happy everyday!
Iloveyouguys!(:
Dont wanna type too much nonsense down.
But Yea.
JIAYOU everyone!=DD
Will post when Im free de~
And I cant wait for NEXT SATURDAY.
=DDD
Takecare Peeps!
(:
When i receive your msg.
I dont know what t reply.
Should i BE HAPPY?
But why am I feeling so dishearted?
You said everything so clearly.
I understood them all.
Thank you for th very last time.
But that should be the end.
I've enough le.
I need my life back.
=DDDDD
"也许是多虑了，你离开我，会过得跟快乐."
分开以后-Danson Tang
♥Ily(:
3:42 PM
