Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Erm,So long never post le.
=)
So decided to give my blog a new post.
In school now,supposed to do my coursework.
But never cause I dun have the mood to do anything related to F&N
Bad=.=
Erm,Yesterday finally get back my precious phone le.
Super HAPPY!
Like hell sia.
Miss my phone like hell and now I finally get back my phone le
Can't imagine how happy I am when I saw my phone.
=)
I am so idiot! =)
But who cares,I happy jiu hao.
Erm,gonna chiong my studies le.
Alot of thing to do sia,But No choice lols.
I want friday to come soon.
Hor?=)
LOL
This whole week is so free,
Many free period.
Is a good thing cause i can use it to sleep.
=)
Hao la,Must do coursework le.
=)
My life really sucks alot
♥ Forgive me for my insecurities.
The times when I am quiet and refuses to tell you what's wrong.
When i dun understand how you feel.
When i negelcted you.
When I don't appreciate it when You care about me.
When I make unreasonable demands.
When I am over-sensitive and gets angry over nothing.
When i try to tell a lie to make myself feel better.
Although you know that it's fake.
But you keep it to yourself.
I know it and i am thankful.
I will try to make the change that you always want me to change.
Don't think too much right?
I will de.
Give me time and I will try my very best.♥
♥Ily(:
2:58 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Seriously I'm doubting myself.
I'm a such a failure.
Those feeling are back to me again.
No matter how hard i have tried.
I'll still be sad de.
Sad because I don't wanna hurt you.
Sad because I find myself starting to like you.
=.=
What am i talking about?
Mind totally blank.
I am such a indecisive person.
But I am sure of smth.
I need you in my life.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
Need to chiong my coursework le.
&&& Gastric is back le.
Nothing seems good for me.
Maybe is my mindset ba.
Whatever ba..
I need to cool down le...
Will edit this post later.
♥Ily(:
1:55 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
I did something happy today!=)
Hope to do this with you every single day.
I thought nobody can make me believe again.
But You made me believe.
=)
You're so patient and caring towards me.
Thanks.
I dun care what others say le.
Nothing else matters as much as YOU.
Hmm,takecare of urself k?
I want you to smile and be happy everyday.
If nobody can make u happy,let me be the person can?
Imy.
kkaysss,2day morning someone called me to wake up.
So damn touched.
Thought You'll forget le but you didn't.
=)
Den went to school,but was late cause went to plaza wif val to buy drinks.
LOL
3 hours of maths.
Tired lyk hell,but nvm cos got someone msg me
WOOOOOOOOOOOO~
Yupp,Happy~
Seriously,idc whether ppl think that I'm a flirt or not.
Cause those ppl dun understand me at all.
And i dun nid them to noe me.
Their comments are not needed.
So ya,If u've nth beta to say just shut up k?
yUPP,SORRY TO BE HARSH.
I'm not trying to refer to anyone.
Cos i noe what i want.
Some thing can't be forced de.
It is sometimes best to let go and moved on.
Yes,few more months den 'o' levels le.
Damn happy,Cause I can't wait to leave fajar.
Will work xtremely hard for my studies de.
Meantime I'll wait for u de.
This time round I noe you won't leave me like how some ppl left me.
=)
You're not a replacement.
Cause you're so thousand times better than someone else.
I believe we'll be happy de.
Yupp,gonna study later le...
Chiong maths ah...
Whenever I want to gv up,I'll think of u k?
=)
Byee and tc everyone.
I miss you....
♥Ily(:
6:02 PM
Friday, March 13, 2009
It is a start of something happy.
My 1 week holiday!
=)
Okay,Although I still have to do lots of Hw
& Going back for Xtra lesson.
But It's still good that I can sleep late.
=)
Got the feeling that I've got alot of things waiting for me to do.
Need to catch up with alot of thing ya?
Well,It's good that there're smth occupying my mind.
=)
Need to chiong in studies le.
=)
Hmm,Get back my result for Ca1 le.
Still room for improvement.
Will jyjy de.
Same goes to everyone out there.
Don't be dishearted If ur result didn't turns out good.
Once u put in more effort,You'll get better grades de.
No pain without gains isn't It?
=D
Hmm,That's all for today.
Nothing special at all.
Will post again if I've smth worth for me to post.
Takecare everyone!=)
Can the time stop right now.
I'm happy and contented with what I've now.
Is it?
Nothing can make me change my mind.
=)
My dreams waiting for me to make it come true.
