Biography

Born to be called Jiaxin [Bakajia]♥
First tears on 16 sept93♥
Sweet 16 =D
Single
Life rocks with my Family, & Bakas around.
Love Pink as much as I love Jay chou=)
I'm Friendly IF u're my friend.=D
& I don't gv a damn about you if U're not my friend.
Enjoy ur stay here!~=DDD

Mediabox

"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "

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Sweetdesires

Health to become better♥
To be able to last long with YOU♥
SSKK to be happy!(:♥
Long sistership with my Bakas♥
My family Members and Bakas to be healthy and happy.♥
Me to be happy♥
Stop hating ppl that I hate deeply.♥
To slim down to 42kg!♥
Get into Ngee Ann Poly,Nursing=)♥
More clothes♥
Wishes to come true♥

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Amenda♥
Adeline♥
Angie NOOB♥
BakaWini DeaR♥
Benjamin♥
Brenda Dar♥
Cailing♥
Cynthia Dar♥
Chanel♥
Elleen♥
Firdaus♥
Grace♥
Huilin♥
Jasmine♥
Jia Yu♥
Joscelin♥
Joeslyn DeaR♥
Kaifang♥
Kelvin♥
Liping♥
LJX koR♥
MaoQi♥
Mr Sng♥
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Qianling♥
Sandra♥
Sandra Lee♥
Shi Hui♥
ShiJia♥
Stella (:♥
Valarie Meii♥
Vanessa♥
WeiJun((Cousin))♥
WeiLin ♥

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♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

When will that feeling go away?
That feeling of emptiness and restlessness?
I seriously hate it DAMN much.
It's not what I want.
The things that I wanted so badly in the past.
& now I no longer crave for it.
The things that I fight for .
&& I want to give up for it.
I tried hard not to.
But my heart failed to do so.
I detest myself.
Well,what's wrong with me?
Am I going to fail my 'O' levels in order for me to wake up totally?
Do I need to go through those painful experience in order to learn my mistake?
I doubt so.
I will never forgive myself If I give up right now.
No pains no gains isn't it?
I don't wanna let my Dad down.
I know how badly he wanted to see me pass my 'O'
I will do it for Him,For myself and for my dreams.
They're ppl that I can't pleased.
I admit it,I can't.
I am not that Pro to do what you tink I could.
But the things that I wanna get,I'll strive hard to get it.
But for now,I need just abit of time.
Bakawini,I know You don't like to read this.
I will remember the promise I made to you.
I won't give up before you give up.
I won't stop untill you stop.
& We'll reach the destination together.
That's what you told me.
=)
I need just abit of time.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Woooots~
Pon school today!
=)
Don't feel like returning to that school at all.
Ahyaya,whateva!
=)
Went out with Mum just now!=)
Happy~
Really don't know how to continue le.
No mood for anything.
That's so WRONG.
When will I get back that feeling again?
Whateva.
LOL
Kays?
Still planning for something.
=)
&&& I Just open 1 email that made me scream like mad.
Roarrrr~~
It's so bloody & So damn damn damn cruel can?
Arghhhhh~~
Didn't expect that at all.
Hahahaha!
Mum was so relaxed while seeing it.
Yes,It's about abortion.
Those stupid/cruel act of ppl.
DAMN IT!
Somemore still got Pics for the various Months of abortion.
DAMN it.
If don't want abortion then why go have S__ ?
Idiot.
Kays,i am getting abit agitated le.
But they are really damn selfish.
Kays,I still feel damn scared now!
Roarrr~
Kays,no mood to post or anything le.
Going to rot le.
Byeee~~
I hate my damn freaking life now!
Sucks!=(
Stressed!!=/

"给你的爱一直很安静."

