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Love is our Resistance
They'll stop us from being together, but they wont tear us apart

Biography

Born to be called Jiaxin [Bakajia]♥
First tears on 16 sept93♥
Sweet 16 =D
Single
Life rocks with my Family, & Bakas around.
Love Pink as much as I love Jay chou=)
I'm Friendly IF u're my friend.=D
& I don't gv a damn about you if U're not my friend.
Enjoy ur stay here!~=DDD


Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Sweetdesires

Health to become better♥
To be able to last long with YOU♥
SSKK to be happy!(:♥
Long sistership with my Bakas♥
My family Members and Bakas to be healthy and happy.♥
Me to be happy♥
Stop hating ppl that I hate deeply.♥
To slim down to 42kg!♥
Get into Ngee Ann Poly,Nursing=)♥
More clothes♥
Wishes to come true♥

Tagboard


Linksboard

Meet the people I love♥

Amenda♥
Adeline♥
Angie NOOB♥
BakaWini DeaR♥
Benjamin♥
Brenda Dar♥
Cailing♥
Cynthia Dar♥
Chanel♥
Elleen♥
Firdaus♥
Grace♥
Huilin♥
Jasmine♥
Jia Yu♥
Joscelin♥
Joeslyn DeaR♥
Kaifang♥
Kelvin♥
Liping♥
LJX koR♥
MaoQi♥
Mr Sng♥
Noelle (:♥
Qianling♥
Sandra♥
Sandra Lee♥
Shi Hui♥
ShiJia♥
Stella (:♥
Valarie Meii♥
Vanessa♥
WeiJun((Cousin))♥
WeiLin ♥

Pastentries

Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?

March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
May 2010


Creditorials

NEVER REMOVE THIS SECTION!

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Monday, June 29, 2009

Okay!
Just a quick post before I go uhs.
First day of school~
Damn cool to see many of THEM.
WOOOOOTS~~
Okay,skipped that part.
Ya,I miss Bakas.
(:
HoHo.
Actually nth much to type also.
But wont be blogging le.
And ya.
'O' lvls oral coming.
Damn stress!!
Roarrrrrrrrr~
& I really hate my hair now.
Look so so so so UGLY!
Chuuuuuuuuuuuuu~
Ahhh,No choice.
Think Im the only one noticing it.
LOL~
Okay, going off here le.
Muackzz everyone.
Iloveafaleanluxuerui! :)
Muackzzzzzzzzzzz=))))
Your smile~
Wooooooooooots.
(:
I wanna be with you. (:

♥Ily(:
4:13 PM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Feeling sick all over.
Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
Okay,going out in 30 min to meet Bakaval.
Hahaha!
Confirm be late de but nvm lurhs.
Not first time already.
:)
Takecare everyone.
=)
ILOVEEVETYHINGTHATISHAPPENINGTOMENOW :)

You taught me how to judge people
& Nt to blv in ppl.
Thanks :)

♥Ily(:
1:25 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Heys & yOyOyO.
:)
Today is great Bcos I get t chat with my many great friends.
Stella Etc.
They're great :)
Wooooooooots.
& Yea.
S'pore many confirmed case of H1N1 le.
Sad case. =.=
& somemore our school gt ppl tio H1N1.
GOSH =/
Our lvl de.
Hope tt he cn reover soon bahs.
I'll pray for you de alrights?=)
------------------------------------
Have been chiong-ing maths all this while.
Begin to fall in love with it le.
:)
4e4, Let's work hard tgt okay?
Our class motto rmb?
:)
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& Yea.Fall in love with kids.
DAMN cute can?
Never failed to bring a smile on my face.
Cant help but to miss my childhood days.
Sadd-ed.
Whateva~
Love them! :)
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To those spammer in Joes dar's blog.
All I can say is U guys hv nth better to do.
No life =.=
Joes wont be affected by those nonsensical stuff de.
Get it?
JOES DEAR, Stay strong. Me love you foreveRR.
Hack care those lamer.
Well,nowadays people hv nth better t do.
Stupid bunch of IDIOTS, BAKA!!!
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&&& My blog are so freaking boring.
No pics.
HaishHaish.
Suan le, next time no pics jiu wont blog le.
Wonder who will read thos boring chunks of words.
HOR??
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Congrats to LJX kor for patching up with HER.
Feel happy for you.
=)
Its good that U guys go a BIG circle and went back tgt again.
Its tough and never easy.
But for now,cherish her & never let her go anymore.
:)
I'll gv u my blessing.
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Okays,that's all for today.
Tired! :/
Sleepless night for many days le.
DAMN it.
Random: Sony ericsson's ear piece SUCKS to the max.
Going to be the fourth earpierce in 6 months.
DAMN IT.
Takecare everyone.
Love lots by me.