=D
♥Ily(:
3:59 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Will there be a outcome if i persevere?
I wonder....
I am really DAMN tired now.
Feel like giving up on everything.
=.=
I don't know why also.
But I can't and I won't.
Receive a msg in the morning from someone i dun wish to remember
Feel kinda pissed off,
Cause I'm living happily now.
And i dun wish to know anything abt YOU.
Whether are u happy/sad or have anyone new
Cause It's none of my business.
So dun nid report to me alrights?=D
&&& Don't spoil my day alrights?
Or pretend to send wrong msg.
Cause It only show how dumb/silly/stupid you are.
LOL
I am not trying to refer to anyone larhs.
So It's okay la.
I am just saying out how i feel.
NO OFFENCE.
=)
Hmm,went to school feeling V.TIRED,
Not because I dun hv enough sleep.
Maybe bcos of my attitude bah.
=)
LOL,started off with cme
Mr Vela nvr come lols.
So mrs Yap took over.
2 period of maths.
Den Mr koh nvr come den she took over also so 1 more period.
Today We had 5 period of maths.
Hmm,Will die de lols,Brain cells all die le.
But no choice la.
=)
Nothing special today lols.
Just purely V.tired,
Looking forward to the holiday cause can rest!!!
& Go out!
Hahahas,kkayss,
At night going to visit my grandma at NUH.
She's hospitalised and had an operation this morning.
So will be visiting her later.
Hope that she is fine and I will pray for her de
=)
Heart V.pain when she needs to go for operation when she's so old.
I rather go for the operation for her lols.
And I'm willing...
Cause I love her.
I dun want any of my loved ones to get hurt
I love them deeply.
My parent,my two Sis,brother,grandparents,LJX,wini,arasi,noelle etc.
I love them.
=)
Will be leaving Fajar after this year.
Can't imagine that I've been in fajar for 4 years le
=)
Will my life gets better? =) =D
It will...
Hope to live happily ever after with you.
Just you.
SIAO!!!
I can't imagine me without you.You're Irreplacable.You cheer my up when I am sad.Encourage me when I am down.Hear my problems for countless time without complaining.Hear me cry over the phone when I feels sad.Raise me up when I fall.Lend me your shoulder when I cry.Pei me msg when I am lonely.Care for me when I thought no one does.Willing to spend time to reassure me that I am not alone.Msg me just to make sure that I am fine.No words can describe how important you're to me.Simply Thank You.Seriously,I meant it.A friend like you is good enough for me le.=)Don't wish to lose a friend like you.If you ever feels sad/lonely or anything.I'll be around to help you.Promise!=)Specially Dedicated to LJX.[[ Type out from the bottom of my heart.]][[ Not copy de okay? ]]
♥Ily(:
3:45 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Yesterday night someone pei me talk till i sleep
Thanks for it!=)
Seriously thanks lurhs.
Nobody actually bothers if i am fine or not.
But i am glad you do.
You will forever be remembered by me,my friend.
Aand dun noe which idiot say tat the word in red is copy from other places de
LOL.
I type it out de lols,nvm.
Think you too jealous,cause i more pro den you
Right?
Meeting LJX late.
In another 15 more min,
Okay,I will be late.
Pon school today.
LOL
Who cares also.
=)
Takecare everyone.
Never promise me anything,
if u dun meant to keep ur promise.
I dun need anyone to stay with me.
But if u promise me to stay with me,Pls fulfil ur promise.
I believe you will....
♥Ily(:
2:07 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
2 weeks,14 days,317 hours,19020 minutes,1141200 seconds
Yes,My phone~
And I'm so desperate for my phone now.
I'm going crazy le.
Haha,Okay I know I am being super lame here.
Damn freaking tired.
Still need to study later.
=)
Maybe after the workshop ba.
It's useful!=)
Make me come to my senses.
4.5 month left to study.
NOT ENOUGH!
IDW to end up regretting.
Ii want to fulfil my dreams k?
But seriously i'm lacking of motivation now.
And i think i've contracted a illness.
A illness that will make me want to sleep every single second
=))
And i just woken up from my sleep
And i feel like sleeping now
LOL
Argh,simply to say.
I AM LAZY!=)
Kkayss,today meet my Baka early in e morning
I wake up early for you okay?
Den chat with her for 20 min
Oh gosh,I'm missing her now.
Ahem,actually no la~
Den went for the workshop.
Actually,i like the workshop cos the coach is CUTE!!!