Saturday, May 23, 2009

“我还能说什么，你已经不爱我。
我一直都爱着你，难道这还不够？”

Ohh,meaningful lyrics are LOVED.
Haha,No other meaning.
=)
Currently not back home yet.
Still at my Aunt's house,Not yet home.
=)
Wake up at 12 plus close to 1 this morning.
Contented!
So long since I've wake up that late.
HOHO!
Now msn-ing with someONE.
Totally pissed me off.
Is looks that important?
Yupp,It's important to a certain extent.
But not to the extent when u keep asking me.
Makes no sense to me.
Cause if u're only interested in the outer looks
And not the inner character.
You look so DAMN stupid to me.
You choose girls because they're pretty and stuff.
LOL
It's because you don't know what is love.
Well,I don't know too.
But At least I'm not like you.
If you wanna ask me about looks.
I'm not interested at all.
=/
Or cared to listen to you about what looks you like.
LOL
Guys nowadays CARE so much about looks.
I don't mean all but some of them.
So what if they have the most prettiest Gf?
Show off infront of their friends?
Or to show to the world that they're capable enough to jio dao that girl.
LMAO!=/
&& Somemore go take a look at ur face fst ba.
Ppl haven choose you and U wan go choose ppl.
DAMN funny.
If U look damn handsome den say la.
If not then shut up.
=.=
Complicated feeling now.
Not abit of sad or whateva.
Just feeling restless and tired of everything.
Friends,studies,families and everything.
Kays,no mood to continue le.
I need time to think of how to carry on.
I'm just acting everyday.
That fake me.
SO FAKE!
Byeee~~
I'm fine!=)
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Friday, May 22, 2009

Woooooots~
DAMN hyper now!
YAY!
School today sucks alot.
Paper after paper,exams after exams.
Damn freaking tired.
DAMN it.
Tired=.=
Sick of it,but no choice.
School's decision............. for our sake.
LOL~
Well,I am good at complaining.
=.=
&&& Few more papers to go.
JIAYOU!
Endure~!=D
Just skip the schooling part.
Nothing much xcept sitting in hall and went through the exams.
Boring isn't it?
Yupp!
Afterthat went home.
Reached home,nobody at home!
LOL~
Everyone went out left me alone at home.
Roarrrrr~~
Then called mum and meet her up at Lot 1 with aunt etc.
Then yupp.
Slack around=)
Went to my uncle's hse.
Afterward Cabbed to Bankit.
=)
I'm going to stay thereeee~~~!
Woooooooooooots!
Damn tired!=.=
Hahah! But it's okay lurhs.
Ohya,I wanna watch night at the muesum.
=)
&& Mike promised me to pei me watch next week.
Damn touched!=)
Haha!
Supposed to meet him up just now.
But I didn't.
LOL!
PsPs!=)
Finally put down the hatred.
Feel so relieved.
I make it!
Yes,I longer feel angry or depressed.
Instead I feel great.
My decision was right!=)
&&& I feel proud about myself.
=)
I don't care what others gonna say.
Say i flirting aroung with guys or whateva.
I DUN CARE.
Or give u the attention/reaction that U think I would.
I won't.
Cause I dun sees my friends as guy or girl.
I only classified them as best/close friend and hi-bye friend.
Just say it straight before some lamer say that I am flirt.
Ohya!
JOESLYN Dearrrrrrrrrrrrr~~
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~!
Gan dong le bah?
Mai cry kays?
Hahahahahha!
16 years old le.
Yes! Can watch Nc16 show le.
But it's okay cos mine will be in few more months time.
=)
Stay happy and pretty wor.
I'll always be ur Dear.
Muackzzz~~~!!=DDD
I want my phone back!!!
Roarrrrr~~
Dhuranii say soon.
SOON???
I cnt wait le... ............ PHONE!!!
Suan le!~=)
Managed to trick Bakawini.
Woooots!
My poor third victim of the day!=)
HAHAHA!
She must be feeling happy at that moment.
FINALLY got ppl confessed.
LOL
But too bad It's me!=D
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
*Winks*
Revenge done!!=DDDDDDDDDDD
Well,my dearest Bakawini.
Even no guys want you.
Ahem,I will still love you and want you in my life.
You're DAMN important.
OUR plans!
Rmb? Don't gv urself too much stress.
Trust yourself.
You're the Amu in my heart.
I'm ur tadase. NONONO is Kukai.
Kukai, i LOVE YOU!!!
Hahaha!
Kays,Gonna end here and play my game le.
TC everyone!=)