You're absence in every part of my life.
So why should I be there when u need me.
Make sense?

♥Ily(:
2:42 PM

Friday, June 19, 2009

YoYoYo!
Just came back from Escape.
Damn Damn FUN and Tiring.
GodGodGod!!
Went with Kor & His Gf Plus his Gf''s sis and cousin and BakaVal.
FUN!
Made friends with zi ai & Nelsea.
Damn friendly :)
&&& Today outing was damn scary.
I scream like HELL!!
Okay,skip that part.
&&& No pictures is capture cos Din bring Camera.
Damn it!
Suan le~
Okay,feeling very tired now.
Wanna go sleepppppppppppppppppppppppp.... :)
Wont be blogging anymore till ??.
Goodnight everyone :)
Loved lots by me :)

♥Ily(:
11:52 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

Ohh, Currently Sickkkk~~
Damn it !
Almost fainted on Sat.
Scary worhx.
Out for gathering on Sat for father's day.
I Was feeling really damn damn damn UNWELL.
But thought that I'll be alright.
But NO!
After eating, Walk till halfway then went weak and collapse.
ARGHHHHHHH~~
IHATEGASTRIC.
IHATEMYHEALTH.
Okay,the feeling sucks totally.
Alot of thing went thr my mind that moment.
What If ?
Idon'twant.....!!
& Somemore not the first time alrdy.
What went wrong???
WTH!
& Ya, Now everything also cnt do.
SIANZ.
Thanks Bakawini for EVERYTHING:)
Love you,
You're always there when I need you.
:)
Guess I'll be fine de.
Wooooots~~
Dont worry my dearest Bakawini.
Yes,I'm going to takecare of my body le.
Or else don't know what will happen next time it happens again.
:)

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Currently at Uncle's hse.
SO many kids!! :)
*Smiles*Smile*
DAMN happy can.
--------------------------------
I can see how much My Dad work to support the family,
& How much he tried to give us what we want.
Even if he had to work double to give us that.
I'm sorry.
For being so insensitive and not understanding.
The times when I failed to see ur suffering.
I'm not a gd daughter. I admit it.
I just sat down there and complaint,why I don't have this and that.
Why others can have that and I can't.
I neglected ur effort.
I may not be the best daughter but U're the best Dad on earth.
& Ya, My r/s with my Dad in the past sucks.
But this morning when He showed me concern and gv me the med and asked me to eat regularly.
My heart melted.
Sorry.
I won't let you down or disappoint you again.
I promise you. :)
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This world is too complicated for me.
I want smth more simple.
Simple friendship, smiple Love, simple kinship, simple EVERYTHING.
Guess I'm just being naive.
Don't know why My heart still hurt alot whenever I think of you.
Guess I sink in too deeply le ba.
But It's not worth.
Bakawini. *Promise*
I'll fulfil it.
I don't want know anything related to you.
I don't care anymore.
This world is selfish,You're selfish and so do I.
I won't gv u any chance to hurt me anymore.
I got alot more people that are worth remmebering and cherishing.
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Takecare peeps,
Won't be posting that often.
Loved lots by ME :)

I'm just trying to act strong.
Act like nobody's hurting me.
Act like I've never been in love.
Act like nothing has happen.
Act like everything's alright.

But tell me,Why my heart hurt so much?

♥Ily(:
12:34 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Not in the best of mood.
Damn you.
Don't let me see ur damn face i tell you
SupeRRR Pissed off.
Fine then.
Won't let my mood affected by you.
RELAX JiaXin! .
Today went to school late.
End of Geo lesson den reach.
OMFG.
LOLOLOLOLOL
Still dare to say.
Kays, life in school really kills me.
Kind of hate it.
Too systematic :)
Okays,stop complaining le.
Gonna chiong studies later le.
Woooooooooots~~
But I'm damn damn tired now.
Too much prob to cope with.
Whatever
Takecares.
:)
"I'm not that strong as you think I am."