Hahaha,seriosuly damn cute can?
LOL
This makes the whole lesson more interesting and fun
Nvm,but some part of it is V.boring.
Think will be quite useful bah.
=)
Okay,den after school went to take lolipop from LJX.
So kind of him to pass that to me.
=)
Takecare alrights?=D
Ps: If u ever repeats what u told me today,I will nvr forgive you.
You must stay with me cause u've promise me le.
Idc~
Yes,I'm not unreasonable!
Who ask u so stupid go promise me.
No matter how much you change,idc.
It doesn't matter that much!
See,got ur name le.
Dun say i nvr put ur name okay?
LOL
=)
Erm,won't be blogging that often
Firstly,because I want to put my heart and soul into my studies
Secondly because Idw to blog abt nonsensical stuff
=)
Yupp,Will only blog necessarily!=)
And I REALLY REALLY REALLY dun want go skul
Dun know why also lei
Maybe some part of me is missing.
And I've managed to get you out of my mind
Which is,I'm happy la.
Yes,I'm that forgetful.
=)
Which is a good thing
I tend to remember the good thing and forget the bad things
Hao la,Need to chiong in studies le
Takecare everyone=)
Don't keep dwelling in the past.The past will never return.No matter how much you cried or how much u rgeretted itLearn from ur mistake.Yes,I'v learnt the simplest thing in a hard way.I know my mistake le.It is very simple to just say let it go and moved on.But It's damn freaking tough when u tries to do it.Some part of you asked you to gv up.But follow what ur heart tells u to do.And u'll never regret what you've done now.Treasure the present.Never look back at the past if u dun intend to go back.Every steps now bring u closer to sucess.Even if it need alot of peseverance and pain to attain sucess.Never give up as u dun noe what tomorrow will brings you to.Believe in urself.
♥Ily(:
7:08 PM
Friday, March 6, 2009
Life seems so tiring for me,
But at least i know that what i am doing now is right.
Even if it takes me alot of pain to get you off my mind,
I don't mind!=)
Frankly speaking,I love my life now.
=)
And somemore I've gain a new friend!=)
Double happiness!=)
Hmm,time flies!
March already,only left with few more months den 'o' levels le.
I'm left alone to complete the last lap.
Tough/heart pain/sad/disappointed/dejected.
IT'S OKAY!=)
I'll give my best shot!=)
I will !=)
Life is never easy,I know that.
But i never expect it to be so tough,
People do change.
The only thing on earth tat won't change is CHANGE!=)
LOLOLOLOL
I'm acting pro now!=)
Hao la~
This week is a sucky week for me.
Sick like hell~
It is nothing compare to my heart pain.
LOLOLOLOLOLOL
Forget about the past and walk towards the future.
I believe,one fine day.
We'll all grow up to be a better person.
And when we look back at our life.
Of cos there'll be regrets.
But at least there're still fond memories.
That'll be enough le.=)
I'm still small k?
LOLOLOLOLOL.
This sun will be celebrating mum/twin sis b'dae
Bought NOTHING FOR THEM!=(
Shit!=((
Don't talk about it le.
Tidbits is too tempting le.
Spend all my money on THEM!
Regret!!!!
I want my money back!
LOLOLOLOLOL.
Anyway,will be getting my phone back in 17day.
Happy~!!!!
But seriosuly i really miss my phone.
Miss my keypad
Miss my message(Not his)
Miss my songs!!!!!!!
Miss my pic!!!
Wth,one month is so freaking longg sia.
Haiz,I swear Ii'll nvr use it in class anymore.
Lastly,phone IMY!=)
I'm being super ultra lame here
All my topics is so random.
HAHAHA!
Yupp=)
Fianlly top up my pp card le.
Finally can msg ppl le.
Especially THAT NOOB.
Everyday pester me de
HAHA,JKJK nia=)
Hmm,looking froward to sunday as will have lots of food to eat.=)
YA,I'm really need to go diet le.
Now i look at mirror really very pek cek leix
=X
HAHA!
Be contented ba!=)
Anyway,yupp=)
Busy days ahead!=)
Jiayou everyone!=))
Muackies to all!=)
♥Ily(:
2:37 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
I am contented with my life.
=)
Seriously,I am very happy with my life.
Studies is on the right track.
DAMN happy.
Today,started off with SS.
Don't feel well,HAIZ!
Den after that was P.E
MORE WORST!
Ran outside school.
Mike was so kind to accompany me throughout the whole thing.