"I am not as strong as you think I am.
I've my limits too.Once you over it.
I'll do certain things to protect myself from getting hurt"

“能不能不爱了，因为爱太痛了。
我痛的快死了，却不能把你忘了。”

Thursday, May 21, 2009

♥"Nobody can predict when feeling will start to FADE,
And when It does. NOBODY can stop it.
It brings away all those HAPPY memories and PROMISES.
& Left you with only SADNESS. This is how CRUEL love is all about.♥ "

Currently Msn-ing with my Dumb Bro.
He's such a slacker.
HOHO!
YupYup.
Got back my freaking result.
No words can describe how "WELL" I did.
HAHAHA!
I wanna go KILL myself le.
XOXOXOXOXO
Disappointed till no feeling le.
So scroll down to see my result.
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........
.............
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English: B4 ( Happy enough )
Chinese: A1
Maths: C6 (Damn it!)
P.Geo: A2 (Thanks God!)
Com.his: C5~C6 (Dropping grades!)
Comb sci: Not cfm(Probably c5~c6?)
Food & Nutrition: 37/100 F9? (LMAO!)

Yupp.
That's the result I get.
Ohh,totally no face to face my Dad le.
Don't know what he will say to me le.
Seriously,This isn't what I want.
I'm NOT CONTENTED!
I told my mum this and she was like =/
Hahaha!
Maths disappoint me ALOT!
I thought I'll get __ .
But in the end get one freaking c6 back.
&& From Ca1 till now.
Drop damn lot!
Imagine A2 to c6.
Speechless.
But neverthless,Mrs Yap motivate us.
She told us that We're able to passed our 'O' levels de.
She's a GREAT teacher!
=)
She made me see the hope in maths.
=)
Thanks Mrs Yap & ur gift!=D
Okays,I'm going to stop complaining about my results.
Cause It's not going to change the situation.
Or change my grades to As.
& Actions do much more than just complaining.
I will work hard.
Ahhh~~
Say so many times till sian le.
But this time round I'm going to prove it in Prelims.
&&& Of cos for 'O' levels.
Not going to disappoint myself again.
PROMISE TO MYSELF!
I'm going to put down everything.
All those freaking issues that bothers me.
All those stupid person who affected me.
YES!
I will only think about studies/bakas and family.
Now,I know what is MOST important for me.
&& It'll never gonna be YOU.
I say it,I meant it!=D
♥----------Full-stop-------------♥

Sec Aunt from Dad's side is going for operation.
In june probably?
Don't wanna anything to happen to her.
She'll have a risk of dying if she went for this heart operation.
She's a kind person so May God bless her.
I'll pray for you!=D Don't worry.
Everything is gonna be fine!!!
I hate life in school.
Sucks totally!
Exams after Exams.
Can't we have a break??
Ohh,Preparing us for chinese 'O' lvls.
LOL
Fine then,whatever you want!=/
HOHOHO!~
Gonna end here to watch my show.
& After that back to my revison.
Chuuuuu~~
Sayonara!

“♥傻瓜我们都一样，
被爱情伤了又伤。
相信这个他不一样。
却又再一次受伤。♥“

♥Ily(:
2:48 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Gonna stay at home today
Roarrrrr~~
Bakawini could not make it.
*Sob*Sob*
HAHA!
It's okays :)
I'll tidy up my room then.
Hoho,before that just a quick post.
Yupp,Reply all the tags already.
=)
Ohya.
I am so in love with that show=D
Chinese paladin!=)
Best Best show!=)
Made me cry for countless time:)
HAHAHA!
YuppYupp!
MT 'O' levels coming.
Roarrr~
Jiayou everyone.
:)
I'm waiting for that day=)
HOHO~!
I'll work extremely hard for it.
&&& So do everyone=)
Takecare everyone.
TATAS~!=DDD
Before ending........