♥Ily(:
4:18 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009

As Promised, Pictures are uploaded.
& It took me so longg to just upload it.
Anyways,Happy Scrolling down Ba.
:)

Pictures♥


Me :)


Again :) [ I know it's not nice,Thank you :) ]

Me and sis :)

Sis!! :)

Me and beloved cousin :) I love her!!♥


Aagaaaiinn :)


I love kids :)

It happens that I am always in the pic :)


Just focus on her! :) Cute hor?

I look damn NOOB.


Ahhh,I look so damn old beside my Kor.


Addicted to zi lian. ♥

NOOB! =.=


Cute! But the price is not CUTE.


See how happy they are. =.= [Aunt,uncle and Mum.]

Engross!


=)


HE's my beloved cutest cousin. I love him :)
Another beloved cousin of mine. He's cute :)


Ohh,Me again:) Bear with me kays?

Hahaha! :)


My cutest joker Grandma. Love her. She's the BEST!

LOL~! :)

See that guy over there? [Right] He is such a noob. Always bully me. =.=
Setting up the pit. :)
Woooots~~~
Again :)
I love fireworks :)


Damn cute :)

:)

Yes, I am done with all the pictures.
Conclusion is: I loved this chalet.♥
Cause I really enjoyed myself to the fullest.
:)
Yupp,Now I am back to the reality.
'O' levels.
Hahahah!
I don't wanttttt~~~
Sucks! :)
Going back to school during the holidays really sucks.
Shall not elaborate further more.
Mood not good today.
Everything went wrong.
Nvm then.
After this thursday.
I am not going to stay at home anymore.
Going to find my beloved grandma & Cousins :)
& I am going to stay with them untill school start.
I hate to be controlled.
:)
Yes.
I don't understand what's wrong between us.
Seriously, I am really speechless.
No quarrels, No fightings & we just kept quiet as if we're strangers.
I hate it.
At least tell me what you're not happy with.
Maybe it's just me being sensitive ba.
If U think That I am happy to see you out there alone with not much friends.
Then I could say that all this years of friendship we had is wasted.
I will go and figure out myself.
:)
Kays,currently talking to someone in msn,
who keep telling me that he/she crave for love.
LOL
Noob. =.=
Take your time to find the right person ba.
Hor??? !!
Oopps~! :)
Bakawini is nt here today.
Felt lost.
Don't know why.
I miss her.
:)
That's all for today :)
Going to study now le.
Omg,I don't wantttttt.
Well just shut up :)
LOL
Takecare peeps =)
Loved by me :)

I know the only way I could revenge on you,
is to forget you completely,
And live happily ever after. :)
♥Love♥

♥Ily(:
2:17 PM

Friday, June 5, 2009

YoYo,Currently at Chalet.
Damn freaking cool here.
Wanna stay here forever.
Woooots~~
Going for Bowling in 30Min time.
Cool isn't it?
Time now is 11.34pm.
COOL!! :)
Hahahas.
Will upload Pics when I come back.
Took lots of pics.
Happy!!~~
Will definitely enjoy myself to the fullest before fighting the war with O.
Ohhh,scared!
But I won't give upp.
Mrs Yap,I won't disappoint you.
:)
Kays,don't wish to talk about studies now.
Now SupeRRR HypeRRRR.
Ohya,I hate mrt-ing.
Sucks.
Those SupeRR inconsiderate peeps out there.
They Sucks.
They may look DAMN pretty but their inner reflects so much about them.
UGLY,that's all.
HOHOHO.
Let them sit for all they want!
IDIOTS! =.=
*Roll eyes*
OHyes,ytd I had a great time with Joes deardear & BakaVal.
Bought so much things,and enjoyed myself so much.
:)
Love Joes so DAMN much.
YTd went home at 8.40pm++.
House empty.
HaishHaish.
&&& Mum was superr nice to left my dinner on the table.
A bread with a note saying---YOUR DINNER.
LMAO!
Heartless her again.
*Roll eyes*
The connection here sucks.
SupeRR sucks.
& Yea,looking at Han(Dhuranii)'s post cn make me go crazy.
Insane is all that I cn say.
Hahahaha,Totally fits her character.
:)

Ohh,supeRR Random here.
I loved it.
:)
"I once dream to hold ur hand and walked down this lonely road.
Hand to Hand...
but now I have to complete this road alone while you continue urs by holding on to another girl's hand......"
Yes!
Best descibe my feeling.
HAHAHA!
Nothing last isn't it?
Come and go, as and when you like.
LMAO.
Don't come and bug my life.
IDIOT! =.=
Okays,better stop le.
Or not my emo shyt will haunt me down.
HOHOHO!!
Going out le.
Pics will be uploaded SOON.
PROMISE!!!!!