Afterthat,we did a very stupid thing which is we walked the shortcut.
LOL
The best part is we get caught=)
HAHAS!
Den get punish to run one more round
SHIT,can die de lols!=)
RECESS!
Geo,Mr eddy nvr come.
SLACK like dun noe wat lyk tt.
=)
ENG follow by physics.
Finally think tat my studies is on the right track le.
CONTENTED LE=)
Just abit more of hardwork=)
LOLOLOLOL
I'm damn damn tired now.
Still need to study.
SHIT!!!=))
Kkaysss,generally I'm happy.
REAL HAPPY.
Not that fake happiness to mk someone think tt i'm happy.
=)
Just few more months den i'll be done for 'o' levels.
HAPPY!
Nursing~~~
I'm coming!!!=)
Bakawini,i miss you damn lots!=)
Well,i'm talking to you right now!!
HAHAS!
But i still miss you.
LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Muackies!=)
kkayss,wanna concentrate talking to you le.
TAKECARE EVERYONE!=)
♥Ily(:
7:28 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Yupp,I'm going to act like it's not hurting me.
I'm trying to be strong.
So that i won't shed any tears for you,NOT ANYMORE.
You're unfaithful to this r/s.
You should be sorry for urself,NOT ME.
Well,It's NOT MY FAULT.
And i'll never regard this as MY MISTAKE.
I bet you will fel guilty for this.
No matter how many times you've said sorry.
It's not gonna help.
Even if u're begging me to go back.
NO WAY!
I won't accept the fact that YOU are two-timing me.
NEVER,whether is it a mistake bcos u're unsure of ur feeling.
It's fatal enough to break my heart.
When i found out that thr girl that i noe thr Blog was one of ur Gf.
LMAO!=D
Hahahas,it's really hilarious that i treated her as MY FRIEND.
But she's just one of ur Gf.
Well,I'm not going to say anything.
You betrayed my trust.=)
No point begging for my forgiveness.
Cause I'll never never ever fall for ur trick again.
I'll never repeat the mistake twice.
As for THAT GIRL;Stella.
It's not ur fault,i believe.
It's sad enough to tell you that we will not be able to b friends.
I'm sorry for that.
YES!
That's the best present i've received so far.
A betrayed friendship/relationship.
How cool is it to find out the truth.
Well,Deep inside my heart is dying.
Some part of me is asking me to let go and leave the world.
But can I?
I'm not gonna be as selfish as YOU to leave my bakas behind.
I WILL NOT.
I'll fulfil the promise i made to LJX.
It's my responsible.
Stop telling me you miss me/love me cos that's purely bull shit.
HAHAHA!
Damn freaking funny=)
I'm the greatest fool on earth.
I'll never ever gonna believe in those freaking preomises about long lasting love.
And u're to be blame.
Well,dun drive me to a dead corner,I beg you.
My life is in misery due to YOU and HER presence.
It's enough,too much for me to take it le.
Just dun make it worst.
I just wanna forget everything and moved on with my life.
I spend the night crying to myself.
I throw away all the stuffs that reminds me of you.
FLOWERS,DIARIES etcetc everything.
Yyes,i couldn't bear to throw away.
And i've a hard time making up my mind to get rid of those thing.
But the thought of HER makes me wanna die right now.
Darius,You should be guilty of ur actions,
How u made two girl suffer because of ur unfaithful actions.
I never regret breaking off with YOU and i'll never regret.
Knowing you is One of the best thing that happen on me.
Well,forgetting you is a start of smth special.
My life!=D
I'm going to concentrate on my studies and friends.
NOT YOU!
Noy crying in the middle of the night for YOU.
Cause like what people tell me,It's not worth.
All along,I'm just being stubborn to blv in miracle.
Well,I'm convinced that miracle don't happen.
True Love means NOTHING.
Promises are meant to be broken.
'I love you' is just part of your lies.
I won't believe in it anymore.
You changed me,destroying the little trust i had in you.
It's my luck to met you in my life.
=)
HAHAHAS!
Thx LJX,VAL for listening to me crying.
Hahahas,I'm perfectly fine.=)
It's a new start isn't it?
It's too late to apologiseI never hate anyone before.You're the first and the last.I meant it!My heart hurt every bit whenevr you msg me.Get the fxxx out of my life.Sorry doesn't help at all.What u've done can't be undo.IHY!=)I'll smile because you're gone.I'll remind myself countless time tat u're gone.=)
♥Ily(:
2:30 PM