Love him DAMN lots!=D
*Smile*Smile*
DAMN handsome=)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Ahhh~~
Ignore the previous post.
=)
HAHAHA~
I have split personality worhx.
Currently msn-ing with my beloved brenda and bakawini.
Love them to the fullest.
Erm,going out with BAKAS tomorrow.
=)
Those are ppl who heals me when I am sad.
I can't live w/o them in my life.
=)
Love♥=D

Disappointed is what I can say.
Totally diappointed.
Don't know how to carry on this path le.
Confused,Lost,disappointment,sadness etc..
Really tires me alot.
I am so disappointed in myself.
DAMN disappointed.
Hate the sight of myself.
Whenever I tries to do something for ppl.
It will ended up in a pathetic state.
As days goes by,I thought I will be able to stay strong.
But I failed to do so.
Faking a smile on my face can be so tiring.
If U dun feel like reading this post den get out of this blog.
Nobody force you to read.
Thanks.
Who will cares if U're happy or not?
They will just act as if they're concern
& when they turn away from u.
They will say;"Who cares!"
Pathetic isn't it?
That's human nature.
Selfish,self-centred and cruel.
When they don't need you.
They will tries all means to make u disappear infront of them.
But they got think of how you're gonna stand after u fall?
They don't care.
After U managed to stand up again after U fall down.
They will say:"Oohh,you're so brave. "
and whatever shit!
There're times when I walked home alone.
Feeling so damn alone.
Alone not because No one was with me.
But because I felt so empty.
I don't like the feeling.
Direction-less.
Sucks totally.
=(
I know this post sucks.
I know.
Sorry!~
Just let me type kays?
Ppl Make used of you.
Make used finish le den say BYE.
Wth!~
Yupp,I am supeRR sensitive.
I bottled it up for so long.
DAMN longgg.
Act normal,talk normal.
But inside my heart?
Ytd night was bad for me.
Think and think and think and over and over again.
Yupp,Can't help but to cry.
Cry not because of You but my own cowardly actions.
I'm so not proud of myself.
I failed in my character and EVERYTHING.
Guess,I am trying to attract more attention
But I am not.
I don't need anyone there for me.
Don't need fakers and suckers around me.
Ohhhh~~
Roarrrrr~~
I wanttt my baka!!!!
I don't know that missing someone can be so scary.
Damn scary.
Those promises.
When feeling fade & couples break.
Those promises disappeared into thin air.
What left is only hate,hurt,pain etc..
Time MAY heals.
But how long will it takes?
It isn't easy.
That's the BIGGEST mistake I've ever done.
That'll be the last time I am doing all those shit.
The last time I put in so much effort.
Last time I am being so stupid.
Last time that I trust in things that are wrong.
Last time that I allowed myself to get hurt.
LAST TIME!
Kays,Really no mood to blog le.
=.=
I am fine.=)
Just talking crap here to let myself feel better.
=D
Byee~~
I felt so much better now.
Crazy me again.
Erm.Sorry for this post.

放弃了。
我明白这不是爱。

Monday, May 18, 2009

Oh,My money fly away le.
All gone.
& I knew it.
I knew that I will spent everything without any money left.
Regretted =.=
Haha! But I enjoyed myself.
So IT'S OKAY!=DDD
Skip the exam part.
It was tiring tiring and tiring.
Ahhh~~
But luckily tomorrow will be the LAST paper of MYE.
Thanks god~!
Going back home at 9 tomorrow.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS~~~
Happy like HELL.
Hahaha!
Kays,today after exams went to plaza.
Told myself that I am not going to spend more than $5.
Ohh,that's like so impossible.
=)
Hahaha!
Val and me walk past cafe cartel {?}
Den decided to walk in.
That's when my money fly away.
=)
HAHAHAHAHAHHHHA!!
Ate alot. Damn lot!
&&& I am proud of it!=)
Chat alot toos=D
Ohhh,looking forward to my days after 'O' levels.
=DDDD
Ohya,Spent more than 3 hours talking and eating.
HAHA!~=DDD
Total:$19.
Hahahaha!!
But it's worth it.=)
Although it's expensive.
Too bad bakawini is not with me.
HOHO! Jealous my dearest Baka???
*Smile*Smile*
Ohhhh, & I swear I am going to buy that Vcd.
I waited long enough for that.
&&& That guy is so HANDSOME!!!
WOOOOOOTS~
50% off!
Yes ,I am going to get that this week.
=)
Promise!=DDD
Okay,I am so random today.
Happy!=DDDD
Finally kicked off that emo me le.
&&& I saw someone whom I really dun wanna see.
&&& I run like so damn fast can.
Faster than my 2.4 run sia.
=.=
But Yupp,Just hate the sight of you and Your Friend.
Sickening like Hell.
=/
I am waiting for my phone to come back.
Ahhhhhh~~
Damn it sia,Damn freaking slow.
I miss you,My phone.
=(
Come back to me kays?
Ohya,So lame.
&&& Baka is going crazy le.
Wooooots~~
Congrats her!=))
Tadase,I love you=D
My love for you is never ending.
& I love you so deeply.
{ wO aI nI }
And my mind is JUST full of you.
=)
My Tadase=D
Baka,saw that?
*Winks*
HOHO!
Kays,wanna go sleep le.
Tadase,I am coming!!!!!!!!
Takecare everyone.
Love lots!=DDDDD