I wish,I hope,I dream,I want,I like,I love....
But Is there a difference?
I wonder....
I doubt so.


♥Ily(:
11:31 PM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009


Ohhh~
Damn active now.
:)
Going out with Joes Dar & Val Tomorrow to Bugis.
Woooooooooots~
HAPPY!=)
I'm going to buy Many Many Many things as possible.
:)
Friday going chalet.
=)
FINALLY!!
I've waited and waited.
:)
Pictures will be uploaded once I come back.
PROMISE okays?
I hope that all the happy days will stays.
& will not be gone.
Hope so ba.
Erm,going out soon.
:)
Gonna go look for shuting at her workplace.
=)
Hope she's working today ba.
Or not I go there wasted Sia.
Roarrrr~~
Takecare everyone.
Love lots by me.
I miss mei shan Jie! =(

"Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you.
Over again,don't make me change my mind
."


I love this GUY!=)
DAMN CUTE!=)

♥Ily(:
12:29 PM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I believe.
Really.
But don't made me look like a fool.
Will edit this later.

♥Ily(:
10:23 AM

Monday, June 1, 2009

Feeling DAMN hyper now! :)
Done with my Mt 'O' levels.
Happy! :)
Cause I really detest going to the Mt class.
& for the rest of the year,I am done with that.
No more Mother Tongue classes!=)
Hahaha!
That's not the point.
The point is I will have 1 less subject for 'O' levels.
HAHAHAHA!
:)
Erm,Taking a break when It's needed is really a good way to relieve stress.
=)
Now,I am all ready!=D
Yesss,READY! :)
Hahaha,don't feel like going school tomorrow.
The thought of wearing uniform and walking to school tires me.
&& Somemore the rest of the school is happily in holiday mood.
AND us? Hahaha!
No complaints.
:)
Just four more days and I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest.
Yes,chalet!!! :)
Can't wait AT ALL =)
Thursday going Bugis with ♥Joes and Val :)
Happy~ :)
Gonna buy many many clothes as possible.
I don't care,I MUST! :)
Ohhh,Need to save as much money as possible.
& I am going to be as good as possible to my dad for this few days.
:)
Money!!!!! :)
HAHAHAHA!
Thanks to those who wishes me luck ytd night & this morning.
Gan dong~~!
&&& To my dumb bro.
I am going to prove your words wrong.
Just you wait ahh. :)
But thanks anyway.
Ohhh,I am in love with so many things and ppl.
AGAIN! :)
So many great ppl around me.
Perhaps I am too sensitive in the past.
:)
Yupp,Think too much as usual.
I am easily contented now.
I just want............To be loved.
By my great friends and families.
Feel wanted and not neglected.
Simple♥
Sometimes ppl tends to make it complicated.
For some things,I give up hope.
I have to agree,I am disappointed and upset.
But I don't have a choice either.
I can only give up totally and moved on with my life.
:)
If I never made the first move to get out of your life.
I will never came to realise how beautiful my life is,without you.
:)
No regrets! :)
Hope you can takecare ba.
That's the words that I can only say.
All those beautiful words and touching words have disappeared.
Not abit left.
Life is not always a straight road,Isn't it?
You are just the imperfect part of my life.
:)
Ohhh.
Finally have my own timetable.
Ahhhhh.
I will, I will, I will ...... follow it.
Yes I can!
Hahahahaha! :)
Like real :)
Being so random here.
&&& Val just told me a shocking news here.
One male ex T'cher Just went to pierce his ear.
&&& That's so freaking COOL can.
:)
Although he left us last year.
But that's a shocking news.
He looks so stern and strict.
&&& YuppYupp.
Guys with piercing ear looks so DAMN cool.
Hahaha!
Just another random topic.
I'm being so crapped here.
That's the usual me.
=)
Okay,Going out now.
Damn it.
Don't feel like going out at all.
Ahhhhh.
No choice since I've promised Mum.
LOL
Takecare everyone.
JIAYOU! :)
Bye~
Love lots by me :)

“面对你的时候我不会舍不得。”

♥Ily(:
3:49 PM