Tadase,I'm missing you.
Kukai~ You're so DAMN Cute!=D
Kays,talking crap now.
I heart YOU TADASE ! =D

Sunday, May 17, 2009

YO everyone!=DD
Super HYPER now..
Woooooots~~~
Tell me how to continue my revison for Geo.
{?}
Hahaha!
Gonna chiong later for Tmr's paper.
Hmm,nt going to slack le since I've been enjoying myself ytd.
DID nothing at all!
Seriously nothing and I'm so guilty of it.
The only I did is to EAT and EAT ytd.
Wth!~
Hahahah!!!
Ohya,Looking forward to chalet in Two week's time.
=)
But before that I nid to clear my MYE first.
Roarrr~~~
Haha!
I'm tired BUT I am contented with my life.
=)
That's good for me.
Ohh~~ Kkaysss.
Going to end here le.
Just a supeRRR short post.
Takecare everyone!
Loved lots by me!
=DDD

Friday, May 15, 2009

Ohh. DAMN tired now.
HOHO.
Going back to sleep soon.
Just a quick post alrights?=DD
Erm,Today exams.~~
AHHHH~~
F&N,I really anyhow write de.
Hack care for that subject.
Bio was okay for me.
Studied de all came out.
And that was GOOD for me.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL~
Yupp.
Just few more papers and Mye will be over.
Ohh,What's so great about that?
Still got Prelim & 'O' Levels worhx.
But I pray I pray I pray that I can do well for Mye.
Yupp=DD
Tomorrow will be out for CELEBRATION.
Wooooots~~~
Happy!=DDDD
Don't need to stay at home and rot!=DDD
*Smile*Smile*
Kaysss,Chuuuuu~~~
Ending post here!=DD
Byeee~~~

I gv up.
Happy?

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Just end my call with ♥ just now=)
Woooots,One hour+ talk.
&&& My throat is in pain now.
Not because of me talking too long but those junk.
Hahahas,Ohya!♥
Talked lots of thing with Bakawini ♥
From one topic jump to another and back again.
Cool right?
Endless topic with her.
And I loved it.=D
I hate silence-.-
Got phobia of silence because of ___.
Cause if you hv nothing to say over the phone den dun call la.
CALL le den diam diam.
Sibei Bo liao -.-
WINI!~
She's happily in her dreamland now.
Zzzz~~~
Gonna wake her up NOW!
LOLOLOLOLOLOL
I wanna sleeppppppp~~~
Damn freaking tired.
Exams! Exams!
Had Eng p2 and maths p2 today.
Brain cells totally died.
All killed by those paper.
Woooots~~
I really really hope that I can do well.
Well,who don't?
Hahahas.
Trying hard not to think too much.
=DDDD
I am really pissed off by some ppl.
Oh,you should take a look at that attitude of yours.
Ownself wan to hear ppl talk den hear le say;"Is it my prob?"
You think U cute ah?
If U've no interest in what I am saying.
Den DON'T hear la.
Ur leg wan to walk over,ur ear want to hear den blame me.
U may think it's a joke but I dun think it is.
=(
Somemore I am alrdy pissed off le
Chuuuuuuuu~~~
I know recently I am getting too easily agitated.
Ahhhhh~~
But sometimes really can't stand it lols.
Kkayss,Oh I am looking forward to june holiday.
=)
Chalet coming up!=DD
Mum's side de.
DAMN happy!!
It've been so long SINCE we hv it LAST TIME.
Hmm,kays.
This type of thing makes me happy.
Not that thing or THAT thing.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
So see it yourself.
Contented{?}
Now get lost from my blog.
Ohhh,I am getting crazy le.
Hmm.
Everyday is like a routine to me.
Wake up at 6.25 go school,come back sleep at 10+
And again and again and again.
Weekdays finish jiu weekend.
ZZzzzz....SIANZ!
Kay,I am going to stop complaining.
=DDD
Kayys,I am going to stop here and sleep le.
Later gonna chiong.~~~
Ohya,got one funny thing.
Yesterday I was sleeping and blogging the whole afternoon.
Then afterthat I went to sleep.
When My dad came back.
He thought I was studying so hard that I am tired.
And he told me:"study so much till you look so pale and tired,do ur best can le ma."
HAHAHAS.
I looked pale because of my chipsmore.
Everyday 1 packet won't pale also will pale.
The funny thing is I am not even studying.
I was blogging the whole afternoon.
Woooooot~~~
Happy!!!
Cause it's rare that he see my hard-working side.
=DDDDD
Kayss.
Chuuuuu~~
Takecare everyone=D
MUACKZZZ to you,you and *YOU!
Love lots Yo?
=DDDD

I am out of ur stupid game.
And I am gonna tell you that it's not fun at all.
It's painful.
Damn painful.
And U may be enjoying it,But please use ur brain to think.
You're Not handsome nor kind.
Gosh,Please look at urself in the mirror.
Now,Get it?

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Wooots~~~
Ytd was a GREAT day.
=D
HOHO.
Went out with Angie,Noelle,Grace,Yew Chin,Swee seng,Roy and mike.
Meet them in e morning for breakfast At Bankit.
Den went to slack ard.
Den we decided 2 go study.
Den Yew Chin went off for tutition.
We went to Angie's house.
Erm,Fst time going her hse wor.
=D
Afterward decided to go study.
Den took bus to my house.
Wooo,went to my house.
=DDDD
Den I pack my things le den went out le.
=)
Erm,went to FSC mac.
Tried hard to study but It was so Noisy.
Roarrr~~
Den afterward went to slack around.
Sit and talk at the playground till 8plus den went home.
=DDD
It's great to go out with them.
Erm,Hope that each and everyone of them will be able to pas their 'O' lvl
Work hard Guys.
=DD
I really love Those group of ppl.
They're the BEST!=D
Hope to have more outing next time.
After Exams alrights?=DD
&&& I am going to flood angie's blog.
=DDD
Blame it on her.
Who ask her to flood mine's.
Erm,Gonna work hard for Mye.
JIAYOU everyone
Chuuuuuu~~~

If You think That U're impossible/possible to reach out to ur dream.
You're right.
=DDDD
Never look down on urself.
=)

Friday, May 8, 2009

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Oh,Those dumb people. ♥
And My tagboard is in a MESS!♥
Anyhow use my name to write nonsense.
LOLOLOLOLOL.♥
And they post idiotic thing for me.
LUCKILY,I deleted that away.
WOOOOTS~
But overall I love my class.♥
=D
They are the best bunch of people that i will nvr forget.
4E4 yea?
My beloved F&N group.♥
=)
AND please guys,U hor very jialat lei.
Spam my blog like nobody's business leiix.♥
Arghhhh~~
Watch out guys.
YOOOO,So my days in school was GREAT!♥
All because of THEM.
&&& Stupid dhuranii is such a pervert.
Watch out girl.♥
=)
Hmm,Can't imagine my days without them.
HOHO
Erm,promoting this super cute blog here♥
http://www.angie-eee.blogspot.com/
WOOOTS
One and only blog wor~
NOOBIE
Soon,i will spam her blog..♥
*smile*smile*
&&& Missed my Bakas.♥
Woooots!
Didn't managed to meet you this morning.
SORRY!
Blame it on the Lrt.
=)
Yupp,Had oral today.
And my examiner was Miss Tan.
That Miss TAN.♥
Yes,It's her.
And Seriously I got Miss Tan's phobia.
Cause of my hair LOLS.
Erm,and the topic for the oral was Related to nursing.
HAHAHHAHAHAS!
Said many crap.
Hahahahas.♥
And talking to Miss Tan was FUN.
Can make people listen to me for FREE.
How nice can that be.
=))
Haha,That's my day for today.♥
Ermm,tomorrow will be the day.
GOOD ♥ OR BAD?
I will pray.♥
=)
Kays,Gonna have my dinner and watch my beloved Tv show le.
CHUUUUU~
Love everyone and takecare.♥
JIAYOU EVERYONE.♥

How nice is it,
to continue my life without you.♥
How nice is it,
To do things that I wanna do.♥
How nice is it,
to realise that My life is getting better.♥
How nice is it,
To find that I am getting stronger as days passed.♥
How nice is it,
To stand up when i fall damn hard to the ground.♥
How nice is it,
To prove to you that,
♥I am no longer stuck with you. ♥
I LOVE Don't love you anymore.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Why must there be illness in this world?
Why can't the world be just more simple?
Currently now havin Swine flu.

What the hell?
After this flu,that flu.
After this flu, WHAT ELSE?
& May I know how will U feel if ur kin is down with illness.
How will YOU feel?
Yupp,I can't tolerate this any longer
I have to admit.

I am scared,DAMN freaking scared.
I dun want You to leave me.
You're my most respected kin.
You took care of me since young.
& No words can be used to describe how much U matter to me.

You're EVERYTHING to me.
If U're gone,I will lose the strength to carry on living.
I can give up EVERYTHING for you.
My studies and EVEN my life.
I will go through those pain for you if I can.
& Friday the report will be out.
Is CANCER you know!

Damn it.
Want me to wait for days to pass.
Wait for the result to be good or bad.
I can't take it.
AHHHHHH~!!!
Didn't tell any of my friends.
I kept it in my heart.
Cause I believe that miracles will happen.
But It hurts so much.

I will PRAY.
God bless you Grandma.
Yupp, what do adults know?
They will just ignore how we feel.
They happy,they treat us good.
They unhappy,they vent their anger on us.

What am I to you?
Did U care for that report?
Or U all just care for MONEY?
I am just a 15 yr old kid nia.
Just see her go through operation den now stuck with this.

I wish I can pei her now.
Like how she took care of me,
when I was sick during my childhood times.
Now what did I do??
NOTHING!=(
That's why,I told myself.

No matter how many people tell me that nursing is a lan choice.
I will just tell them to diam.
Cause they don't even noe about much I feel abt nurse.
How much it matters to me.
&&& I hope that the result is good.
PLEASE!

Kays,I am going to stop with this topic le.
Don't want to start tearing le.
And I really hate those selfish jerk out there.
Who only take advantage of you.
Being sacastic in every words they said.
They got brain or not?
Yupp,YOU got prob I dun have la?
N urs is only R/s prob.
Some more is You deserve de.
Den talk as if end of the world le.
LOL

To ___, Please Just stop telling me how pathetic ur life is.
I dun wan msg you to say this.
Just read it urself and get lost.
I dun care if U're kick out of ur house or not.
Or how lonely ur life is.
That's Your prob.
If I have to think of a Solution for you,
Den I will be damn busy le lols.

So Yupp,You settle ur own prob.
U break ur promise and betrayed me first.
SO what else more can U say?
Did U think of this ending when U hang out with HER?
Just blame it on retribution.
This is the best ending.
=)

Woots.
STUDYING is the best solution to forget everything.
I dun care what YOU feel.
I know what I am doing.
&&& My conscience is clear.
Unlike someone~
=)
I am tired le.
Takecare everyone.
=)

Once again,Tadase is MINE!

You're just a selfish guy.
Promise breaker.
What shyt U said in the past is just nothing but lies.
Say untill so nice but just fake nia.
LOL.
Faker~

Monday, May 4, 2009

Oh exams~~
Stressed out!!=DD
Had two paper today...
Eng P1 & SS paper...
DAMN IT sia...

Write till not time.
Somemore hand VERY VERY pain.
But good enough,I managed to finish everything.
*Wink*

Don't know how well did i do.
But I TRIED my very best le.
So yupp,No regrets.
Had two temperature taking today.
LOLOLOLOLOL.♥

Erm &&& Night study is suspended.
AHHHHHHHHHH~
Why? Why? Why?
I am disappointed with that.
Nvm den,I will study at home den.
With my beloved chipsmore.
I am crazy over chipsmore.=DDDD

Woots~~
Current mood:=/
Don't know exactly what I am feeling now.
But one thing I am sure.
I am contented with my life.

Hahahas,so for those peeps out there,
Who wish that I will never gonna stand up after U left.
I can only say FAT HOPE!
Dream on bah.

I am not as weak as U think I am.
Idc if Ur life is good or NOT.
Wateva.

Ohh,Missed my Baka now.=)
=)
Yes,It's YOU!♥
My dearest Bakawini.
Lemme tel you,Those idiot who criticise you are nobody but just fools.
You're my BEST BEST BEST friend.
I dun wanna see U cry bcos they hurt you.
I will never let you be affected by them.

Remember our plan,Must fulfil it tgt kays?
I may not be there for you all the time.
But I DO CARE.=DDD
Ermm,later still need to study for physics.

Arghhhh~~
And I still don't understand any thing about electricity etc.
I SWEAR,i will understand that at e end of the day.
=)

Hmm,Oh ya...Outing with Mum was fun.
Damn fun.
Went to plaza.
Ate Lots of food;Sushi,ice-cream etc etc
Arghh,Seriously needed to go on diet le.
Hahhahas,But it is memorable for me.

Can I have more of that?

We just keep walking and walking like nobody's business.
Roarrr~!=)
Rushed back home ytd ard 4 plus plaaning to watch my Tv show.
But tuned on the tv,It was star award.
Damn diappointed,Cause I rushed home to watch that show.
But In the end don't have.
Diaoz~!=/

Studied all the way ytd.
Tired but happy.
Aunt came ytd night.
Din talk much to her cos I was too engrossed studying.

Oh really???!!
Hmm,Talked to Kor for so long.
Hahahahs,have a great time talking to him.
See him happily attached with his gf is good.

Although I always get suan by him that every guy that I met is LAN.
Opps,No offence But it's the fact.
=D
If U think I am referring to YOU den so be it.
LOL~

Ohya,This sunday is mother's day.
Ahh,what should I buy??
Gonna have mother's day celebration.

But Both kor and Me don't know what to buy.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Suan le...
Just leave it.
My mind is too occupied now to think.=)

Oh yes,Ytd night receive a unpleasant msg.
Totally pissed me off.
Damn it.
Trying to act friendly N say sacastic stuff to anger me.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
But I don't give a damn.
Yes! I am going to stop saying all those stuff.
I am getting tired of saying that.
You know,I know jiu okay le.
=)

For those who deserve me to be kind to them.
I will.
For those who are not,why should I put on a fake smile.
That look so freaking fake.
By telling that I have forgive you but actually I did not.
Fake isn't it?

Actually IDM.
But I just don't like you to used me for some unknown reason.
And lied to me.
Woooots.
S-T-O-P
I dun like to elaborate on that topic.

Oh ya.
I need a break.
I am so tired of studies.
Books,notes and worksheet.
Ccountless of that.
When will I stop?
When will i end the war with 'O' levels.

Soon??!
Hmm,I am waiting for friday.
I dun wanna know the answer.
It've got nothing to do with r/s.
So yupp,STOP saying that I've got someone new.
&&& I will wait till I've gt e answer.

I will pray and I will pray hard.
Don't leave me alone kays?
Kays,time to study.
JiaYou!!!!=DDDD

((Tadase)) Is mine.
&&& I love kukai.
He's damn cute.
I will love him with all my heart.=DD
BYEE~~~